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LSD - First Time - Gone Bad

BTrips

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--This is a trip report--

LSD (2.5x 300 ->MICROGRAMS<- Tabs) - First time
[mcg... not ug or mics]

Alright so around 11 o'clock my friend and i take 1 and a half tabs of lsd and start feeling an ecstasy like feeling in our lower chest area. as we started to feel like exploring his dark house we stopped watching king of the hill, got up. put the remaining 12 tabs in his closet and go down stairs (the tabs were cut bigger than usual) as we start heading down the stairs stuff starts to get cool. The texture on his wall started to look like designs and faces and stuff so we sit down on the forth step down from the top of his stairs. with the lsd really starting to kick we realize weve been sitting there for 5 minutes just examining his wall. as we start to descend into the rest of his house we make our way into the big screen tv room. His friend was still up playing fallout 3, and i dont know if you've ever played that game but its a post apocalyptic nuclear wasteland that you can explore as much as you can real life. picking up objects, accessibility to any building you see and its based in washington dc and the surrounding area. so it is a trip even without having lsd in your system.

So fallout 3 entertained us for about an hour until we wanted to go somewhere else. soooo we went out into the main tv room with a flat-screen, the colors produced by that tv were so vibrant and amazing that words wouldn't even be enough to describe it. not even paying attention to the tv, my friend and i start to laugh hysterically at how small this chicks head is and how big her shoulders were. it was on a talk show so we were sitting there laughing for the last 20 minutes of the show. its now 1:30ish in the morning and we turn on the all-night marathon of spongebob. the colors on the characters changed like a gradient to another color and then to another. we were pretty much mesmerized by this so we leave it on sponge bob somehow we make our way back into the big screen tv room and trip out at fallout 3, the game i talked about earlier and his friend asked "hey are you guys high?" and we told him we were doing lsd, so then he wanted in on it so we were going to give him one. so we ran up to my friends room and opened the closet to get the 12 other tabs neatly arranged on a plate. when we got downstairs and he took one, then friend and i got around to taking another. now this made 3 cause remember they were cut a little bigger than they were supposed to be cut. after that me n my friend were having the most awesome time going around his house having cool conversations looking in the mirror (best part!) and going to the kitchen and weaving all around the house.

Now, this is where it starts getting interesting. my friend, his brother and i started talking about how to describe this amazing trip we were having we each took turns saying clever little sayings on how its cool and stuff. Then my friend started talking about how it was a cycle and we were cycling our way between each other saying stuff. My friend starts tripping out about how its a conspiracy and how he was going to get behind it.

So about an hour or two went by as the trip intensifies and were still talking about cycles except now its getting to the scary part about how cycles control our life and how there were good parts of the cycles and bad parts and how each times we would take a turn participating in our own cycle. its so in depth i dont even know how to rightfully explain it. but while we were tripping it felt like everything fit together like there was evidence supporting everything. through the night as we continue to watch sponge bob we look over and the burnt wood logs in the fireplace looked like heads and the one to the far left looked like it was looking at us.

So we realize that the 9 remaining tabs were still in plain site with the tweezers in the other room, we scramble to get them upstairs back into the safety of his closet. as we start the decent up the stairs we begin to trip out about the wall again but this time we did not get side tracked because the designs on his walls started to take more of a facial appearance. so when we get in his room we look over to his WW2 himmler doll and start to freak out because we were joking before hand that he would come to life and chase us around because of the lsd, well now it looked like it was breathing so my friend says lets go back downstairs and i say okay but when i look back at his tv it looks like its melting and looks like there is a super massive black hole at the other end of his room behind his tv creating such a sucking force that it is actually melting and warping his tv. the legs on the small white table that the tv is on start to warp toward the "super massive black hole" and the rotating fan as it rotates toward the tv looks like its being sucked into the black hole as i start to study this (i love space and love learning about the depths of it) staying cautious of it, so cautious that im on the other side of the room, the room feels and appears as its rotating sideways trying to dump me into the black hole or even if it were to be being sucked into the black hole itself.

I start to go back downstairs as i pop a quick look into the mirror in the bathroom next to his room, as i smile it appears as my teeth started to turn to beaver teeth and as i blink one eye it looks like it completely disappeared from my face for a second and my blonde fro-ish kind of hair looked like it had millions of different designs in it (im also an artist with an amazing imagination). so i go down the stairs and in the sitting room it looks like there is a demon like creature sitting on the couch. so i turn my eyes the other way as i head for the big screen tv room. i walk in and i am instantly shocked to see a light ripped out of the wall ( it was always like this ) and i began to think in my head "there trying to get out of this room" so i go back into the room with the flat screen only to see the backdoor open with my friend and his friend in the backyard hopping the wall into a neighbors back yard, apparently cops was on tv and they freaked out about the sirens, they ran in the back yard hopped the fence and were calling me over there so i run up the hill in his back yard. careless for the plants and started to hop the fence when i heard the cop sirens stop. we all paused and heard nothing so we figured just to play it safe we would take a nature walk down his paseo.(a paseo is a path that goes through a nature preservation area)( and again this is not all that happened i do not remember all of the trip)

