Drugs I'd never touch with a ten foot pole
Anticholinergics
Any drug(prozac, paxil etc) whose sole effect is to inhibit DA/SE/NR re-uptake. I've seen people act like total zombies while prescribed them. I guess they help some people but honestly these should be a last measure. (making an exception for stuff like DXM whose SSRI properties are only slight compared to the dissociative effects, and actually flavour the trip).
Any gelcap sold to me at a festival or from a random dealer that I didn't test (some people I've known for years I'd trust with a gelcap of MDMA.
Inhaling petrol fumes or anything of that nature
Any extremely potent and at the same time vasoconstrictive drug (Dox, bdfly, etc). I don't have any interest in loosing fingers/limbs if I get the dose wrong..
Out of my history of drugs the ones I like the most are mdma, dmt, shrooms and dxm (an old favorite hehe). Funny cause all those give me massive euphoria except DXM which is just "interesting" and helps me look at the constructs of my mind and stuff from a 3rd person perspective. I would consider those my top 4. Haven't tried ket yet but it will prolly be good (I've never had what I would call a bad dxm trip its almost impossible for me it seems, regardless of setting, even in 1g+ doses. I have however had bad psych trips because the setting was affecting me too much causing me to think myself into a downward spiral of doom, but later on by the end of the trip I always felt like I learned something. IMO it feels like dissociatives force that "sit back, relax and float downstream" mindset on me while it takes a bit of effort every time i have traditional psychs. So I think I'd love getting k-holed at least a few times.
Drugs I wouldn't use AGAIN (barring certain settings)
benzos/barbiturates, too addictive and for what the drug actually does to you (just mainly makes me sleepy as fuck and talk without really saying anything with content)
Benadryl in low doses(50-100mg), I used to abuse the fuck out of this when I was younger taking it every night for months to get to sleep easier (I didn't even have insomnia or anything I just liked how it made me feel "cozy"/really tired). Nowadays I'll take maybe 25-50mg only when taking dxm to combat the itch.
cocaine Lasts too short and made me an emotional wreck the next day.
Drugs I have yet to take but am pretty interested in
A few 2c's have caught my interest from what I've read so far about em (mainly b, e, and t7). Too scared of my house being raided to e-buy them. A dealer had some tested 2c-b pills once but it turns out I had just spent my remaining money on a bunch of weed so I didnt have enough to get any, and he sold out by the next 2 days.
ketamine (as mentioned above, Ive had a good reaction to NMDA antagonists so far so I am curious to see where a k-hole would take me)
Analogue Trypts (4acodmt and AMT)
Oh yeah and of course dexedrine, with some sweet talk and white lies the kind old doctor, bless her heart, was more than willing to prescribe some. One adhd diagnosis later and I have a steady supply of 30 10mg's a month, they're like candy and also responsible for this long and drawn out post which was only supposed to be like 5 words long.
Oh yeah and weed I probably wouldn't touch again unless in vaporized form, smoke in my lungs feels kindof nasty (I used to be a huge pothead but stopped cause I stopped getting high and would just feel anxious/paranoid/tired after smoking, I've vaped a few times since I quit a few months ago with extremely euphoric effects, I'm not drawn to it like I once was though (smoking bubble hash on top of frosty buds every day)