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do you enjoy not sleeping caused by uppers?

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IsoDirtycat9999

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I had a post here I just wanted to put up. I am a tweeker and am currently trying to understand my love relationship with staying up for days at a time on meth. I enjoy the psychosis it creates and was wondering if any one out there seeks out this same feeling. I cant sleep, because I avoid it at all cost. I "relax" by staying up. this is backwards to normal people. But it makes some since to me. Does it to any one here???
 
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I used to be the same way. I enjoyed the psychosis, the shadow people were my friends. The days and sometimes weeks at a time I'd stay up were a crazy, fun, scary adventure through my mind and body. From picking up to coming down to the next couple days of recovering it was insanity but made me feel alive, but at times make me wish I was dead. The mood swings that the sleeplessness would bring, from feeling like dying to feeling on top of the world in a matter of minutes by simply changing the radio station is amazing. You feel the highest highs and the lowest lows and its great. You don't need anyone because you have a hundred million people in your mind already. There's nothing like it. Unfortunately using like that tears you up and drives you crazy and spirals your life downward. Which is why I had to quit and do something to keep me in line so I wouldn't get out of line and do a line. But the army is driving me just as crazy, hah.
 
I can't imagine staying up with no sleep for multiple days in a row.
 
I suppose I'm a "tweeker", but I try not to stay awake for multiple days like I used to. One or two nights without sleep I can manage, but by the third night I usually get pretty messed up... scatterbrained, paranoid, and so introverted that I can barely communicate. I don't find it fun. Plus the longer I go without sleeping, the more drugs I need to keep going. It's not very economical. Makes better sense to get some sleep and then start using again in the morning! :)
 
I agree with Sweet P, getting straight up zooted is fun but your body needs sleep. Nothing better to jumpstart your morning than a delightfully large intravenous injection of methamphetamine ;)
 
I hate not sleeping. I've only twice stayed up all night on stims as far as I can remember. Partially because I love sleeping and partially because I don't have the money to stay up all night doing drugs. One of the reasons I prefer coke over meth is its duration. I can do it in the evening and still have a chance of getting some sleep, whereas meth gives me no chance without a heavy sedative
 
EH...
yeah I stayed up for like.. a week + one time. When you realize you've been in the basement for a few days, have no clue of the time, don't know who's home, what's going on, if it's day or night... can't remember your last shower, or meal for that matter... realize you've changed the battery in your MP3 player 4 or 5 times, and start thinking that the shadow people must be angels because the demons you're seeing make you cry in the corner...... Yeah you've been up too long.

It's funny, I counted time in hours since sleep rather than actual time.. I had this little clock without am/pm (you should know whether it's day or night lol) and I'd just be like "eh *twitch* 87 hours....and.. counting *gnaws on arm*"

I try to sleep these days, and use sparingly... More than 1 night is just too much. Your body needs sleep, but your mind needs it more. Even a couple hours is better than nothing.

Also, if your windows are covered with newspapers or your bed is a fluffy place to bounce on, that may be home to books, art, and drugs, you might want to go to bed.
 
me? 3 or 4 day cycle of sleep, eat, bathroom, sleep, eat, bathroom... sleep...
OP?
And D?

I recall a particular instance of sleeping for 20 hours (or something like that, somewhere between 16-20) and when I woke up I remember that I didn't remember falling asleep in the first place. It freaked me out pretty well... Waking up in the middle of the night is the strangest thing... blah.
 
D's said:
So whats the longest time you've crashed (slept)?
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After heavy use, I usually crash for a couple of days. Sleeping for 12-15 hours straight, waking up for something to eat, and then going back to bed for another 12-15 hours. The withdrawals start kicking in on the 3rd day, and then I struggle to sleep at all. That's when my friends zopiclone, temazepam and clonazepam come in handy.
 
Sleep deprevation + drug use = addicted to the combination?

I like to stay up 24-48 hours, do opiates, smoke bongloads and it's the highest I ever feel.

Anyone else?
 
I find that after a night of sleep deprevation and taking opiates the next day they arent as strong. I like to wake up pop or snort something and then get back to the nodding look like I am sleeping stage.
 
plehem12 said:
I used to be the same way. I enjoyed the psychosis, the shadow people were my friends. The days and sometimes weeks at a time I'd stay up were a crazy, fun, scary adventure through my mind and body. From picking up to coming down to the next couple days of recovering it was insanity but made me feel alive, but at times make me wish I was dead. The mood swings that the sleeplessness would bring, from feeling like dying to feeling on top of the world in a matter of minutes by simply changing the radio station is amazing. You feel the highest highs and the lowest lows and its great. You don't need anyone because you have a hundred million people in your mind already. There's nothing like it. Unfortunately using like that tears you up and drives you crazy and spirals your life downward. Which is why I had to quit and do something to keep me in line so I wouldn't get out of line and do a line. But the army is driving me just as crazy, hah.
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This is me as well.

Infact I refuse to sedate myself as well. Every comedown ive been through I want to feel to the fullest. The fear, the anxiety, the excitement.

So funny the mood swings you mention from feeling like dying to feeling ontop of the world in a matter of minutes. I'm the same exact way. Deep down I enjoy the sadness, because its a feeling.

Perception of sadness is that its bad. Only if your a bitch
 
Ive done it a few times on d-amp and it's kinda fun but at the same time you hate it .


Especially when you think about how much damage your doing to your brain and body ....and also how shit I'm going to feel afterwards
 
I do enjoy the feeling. It's lovely. Unless I have nothing to do then it feels like I'm withering to death. Sometimes I crave uppers just to get the feeling of being mad strung out due to 3 nights of no sleep.
 
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