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Bluelighter
they love coke^
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cosmic charlie
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they probably do , I try to avoid them as much as I can
sometimes some of my friends deal with them but its usually frowned upon by the people around here. they dont live around here all year so nobody really knows them well and their not very trustworthy. Alot of them are obnoxious as hell and theres police around here all over the place in the summer so guidos in turn bring unnecessary heat.
maybe im biased because ive been raised to hate them but i doubt it
alteknj
Bluelighter
They love them some steroids too.
Unbreakable
Bluelighter
Hendrix Haze15
Bluelighter
^^^ ehh, I personally think all the chicks on that show are beat, but to each his own. I'm also kinda picky when it comes to women so you gotta take that into consideration too.
Also about the Sopranos, the reason that show doesn't make me feen for dope is one, everytime they show someone shooting dope its with this ridiculous looking horse needle with like a 2 foot tip on it, and two, they have one episode showing Christopher shooting dope in between his toes which is completely unreal. Regardless though, I wanna shoot some speedballs and go on the same route Tony takes in the opening. I also wanna see the pork store they are always sitting in front of. I think the name was Satriales in the show. One of the kids I met in rehab from jersey said he always passes the Bada Bing and its actually called Satin Dolls. Any verification on that?
largeamount
Bluelighter
i saw this show and am i the only one that caught that that one girl said she only likes guys that are juiced? for anyone that doesnt know that means they use anabolic steroids
LOL yo, I know the horse needle always pisses me off but when you really feening it dont even gotta be real , just the mention of dope can get u goin, plus they sure seem to portray the actual nod pretty good and thats really the thing that always set me off. but anyways.
UNfortuantly I got bad news for u, Sorry yo, Satriale's is gone. First off it was never a real pork store to begin with, it was a set they built, they modeled it after Centannis in Elizabeth, so i guess u could always go to centannis if u wanted to see the real version of wat it was suppose to look like. But Satriales was on 101 Kearny Ave in kearny, but it was just built to look like a pork store as a set and wasnt actually a real shop, And now some jackoff developer knocked it down and is building a highrise condo building called "The Soprano" on the site instead.
type the address into google maps n do street view u can see the banner for it n the knocked down rubble.
and yea Bada Bing is most definately Satin Dolls , at least one of these supposed jersey kids u meet in rehab was right about one thing here lol.
alteknj
Bluelighter
I was about to post but Lacey beat me to the punch. She's right about Satriales, it just a set, but the store Centannis is in Elizabeth which is what it's modeled after. I'm sure some outside shots take place around. The Bada Bing is Satin Dolls, right off route 17. I used to pass it every day. Tony's route in the credits is down the turnpike and over Lincoln Highway right next to the Pulaski Skyway. There are a bunch of fucking places all over Essex, Hudson, Bergen and Passaic counties that I recognized. The diner that Christopher goes and meets that bitch at and end up relapsing and smoking heroin is on Sip Ave and JFK Blvd right in Jersey City. The NA meeting they go to is at a church right down there too in Jersey City right around the corner from the diner. So funny how it was like a few blocks from my dope spot.
shake
Bluelighter
ok this dude the situation, i dont think i have ever seen someone so goddman smug in my life. this dude actually thinks every chick is down to suck his cock and when some chick he was trying to get with goes to another dude, he still thinks this is all part of his plan to get her to blow his dick. i can honestly say i have never met anyone like him in my entire state.
Unbreakable
Bluelighter
^Some people drink the water..... dont drink the water
Hendrix Haze15
Bluelighter
Aww, that sucks, I was hoping to see Satriales. Oh well, when I come to Jersey I wanna see the pork store they modeled it after in Elizabeth. Also, does anyone know where Tonys house in the show is at? I think I remember hearing somewhere that it was in a really nice gated community or something.
