Bardeaux
Bluelight Crew
I find it to be an even stranger experience in total darkness. I even blindfolded myself once after taking a hit. The CEVs are mind blowing
the few experiences i had with the stuff were disappointing. they left me feeling nervous and on the edge of terrible depression or craziness. this was on 15x i think. id love to have a breakthrough experience. just bought some 10x by 100fX. i know its a weak one but you think it could get me there? i need to find a bong...
meant to ask, whats it like? DMT done twice before and several 4th plateau DXM trips. ive done had many many trips.
that makes sense. i do remember taking something when i do DMT, even if ego-loss occurs. its truly amazing and wonderful all the different experiences psychedelics can offer. 99% of the time in in a good frame of mind, rarely do i get angry or have negative or disturbing feelings. unless of course you count when i get energy bounce from people. im nervous, but am really looking forward to this.
In case your interested in further elaboration on this line of thinking, I've suggested it before, maybe in an earlier iteration of this thread, and in the Salvia and the Conveyor Belt thread.Don't know if this has been suggested before but regarding the sensation of being torn in half:
There's a pretty simple explanation for this I guess: Your brain handles proprioception which tells you how your body is oriented in space, and your left and right brain hemispheres both manage your left and right body halves (actually it's crossed so the other way around). If this process is not synchronized anymore it's obvious that it may seem like one half of your body is doing another thing than the other one. Such a big malfunction can come as quite a shock!
General affecting of your proprioception circuits can also have it believe that you are moving in a constant direction while you are actually sitting still, the result being that you feel like gravity is suddenly shifting towards a certain point or even acting in a spiralling pattern.
Eventually it's not that mysterious is it? Though the salvia experience puts the most fundamental ways we experience reality to the test!
Me said:In many cases I think that our brains simply pick out the closest association we have in memory for whatever salvinorin A is doing to our sense of equilibrium and proprioception i.e. a roller coaster, similar to how the wind through an open window during sleep might translate into a dream of riding a motorcycle. Cyclical processes and infinite repetition seem to be major themes, as do cogs on wheels, saw teeth and zipper teeth. I imagine the "ferris wheel" could simply be the natural correlate to the overarching theme of cyclical processes and repetition fused with the amusement park associations most of us have with fluctuating gravity effects. I think the shared themes of different user's salvia experiences are entirely the production of unique simple sensations and concepts artificially evoked by salvia being explained and wildly elaborated on by our VERY confused brains through reference to memories healthy teenage and young adult western males (the bulk of salvia users and report writers) and friends all share. That's not to say the individual experiences are not utterly unique, but I certainly don't feel, as some do, that the themes are any indication of a shared glimpse into an objectively existing metaphysical realm, universal consciousness, telepathy etc.
Sallyland is so wierd.... tried it bout 6 times so far and it is way more intense than anything Ive ever done. Scary in a interesting way. Feels like some being/force wants to pull me farther in and only thing holding me back is the thoughts of loved ones.....also makes me feel like once again Ive entered this land with nothing to give, like I should offer something to this being/force just for having there presence. I seem to have a telepathic understanding of what these beings/force is saying but only gibberish comes out of me. Once I come back to reality I wander am I making connections with a alter reality or realm or am I just killing brain cells.................How does this sound neone feel the same..?
What do you think..? Killing brain cells or making connections