So we start to run for some reason (thinking the cops are still after us) all the way down to blockbuster, it is now 5 in the morning and we run to the bushes surrounding the nature path and just stay there in hiding. as the color of the stoplights and the sound of car engines we begin to freak out about the cops again so we run halfway up the paseo back to his house and stop, land ourselves on the ground and chill out for a second. and as i lean back to lay down i look up at the sky and the blue gradient to the night sky from the rising sun and the twinkling stars looked like something digitally enhanced with photoshop. it was the most gorgeous thing ive ever seen in my life. so we make our way back to his house and we want this trip to end so bad that were talking bout how to end it my friends friend says the only way to stop it is to kill yourself and then a thousand thoughts ran through my head so i just take a breather out in the back yard, eer.. well i try to, and i walk out and all the hanging planters and chairs looked like family members standing and sitting just glaring at me so i go back inside. in his house it looked like all the windows were broken, the couch was ripped apart, the big screen looked like someone hit it with a hammer repeatedly and the screen door was dented like a screen on a window would look like if someone vigorously ripped it out of the position its supposed to be in and as we try to go to bed i buried myself in a blanket and lay on a pillow as i listen to spongebob playing on the big screen my imagination goes wild and makes me think that im going to die just because i tried acid and i didnt do key things during the trip that would've made it ok. as this is going on the spongebob episode with the hooks is on as mr krabs goes, its okay squidward i guess we will find a new fry-cook and i thought that this whole dieing thing was an arranged thing by all parents around the world that the kids who tried drugs and eventually got around to acid would be tested to see if they can handle everyday life and if you passed this so called test you would grow up marry and do the same thing to your kids if they got into drugs. but if you didnt then you would be blinded by something while in your head you think your just sitting down enjoying the trip but really you go on a killing spree or something.

during my thinking and tripping out i fell asleep and woke up later that day at about 10 o'clock happy to be alive and had a good trip for the last remaining 3 or 4 hours cause remember, i was convinced i was going to die
i accepted my death. i said sorry to everyone ive ever been mean to before, i finally realized how much i loved my family.... and how much i should cherish life, Lsd gave me new insight to life.
and i have no regrets for doing it.
so the first time i tried acid was that time that everyone has where they go through a revelation sort of thing

ALSO:
-in the bathroom the tiles looked as if it was a spiraling design of shades of brown and as you would move around the shades would transition into another shade of brown that was around it like a gradient

-in the transformers commercial the robots looked like a whole bunch of shapes.. ex.bumble bee had yellow shapes and the parts of him where shadows would hit the yellow paint it would be a darker shade of yellow, and of course the grey was dark grey and lighter shades of grey

-Amazing

-and you know what, i was this close (holds up hand with index finger and thumb a centimeter apart from eachother) to calling my mom and telling her about all my drug use over the years right on the paseo in a bush. luckily, my blackberry was off and i couldnt figure out how to turn it back on
and thank you for reading

OH and to clarify
-i didnt watch tv at all
infact i laughed at how this chicks head was so small compared to her man like body for the full duration of the show she was on (30min) with paying not even a hint of attention to the show.
-the tv's simply added ambience sound to the whole scene
-and when i tried to calm down and watch tv (cause we were tripping hard) i would get distracted by the intricate designs all over everything and eventually make my way to the mirror, then stare at the bathroom tiles, then wander around having deep (slurred, and very "spacious" conversations, and half the time they didnt make sense) conversations, and so on and so forth

and these tabs were not bullshit
they were legit and VERY strong tabs
taking three was going to another planet for twelve hours...

so dont disbelieve me, cause whats the use of lieing to a whole bunch of strangers on the internet anyway?


OH YEAH
and you guys know that "fear and loathing in las vegas" poster?
depp-johnny-fear-and-loathing-in-la.jpg

THATS what my friends face (and everything else for that matter) looked like

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Hi, BTrips. Welcome to PD and BL in general :)

Do you think you could maybe break your post up into paragraphs a lil bit? It's kinda hard to read at the moment. and I can't quite make out if it's a trip report or a question. Then again, my eyes are notoriously wobbly...
 
yea, sounds like some high quality acid you have there....

I am considering getting some mushrooms from a person i trust, and by what he is saying, they should be intense....

The first time i met him, he was on 11 hits of acid at a rave.
The next time it was something along the lines of MDMA, LSD, 2c-b, and some mushrooms.

When he says "these are the best mushrooms i have ever taken" they are probably stronger than anything i have ever eaten....
 
Good read but I became nauseous from a lack of interpuction...
^
Yeah there are always those guys wanting to discover every boundary or limit, therefore stacking excesses to make sure this is accomplished (and sometimes just trying to 'survive' or at least rediscover some part of themself to hold on to - and build the reality around it once again...)

OK if you didn't already suspect it, I'm probably one of those guys...