Also to lacey, seriously, I met soo many kids from Jersey in my last rehab it was crazy. Honestly, the East Coast kids totally outnumbered the West Coast kids. And by a big margin too lol. I guess everyone got sent to the other side of the country for rehab or something. But for reals, I met some cool ass people there from jersey. My favorite counselor at the program was this Puerto Rican dope feen chick from Jersey named Amy. For the most part they were all chill, but a little loud and too fast paced for Cali standards lol. But nah, they were cool and I passed the time smoking cigs and bullshitting with a lot of them. Even the white power dude from Paterson was cool with me, which was weird cuz if he was a real skinhead/AB member he should have wanted to fight me lol.
alteknj
Bluelighter
The actual house was in North Caldwell in Essex county. Real big yuppie town. Lots of rich as hell, white folks of course. Big houses, mansions. Real nice area.
I knew a few people that were from Jersey that went to California for rehab. People like that though have money, or their family has money you know. Typical young white kids from the suburbs get caught doing heroin or cocaine by mommy or daddy who are totally ignorant and send them to some nice luxurious rehab in California or Florida. You know the celebrity type places which are real stupid if you are going to rehab to get clean. (Not saying you went to one, but a lot of those places are in places like CA or FL). My one friend went to a rehab in FL and had his own fucking personal chef pretty much. You basically tell them what you like to eat and they will make you whatever you want whenever. I know another kid from NJ who want to CA cause he was a dopehead and ended up getting hooked on meth out there haha.
If you are going to goto a rehab for yourself (and are serious about it) you have to goto a place where they are strict and helpful. Places that strip you of everything (no music, tv, etc) and really peel your onion so you can get better and stay sober if that is your goal. I mean there has to be a balance between personal rights and privacy of course (in my opinion) but going to a rehab where you have a personal chef and luxuries like cable TV and ipods and internet and only go to sessions for an hour or two a day is NOT rehab. That is some Hollywood bullshit and nobody would get better, learn anything and understand why you are there. When I was in rehab I was up at 6:00 AM every day. We had free breakfast till 8:00, lunch at 12:00 and dinner at 5:00. We were in groups or individual sessions or went out to meetings the rest of the time. Had rec time 3 days a week for 2 hours. But from 6:00am to 10:00pm, all day long just doing recovery shit. No ipods, no cable TV (we had TV and DVDs there sometimes) No computers/internet. Just a pingpong table thats it really. But that's the way a rehab has gotta be you know.
askaboutme
Bluelighter
wow, so true. i personally know 2 people that this exact thing happened to.
them being ignorant really reigns true too.
the two kids i know who went to flordia (same place i think, thats gunna go well) can't even name the drug in OxyContin
alteknj
Bluelighter
Yea a good friend of mine went to FL for rehab. The one with the personal chef. Nice place near the beach. They get to go swimming and shit. They take trips to the mountains. I guess it's nice to do stuff like that when you goto rehab and shit, but it costs money. Places like that are expensive. Usually the more money, the more lenient they are about stuff. Mommy and daddy want to make sure their precious son/daughter are comfortable away from home. Damn he left September 2008. He's been there for 15+ months down in Florida. If I was in rehab/recovery housing that long I'd go berserk. I think he's doing real well though. All about being sober and everything that comes along with it now. I can't see myself doing that shit at this age (I'm 22, almost 23). Making a change in your life to go sober from alcohol and drugs at a young age is tough in itself (but more power to the kids my age who take it real serious) but when you start getting into the service work and meetings and psychological aspects of it, 12 step programs and shit, all that NA/AA shit, I can't do it. And about 99% of these rehab places go by AA/NA. So basically if you want to live a sober life, you HAVE to goto meetings and follow AA/NA traditions and work the steps and get a sponsor. If you don't then you aren't taking it seriously to them.
