I was discussing this on another thread. At the moment I am coming off Subutex (near 4 years daily use), and I simply cannot do it without some medical intevention of my own. The meds off the doctor - Valium, Lopermide and Zopiclone provide a marginal help.
But what i need is a lift from the deppression which I am not used to and cannot handle. The doctor can offer no help,
So's to cut a long story short, I found Phentermine gave total releif to the deppression I was feeling (within 20 mins of taking the pills -not like waiting weeks for SSRI's to work).
Granted, I did take 120mg when I think the usual prescribed dose is about 20-40mg.
I get a bit shaky from the Phent and decide to dip into the GHB. - What a feeling. I felt totally happy, total confidence, full of energy - absoluty gone - I was dancing around the room with my tunes on for 4 hours - this was like 10am in the morn.
My partner walked in and couldnt even tell I was hammered. I just said a was excersising to dance. I could totally act normal too, just felt very intoxicated - pupils were dilated like f*ck thogh.
I have had similar effects with Ritalin and GBL before. Its just as good but more shortlived.
Anyone else tried this?
And also, as I am withdrawing from Subutex, will binging on Phent/ghb effect that process or will the withdrawal happen in the background while I carry on enjoying myself?
I do plan to be drug free by New year by the way, Im not looking for any more addictions.!
But what i need is a lift from the deppression which I am not used to and cannot handle. The doctor can offer no help,
So's to cut a long story short, I found Phentermine gave total releif to the deppression I was feeling (within 20 mins of taking the pills -not like waiting weeks for SSRI's to work).
Granted, I did take 120mg when I think the usual prescribed dose is about 20-40mg.
I get a bit shaky from the Phent and decide to dip into the GHB. - What a feeling. I felt totally happy, total confidence, full of energy - absoluty gone - I was dancing around the room with my tunes on for 4 hours - this was like 10am in the morn.
My partner walked in and couldnt even tell I was hammered. I just said a was excersising to dance. I could totally act normal too, just felt very intoxicated - pupils were dilated like f*ck thogh.
I have had similar effects with Ritalin and GBL before. Its just as good but more shortlived.
Anyone else tried this?
And also, as I am withdrawing from Subutex, will binging on Phent/ghb effect that process or will the withdrawal happen in the background while I carry on enjoying myself?
I do plan to be drug free by New year by the way, Im not looking for any more addictions.!

I got the bright idea that I would take adderall for my sub withdrawals and I would be able to go to work and live life while going through it. WRONG
I bought a shitload of generic 30mg addy's from a friend and waited 24 hours after my last dose of sub. I came home from work craving sub and feeling like complete shit. I hear people say it takes 3 days for sub withdrawal to begin but for me it starts like 12 hours after my last dose! But I do have a very very fats metabolism so that may be the culprit. Anyways on with the story. I came home from work sat down at my computer and took 1 30mg xr. An hour later I felt greart :D The depression was lifted the pains in my body just disappeared and I thought to myself, this will be a piece of cake! @YAY:D 2 hours later the pains came back! With extreme and sickining revenge! I fell into a depression so deep I thought of suicide, and I have never been suicidal! My soul was destroyed! My heart was racing and my bp rose from my normal 110/70 to 140/90!!! I had extreme panic and paranoia it was most definately one of the worst experiences I have ever had!