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Weed doesn't do this to other people. Why does it do it to me?

Once, my boyfriend and I smoked in my room and he started tripping out and thought the same thing except not the powerline thing, but that I was gonna kill him and people were talking to him and he was going crazy! I sometimes hear people talking to me and shit, but just kind of drown it out and know it's myself.
 
I was walking and the buzzing of the powerlines was eating my skull. It was disintegrating my thoughts. And I realized the voice that hates me is the fault of the powerlines. The powerlines have been laid all over the place, everywhere to render us docile, to create voices of self-hatred, to render humans depressed and bipolar and all the rest. Furthermore, my boyfriend wants to gut me with a knife or shoot me with a gun or throw me off a fucking bridge. My boyfriend wants to shoot me in the fucking head.




See a mental health professional and tell him/her this.
 
the people telling you to smoke different weed, or not worry about this shit have no idea what they are talking about.
don't do any drugs at all, mental illness is no joke (someone who's experienced/ is experiencing it.)
you'll be in and out of mental hospitals for years (i've spent about 3 of the last 8 years institutionalized,) and not voluntarily, the cops will put you there, as long as you keep doing drugs and experiencing this shit.
 
Quote "the people telling you to smoke different weed, or not worry about this shit have no idea what they are talking about.
don't do any drugs at all, mental illness is no joke (someone who's experienced/ is experiencing it.)
you'll be in and out of mental hospitals for years (i've spent about 3 of the last 8 years institutionalized,) and not voluntarily, the cops will put you there, as long as you keep doing drugs and experiencing this shit."


-Just to clarify, I wasn't saying to smoke different weeds. I was saying that if the OP chooses to continue to use drugs, there are actually specific strains of weed that should not bring this reaction about, and that can actually have medicinal benefits.

Medications are drugs just like recreational drugs are drugs. You can be prescribed medications by doctors that can do tons of damage. Having a mental illness is no joke, but the fact that the OP recognizes this negative effect after smoking strong weed is a big indicator that the OP is not actually that unstable.

Some strong weed can make anyone have bad thoughts. But ALL strains are different, and not studied or understood by most people, and it is somewhat ignorant to suppose that the OP should never be able to experiment with drugs because she tweeked out on weed a couple of times.

I have an old Reeferman seeds catalog that describes certain Sativa strains they used to sell as paranoia inducing. Other strains are described as anxiety relieving. There are many strains of cannabis out there that cause many different effects in people.

It is not simply a matter of saying "weed makes me feel like this" or "weed makes me feel like that".

There are many factors, from when the individual plant is picked (the ratio of clear, cloudy, or amber trichomes), to how it is dried and cured, to how well it was flushed of the chemicals used to grow it, to how it was grown (under nice or harsher environments), and the genetic makeup of the plant itself, that will determine the effect of said plant on the user.

So to the OP, I would go without taking drugs for a little while to see if that is actually the problem. And then I would actually try to smoke a bowl of weed that is different from the last weed you smoked, in a comfortable and relaxing environment. If you still get terrible thoughts then, then you should probably just give up on weed.

It definitely wouldn't hurt though to talk to someone like a mental health counselor, but more because you say in your first post that you have never felt quite normal. Not because you had a couple bad experiences while on weed.
 
i've never been a big weed smoker. i'm pretty casual in most of my recreational drug use. but i've also had a similar experience with weed recently. very introspective and fearful journey too. my brain would get stuck on these huge loops where sound and my imagination would twist into terrifying patterns. i thought it wasn't going to end. i actually thought i was in hell.

i'm glad i had someone there with me but at the time i was having bad thoughts about them too. i didn't trust them and i thought they had done something to me on purpose. they convinced me to take some sleeping tablets but at first i was afraid to in case it made things worse. i was afraid to go to sleep in case i didn't wake up again. i was hazey and very fragile for the whole next day.

i say this cos i've always suffered from depression and was diagnosed with ADHD in my adult years but have always suspected that i may suffer from some sort of bipolar disorder. depression is just like weather to me. there is very little i can do to stop or get out of it.

