chaoticc
Bluelighter
So, last night a few friends of mine got together and had a 'pre' new years party.
I woke up around 4am that day, and had been smoking fent since. My friend k comes to pick me up at 11, shes with her boy.. and we go to pick up my other friend. That leaves 4 of us, atm. So we're driving back into town after picking everyone up, and all of a sudden k says "We should all trip tonight!". Big mistake.
So her and her boy decide they are going to trip, and my friend and I are just going to smoke fent all night. 'surfing', as we call it.. hahaha. Anyways. Well, K and her boy aren't experienced trippers at all, so I told them I would be their sitter.
NEEDLESS TO SAY, some people just don't need to trip if they have hidden emotions.
Everything goes fine(we're having a small dance party) until k gets a call from her ex's mom, saying she's gone missing. Over the next 30 minutes, she slowly starts to talk faster and faster. She starts talking to herself, about herself, in 3rd person perspective, and she was pretty non-responsive to reality.
So she starts talking about how she is a horrible person and she hates herself, so she locks herself in the bathroom cussing herself out and beating the fuck out of the mirror, and as I was unscrewing the door handle she comes out, saying she "has eggs in her neck and she needs to pop them".
So she throws herself on the bed and starts to strangle herself to 'kill the eggs so they won't turn into snakes', but what she was really doing was trying to pop her own lymph nodes! Her boyfriend and I had to hold her down for 30 minutes while she was screaming at herself in 3rd perspective trying to get rid of these little eggs. Then she starts telling herself that K didnt exist anymore and she killed her soul. But she needed to kill her body and wanted to know the best way to do it.
It was then that I decided that this trip has gone too far for her, and it needed to be ended. I knew she wouldn't take any medicine to help her(as she was not in her right mind) so I went out of the room and crushed up 1mg of klonopin and put it in some orange juice. It was then, that everyone in the room had to convince her to drink it so she would calm down. It wasn't just her safety that I was concerned about either, it was her mind as well. She was driving herself nuts and it was heartbreaking to see herself in that kind of misery.
Her boyfriend started freaking out and ran out of the room and disappeared, we couldn't find him anywhere.. so that just made things worse for her you could assume. At this point, I was getting pissed because he was in his right mind for the most part, and he should be doing everything in his power to help his girlfriend, instead he runs off like she's a burden and leaves the dirty work to me.
After an hour of convincing, we made a deal. I would 'pop the eggs in her throat' & go find her boyfriend if she drank the orange juice. It took 3 times to help her remember to do it, but we finally got her to drink it and I found her boyfriend and made him help her. So I started massaging the bumps so she would think i was trying to pop them, then she decided that they needed to be left alone because it hurt too much(finally!). During the next hour horror of watching her pass out, she was talking 100mph muttering "K is dead, I killed her. She gives the world to everyone and everyone gives her nothing."
"K is an awful person. K is a piece of an engine in a car of friends down the road of life on this planet earth in this universe of love."
The next morning she woke up and said something on the lines of, I don't exactly know what happened, but I have a realllly bad feeling I did something bad and scary.
But yeah, moral of the story: Even if your bestie wants to trip and says he/she can handle it, use your own judgment as well to see if they're hiding any feelings, because it can turn out pretty bad.
I woke up around 4am that day, and had been smoking fent since. My friend k comes to pick me up at 11, shes with her boy.. and we go to pick up my other friend. That leaves 4 of us, atm. So we're driving back into town after picking everyone up, and all of a sudden k says "We should all trip tonight!". Big mistake.
So her and her boy decide they are going to trip, and my friend and I are just going to smoke fent all night. 'surfing', as we call it.. hahaha. Anyways. Well, K and her boy aren't experienced trippers at all, so I told them I would be their sitter.
NEEDLESS TO SAY, some people just don't need to trip if they have hidden emotions.
Everything goes fine(we're having a small dance party) until k gets a call from her ex's mom, saying she's gone missing. Over the next 30 minutes, she slowly starts to talk faster and faster. She starts talking to herself, about herself, in 3rd person perspective, and she was pretty non-responsive to reality.
So she starts talking about how she is a horrible person and she hates herself, so she locks herself in the bathroom cussing herself out and beating the fuck out of the mirror, and as I was unscrewing the door handle she comes out, saying she "has eggs in her neck and she needs to pop them".
So she throws herself on the bed and starts to strangle herself to 'kill the eggs so they won't turn into snakes', but what she was really doing was trying to pop her own lymph nodes! Her boyfriend and I had to hold her down for 30 minutes while she was screaming at herself in 3rd perspective trying to get rid of these little eggs. Then she starts telling herself that K didnt exist anymore and she killed her soul. But she needed to kill her body and wanted to know the best way to do it.
It was then that I decided that this trip has gone too far for her, and it needed to be ended. I knew she wouldn't take any medicine to help her(as she was not in her right mind) so I went out of the room and crushed up 1mg of klonopin and put it in some orange juice. It was then, that everyone in the room had to convince her to drink it so she would calm down. It wasn't just her safety that I was concerned about either, it was her mind as well. She was driving herself nuts and it was heartbreaking to see herself in that kind of misery.
Her boyfriend started freaking out and ran out of the room and disappeared, we couldn't find him anywhere.. so that just made things worse for her you could assume. At this point, I was getting pissed because he was in his right mind for the most part, and he should be doing everything in his power to help his girlfriend, instead he runs off like she's a burden and leaves the dirty work to me.
After an hour of convincing, we made a deal. I would 'pop the eggs in her throat' & go find her boyfriend if she drank the orange juice. It took 3 times to help her remember to do it, but we finally got her to drink it and I found her boyfriend and made him help her. So I started massaging the bumps so she would think i was trying to pop them, then she decided that they needed to be left alone because it hurt too much(finally!). During the next hour horror of watching her pass out, she was talking 100mph muttering "K is dead, I killed her. She gives the world to everyone and everyone gives her nothing."
"K is an awful person. K is a piece of an engine in a car of friends down the road of life on this planet earth in this universe of love."
The next morning she woke up and said something on the lines of, I don't exactly know what happened, but I have a realllly bad feeling I did something bad and scary.
But yeah, moral of the story: Even if your bestie wants to trip and says he/she can handle it, use your own judgment as well to see if they're hiding any feelings, because it can turn out pretty bad.
haha
