ILOVETORELAX
Bluelighter
Hey guys, uh I have like a severe anxiety disorder, annd i use to be on benzos, xanax, ativan, valium alll that shit to help and i eventually got addicted to it and went through a bad ass benzo withdrawl. (all this was like 4 months ago)right now i am not on any medications my anxiety has calmed down a nice bit, I smoked weed 2 times back when i was younger like 3-4years ago and one of the times i smoked it I completly lost my mind, i was crying and begging for the buz to end, I was shaking, my heart was going about 140-190 BPM and i was panicing sooo horrible, and the tv was shaking or soemthing, but it wasnt laced because i smoked that same joint with my relative.( i was also under respiradol for psychotic thoughts) I also have high blood pressure at the age of 17 (now)and im only 190lbs and i weight train alot, my bloodpressure is usually 165/108 but i was wondering if it would be safe to smoke a joint tonight becuase i am bored and no money for booze?
right now im not under any medications at all.
please write back and let me know what you guys think
( I havent smoked weed in years, n ot even been around the smoke)
right now im not under any medications at all.
please write back and let me know what you guys think
( I havent smoked weed in years, n ot even been around the smoke)