this recent very bad experience and reading the advice in this thread has convinced me to go get some help for my mental health. let's hope it helps :)
 
weed will do something different to everyone, personally it makes me trip balls and render everything into a blur of colours, at the same time it makes me incredibly tired. For you, you hallucinate voices, just because it chills the majority of users out, it doesn't mean it chills everyone out
 
stop smoking weed and you should be fine.
if mental disorders run in your family, and you have the genes and shit, but it hasn't developed, certain drugs can bring it out. if you smoke a lot and hear voices everytime you blaze, then it could potentially start happening sober. (i'm guessing that's only if you smoke like a lot everyday)
i'm sure if you just stop blazing since that's when you start hearing shit, you shouldn't be affected when you're sober.
 
yeah, you shouldn;t be affected by those side effects sober if you werent before you started smoking. if all those things didnt happen before you smoked they wont happen after you stop. if you get unpleasent side effects from smoking....the answer should be simple. dont. smoke. that should help.

good luck man, that sounds like a shitty situation bro sorry that had to happen for you to realize. again good luck
 
where the fuck did the op go anyways. i think she made it up and saw 3 pages of responses and was like oh fuck look what i did.

where ya at op???
 
It's a totally safe drug on it's own.

If you're on psychedlic drugs, it acts as a thought lubricant, so if you're thinking of anything important like eternity or morality or death or life or infinity or whatever, it can be a wild ride.

If you want to clear your whole head and just be amused, well, it's a fun time.

Have fun.

except don't.

I've come to realize that's it's entirely pointless and without benefit and it shows disrespect to people in non-fun situations.

Happiness is alright, sometimes.

Peace.
 
hey, it has nothing to do with mental illness, don't listen to these idiots and the outright trillion dollar corporate frauds they push on you without your consent.
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^^After reading the second half of your first post in this thread, I seriously pity anyone who takes mental health advice from you.
 
Jibult said:
Honestly, I can't answer your question directly or completely, but if all that's 100% true then you have a latent psychological disorder.

Even if you refrain from smoking "really good weed" and just smoke midgrade and lower, I'd still recommend you go see a psychiatrist or a psychologist. I'm not saying you're completely batshit crazy, but if you do have some kind of predisposition to schizophrenia (just an example) it'd be better to catch it before you start having full-blown psychotic episodes.
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You have no idea what the hell you are talking about.

Hallucinations are not too uncommon in people use much stronger weed than what they are used to.
 
Don't worry about it, queenscarlet. Just stick to the middies. When I first started smoking I would often have auditory and visual hallucinations, especially when smoking bong hits or good weed. As time goes on you will probably learn when your limit is, and when it is time to stop smoking. It sounds to me like you were just bugging out a bit. Sometimes called a white-out. Cannabis is like any other drug, everyone has their limit. Some people can smoke seemingly indefinately, while others are good after just one hit of shwag. Don't cave to peer pressure, just tell your friends you've had enough after a hit or two and wait for 15 minutes before you smoke anymore. Good luck, and be safe.
 
Virtuoso said:
You have no idea what the hell you are talking about.

Hallucinations are not too uncommon in people use much stronger weed than what they are used to.
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But it is uncommon to be unable to differentiate between what your mind's creating and what's actually real and happening to you.

Hallucination's aren't bad. Believing that those hallucinations are right when they tell you that people close to you want to kill you or that you should kill them or yourself isn't normal. Sorry to break it to you.
 
It's all monumentally passe, like someone tripping dozens of times and expecting a new revelation or awakening each time. As with any drug, repeated use of weed has become for me akin to some lonely heart clicking through the same porn sites each night as he whacks himself to sleep: repetitive, stultifying, something to jettison from my life. Weed sucks. When I smoke it either I start believing the power lines are melting my skull and the food and water supplies are poisoned, or I eat myself to sleep, wake up and do it again, and lose whole days in the process.
 
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