well i have stopped all drugs and alcohol because of certain problems it has caused (wont get into that though) anyway when i first started doing drugs i decided to try shrooms first, which i wish i got experienced with marijuana first i know how cleche that sounds but anyway, i kinda let the drugs i started doing rule my mind and i kinda thought that i had been changed and all this shit which i realise now i haven't changed im still exactly the same my mind was just opened to another level anyway in the end due to other problems, i stopped doing everything because im a little to impressionable to drugs in ways of how it can consume my thinking massively, im a fairly deep thinker.
Anyway i miss the psychedelic realm more than i do than than the stimulants, i know going back there isnt my best choice but i keep reading DMT expirinces and want to try it so bad! i have done shrooms a few times and smoked weed a heap, only i was really weird with tolerance sometimes i could smoke a joint and be so fucked i couldn't maintain my composure for shit and sometimes i would smoke bong after bong and be fairly good to go which was a bit strange, and i would also freak out so bad!
Also another contributing factor to making me thoughts negative on shrooms was not planning and just doing it then coming into contact with family who had no idea and pretend it was illness and just went to bed and sat there in a mental hell for a little while with the fractals to keep me going.
anyway i know there isnt a real question here but this is my experience of the trippy places ive been with drugs so yeah give some feedback in how ever you want to evaluate this, really just needed to vent with this and i think i unlocked a couple of memories while writing this! haha
Anyway i miss the psychedelic realm more than i do than than the stimulants, i know going back there isnt my best choice but i keep reading DMT expirinces and want to try it so bad! i have done shrooms a few times and smoked weed a heap, only i was really weird with tolerance sometimes i could smoke a joint and be so fucked i couldn't maintain my composure for shit and sometimes i would smoke bong after bong and be fairly good to go which was a bit strange, and i would also freak out so bad!
Also another contributing factor to making me thoughts negative on shrooms was not planning and just doing it then coming into contact with family who had no idea and pretend it was illness and just went to bed and sat there in a mental hell for a little while with the fractals to keep me going.
anyway i know there isnt a real question here but this is my experience of the trippy places ive been with drugs so yeah give some feedback in how ever you want to evaluate this, really just needed to vent with this and i think i unlocked a couple of memories while writing this! haha