Fuck that shit man I just can't deal with that stuff at this age right now. I don't even buy into it. The way I see it is I know I have/had problems with drugs. I know exactly what happened and how I ended up where I did and what I have to do. I know I can't go back to using heroin the way I was every day and I honestly DON'T WANT TO. I don't want to go back to being sick and worrying about money. But shit, I like to drink and smoke pot and use other drugs. Never got in over my head with it. I haven't been a daily user of dope for quite some time now, a few months. I've used a bit since then, maybe a few 2 day stretches, picking up a bundle every now and then. But I'm not going to constrain myself and worry about my sobriety at such a young age with all that bullshit. And I could care less what people in recovery think about me, because I know they don't think I don't have a handle over my disease when I think I do. They shouldn't even care about what I do and think anyway.
I know what I can't and can't do. So what if I drink or use coke a weekend here or there, or even score a little dope every now and then? It's just something I don't understand and have stopped justifying. It's ALL or nothing with recovery people. Sorry for the rant, really got off on a tangent there but I guess it really eats at me. It's weird seeing your good friends who used to be just as bad a junkie as you completely turn 180 (it's like brainwashing) and be addicted to recovery, because essentially that is what they are.Fuuuuuck Altek I fuckin kno yo, God damn that shit drives me nutz, Real talk, Addicted to recovery lol. Thats the truth. Dont get me wrong im all about stayin clean but If i wasnt on probation right now, i would be usin off and on like u said. I dont see a god damn thing wrong with it. If you LIVING A CLEAN LIFESTYLE, And you aint, A, Physically dependant, B-And most important, your MENTALLY FREE from the obsession with dope, C, Not doin it on the regular, and dont need it or feel like you need it for any one thing in particular, D-Not risking legal trouble by doin it, I think you pretty straight with it then. NOT EVERY DOPE FEEN Is always gonna be a feen if they use again after they kick.
lotta ppl fall back into it no doubt and its foolish to think that while once u was outta control now suddenly u will be able to be in control. But once u break that cycle, and stop NEEDING dope, stop loving it, adoring it, wanting it, obsessing over it, never stop thinkin about it, once ur done with that mentality where its all abotu dope al the time, and u start to have a real life again and be totally happy with normal, non drug related shit, thats when you ready to do dope again, if you do want to. Its easy to say no all the time, shit , yes or no, all or nothin, its alot harder and takes alot more balls, willpower n strenth to actually use once in a while here n there and still keep a clean lifestyle otherwise.
Those NA fucks is so goddamn black and white, yes or no, my way or the highway, and i always tell em when i go to meetings exactly wat i think of em. LOL, I got 90 days clean and in that 90 days i went to less than 10 meetings. So much for 90 MEETINGS IN 90 DAYS OMG U HAVE TO ITS THE ONLY WAY U CANT SUCCEED WITHOUT NA!! I hate that shit, the "na is the only way thats proved to work" NO, How bout this. The only way thats proved to work, is PEOPLE THAT FINALLY REALLY WANT TO QUIT AND ARE WILLING TO REALLY PUT IN THE EFFORT AND WORK TO GET THERE. Cuz that program, the "ima finally quit fuckin around, and devote myself to stayin clean, becuz if i dont ima go to jail so right now this is just somethin i really need to do, so ima commit myself to it and im determined not to fail" got a 100% success rate. when you ready, you fuckin DO IT yo. IDK about all the rest of people but thats how I am.
I suffered wit that shit so long yo, just couldnt stop to save my life but when it came time that i was gonna get locked up for VOP if i kept it up, I STOPPED. And it wasnt no rehab, NA, AA, detox, or fuckin nothing that did it for me, it was all me baby. O , yea and my methadone too i guess But real talk they drive me up the fuckin wall with that shit they be on all the time. And when i get a chance ill nod out every now and then and i wont feel guilty or regret at all for it, and i will keep on countin those days after as clean, why becuz i didnt fuck up. if i am bein smart, moderating the use and keepin it occasional then i dont see using from time to time as fuckin up at all.