Errrr to get back to the report, I recognize a lot of stuff there :)
 
Hi, BTrips. Welcome to PD and BL in general :)

Do you think you could maybe break your post up into paragraphs a lil bit? It's kinda hard to read at the moment. and I can't quite make out if it's a trip report or a question. Then again, my eyes are notoriously wobbly...

k i split it into paragraphs for you
 
Good read but I became nauseous from a lack of interpuction...
^
Yeah there are always those guys wanting to discover every boundary or limit, therefore stacking excesses to make sure this is accomplished (and sometimes just trying to 'survive' or at least rediscover some part of themself to hold on to - and build the reality around it once again...)

OK if you didn't already suspect it, I'm probably one of those guys...

Errrr to get back to the report, I recognize a lot of stuff there :)

Reminds me of a conversation we had over what to eat for this one rave...

"im trying to decide on molly or acid for saturday"
"Either would be good"
"fuck it, i might just candyflip"
"your starting to sound like me"

And op, if your that close to an LSD chemist, which i highly doubt.... Meeting that guy would be on the top of my list of things to do... There are few people in the world who will ever come across a clandestine LSD chemist, short of being family, and really high up in it, it just doesn't happen...

300 micrograms, or ug.... a microdot is not a measurment, rather a substrate for dosing LSD, its like a small pill where the active ingrediant is LSD.
 
I'm tempted to believe we're talking about 3 x 100 = 300 ug (even that is a hefty dose for a first time...) otherwise 900? That be seriously sick!!
 
Taking to much acid is always an awesome mistake to make.... Probably not the greatest thing to happen during your first trip, but i have yet to walk out of an acid tripping not thinking "i could have handled more" one of these days i just want to find someone with a vial and convince them to puddle me in a nice quiet place.... Or just eat a large amount amount of blotter....

A friend of mine ate 50 hits at once for the biggest rave of the year, apparently they were pretty weak but 50 weak hits will still very much obliterate your world....
 
Well I've had unbelievable egoless Just Being moments of getting swallowed up in my surroundings on high doses, in fact this week that happened on 685 ug but it can also occasionally fuck me up and overcharge my spine / CNS with an electric kundalini bombardment. Feels like you never wanna go there again...
Thank god for alprazolam in the after hours!
 
I crave those sort of experiences....

Well not the spine bit, but its never been a big issue for me... most i get is a little tension....

benzos are great from when your comming down from what feels like an eternity and all you want to do is sleep.... Whenever i vere into new territrory or go to a festival i bring at least a couple, never know when your going to come across someone that just wants to sleep the rest of a bad experience off.... Past 3mg with no tolerance will black most people out...
 
I'd also be careful with too big a dose of benzos when you're still in ego-death territory because if you lose your ego and your consciousness seems sort of delocalized and you're kind of floating around it can be dangerous if a benzo produces retrograde amnesia on top of that, (almost) all of them can do that, rohypnol being the well-known prime candidate. It can increase the chance of drug-induced psychosis because you're mentally absent for the time being. Experienced that first hand (also alprazolam).
 
I know I'm wasting my breath with you incorribles;), but I think more than 100mcgs for the first time is too much. Look at what the Op's saying to paraphrase "I was getting this ecxtacy feeling". So he already got wrong expectations, which could definately affect the outcome of the trip. I understand that not really getting off can be frustrating, but this gives a chance for the person to experience the feel of the drug without a complete immersion into chaos. Also, I get the impression that neither of the OPs companions had any experience. I thought this was a harm reduction site and doing 300mcgs of what definately looks like high quality acid for the first time with no babysister should result in a word of caution.

Otherwise sounds like you guys had a blast!
 
900mics is a MASSIVE dose, usually for a first time its recommended to take between 100 and 150mics

i know but noone on the internet told me i shouldnt so i did haha

I'd also be careful with too big a dose of benzos when you're still in ego-death territory because if you lose your ego and your consciousness seems sort of delocalized and you're kind of floating around it can be dangerous if a benzo produces retrograde amnesia on top of that, (almost) all of them can do that, rohypnol being the well-known prime candidate. It can increase the chance of drug-induced psychosis because you're mentally absent for the time being. Experienced that first hand (also alprazolam).

alright now break that into common english for me yes?

Taking to much acid is always an awesome mistake to make.... Probably not the greatest thing to happen during your first trip, but i have yet to walk out of an acid tripping not thinking "i could have handled more" one of these days i just want to find someone with a vial and convince them to puddle me in a nice quiet place.... Or just eat a large amount amount of blotter....

A friend of mine ate 50 hits at once for the biggest rave of the year, apparently they were pretty weak but 50 weak hits will still very much obliterate your world....

damn! 50?

I'm tempted to believe we're talking about 3 x 100 = 300 ug (even that is a hefty dose for a first time...) otherwise 900? That be seriously sick!!

they were each 300
so yes 9-fucking-hundred

haha

Thanks, BTrips - much easier on the eye :)

As it's definitely a trip report I'll send it over to Trip Reports cos that's the place for trip reports :D

PD ---> TR

thank you shambles
 
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No problem, BTrips. I also merged those posts into one - double-posting is kinda frowned upon so I would think quintuple-posting would be even more frowned upon ;)

300ug acid tabs would be very unusual (read: highly unlikely to the point of near-impossibility) to find anywhere unless they were from a custom batch, incidentally. Not doubting your word but many people greatly exaggerate the dose...
 
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