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I decided I needed to get some shit done today so I copped a few concertas (27mg) from my girlfriend and made do with what I had. Note* I would much rather have taken some adderall or an amphetamine but I really had to get some stuff done and it was all I had. I had done ritalin/concerta many times in the past. But it had probably been a year since I had done it last. Anyways, I ate a big meal knowing after dropping I wouldn't be able to eat for the rest of the evening it also seems to help with the god-awful comedown. I split the 27mg concerta pill in half with my pill cutter. Hoping to intensify the energy I decided to introduce a cup of large coffee (~200 mg caffeine) into the equation. I washed the bits of the pill down with the coffee and began to feel a pretty good upward feeling coming on with a subtle onset of some soon-to-be euphoria. The effects were a little delayed by the big meal I had previously eaten but I began to feel slightly more and more energized/good. At about 2 hours in I was getting all my shit done and even talking to myself which for me, is a sure sign of euphoria. At about 3 hours I knew I was coming down, the comedown came slowly. A friend came over and we smoked a few bongs rips out of my roar. Then shit got really fucked up for me. My friend left and I was dizzy from the bong rips and felt building up anxiety. I had to lay down on my bed at one point. During this period I began to think disturbing thoughts of life and i felt very panicked and had to end up talking myself through it. It was not pleasant at all. Very disturbing.
After coming out of the panic attack I grabbed the other concerta I had and threw it out the window. That's the last time I do that shit and mixing the coffee in didn't help much. I also began to read online that stimulants can cause major anxiety ...wish I knew that. I think I'm gonna be staying away from stimulants for a while. Fuck stimulants opiates are my love anyway.
Peace.
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After coming out of the panic attack I grabbed the other concerta I had and threw it out the window. That's the last time I do that shit and mixing the coffee in didn't help much. I also began to read online that stimulants can cause major anxiety ...wish I knew that. I think I'm gonna be staying away from stimulants for a while. Fuck stimulants opiates are my love anyway.
Peace.
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