And also i hate the shit about how NA things u should never accept pain meds if you get hurt neither cuz "your addicted to drugs, perioud, not just one drug in particular" and takin a shot of morphine for a broken rib in the hospital will lead you to smokin crack again, or smokin a blunt will lead you right back to shootin dope.
I aint got a problem with uppers. I take fuckin speed every morning , im prescribed that shit, and i never once feel like i want to use it to get high. i dont like to get up. I aint got no drinking problem, i dont like to drink even if i had unlimited free booze. I aint a weed addict. i got a problem with oppiates, thats it. i aint a "ADDICT", like bein a addict is some kind of one size fits all drug type of condition. damn that shits so annoying. "If you break your back in a car accident, just becuz they offering you oxycontin for the pain dont mean its a freebie or that you should just go to the pharmacy and fill tht prescription, cuz you know you got a problem, dotn let your addiction tell you that you need those pills, just take some advil and hot baths every night and your back will be fine, you dont need narcotics for severe, acute pain caused by a legit injury! deny yourself the relief that a doctor says you deserve, cuz your addiction is lying to the doctor too tellin him you need the pills when you really dont! be strong, dont give in to your addiction, suffer in pain and be smug and self righteous when other NA members tell u the pain they are livin with and how they are considerin gettin pain management, and say, WELL I DID IT WITHOUT PAIN MEDS YOU CAN TOO YOU DONT NEED THAT CRAP ITS JUST LIKE HEROIN!"
I aint tryna go on a long ass rant here, but god damn, u just said so much shit that i agree with yo and i really had to cosign u. Its funny that u said ur age too cuz i am the same as u, bout to turn 23 aswell. damn im startin to feel old. did my first dope 16 years ago, thats 7 years, holy shit time flies...
(EDIT, LOL chinky i was so nodded out last night when i wrote this that i thought i did put in paragraphs. yea this post was a mess i came back n fixed it haha thanks for the heads up)Last edited:
Hendrix Haze15
Bluelighter
Oh yeah, trust me, I know all about that. I know some people that went to certain programs out here where they were given a beach view, full body massages a few times a day, were allowed to leave and go to the corner store(yeah if that was me I'd be meeting my dope man lol), and had their own chef. Shit was like 50-55 g's for a month.
The last place I was at though, with all the jersey kids, wasn't no fucking resort . You had to be up every day at 8 AM and had chores to do. Then up until 8 at night you were in groups and doing recovery work. After every meal, they would assign a different group of people to do all the kitchen work, which was a lot considering your cleaning up after like 50-60 people. Also if you get in trouble they straight throw you in the fields to do manual labor for the entire day. I got caught fucking this chick and shooting oxys and ended up doing 3 weeks straight of hard ass manual labor, like digging ditches and pulling bushes and just back breaking work from 9 AM to 8 PM with one half hour break. Yeah, I made sure to never fuck up and get in trouble again lol.
trudatman
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were you sixteen or seven years old?jersey drape
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Sorry for off topic here, but I totally agree with you Alteknj. I never was attracted by that all or nothing approach that the rooms seemed to promote. And I have to say this is how I perceived it, I'm not bashing it since it works for some people...
I just have no desire to go and get strung out again like when I was younger. I'm not saying it's not possible but I'm just tired of all that bullshit that goes with it... I just got out of the system after 6 years of that revolving door of jail, court, rehab, probation, meetings... and I'm tired. I have a lot of responsibilities now and don't want to give them up, but I still have that attraction to getting high and i'd rather try to control it (which everyone will say can't be done) than spend every free moment at meetings trying to forget about it.
But back to the topic, I'll take any day of being dope sick trying to get off e than spend a day in clubs "pumping my fists" looking ridiculously oversized with a small head, hanging with clucking chicken heads.... rather be a 50 year old ex junkie than a 50 year old guido with my skin falling off from tanning, sagging like hell looking like leather from all the steroids with barely any patches of hair from all the chemicals i used to keep my blow out strong...
