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☮ Social ☮ Moonwalk Into Eternity- PD Dancing Bears and Plastic-People Social Thread

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Lot of people who aren't us in this thread...weird.

You, or the person your not, looks nice a nice guy Rog :) I didn't realise you were 21; I assumed you were older (not saying anything about 21 year olds and shit)....when I was 21 I was a fucking mental case (SOME THINGS DON'T CHANGE!)

I'm 26....
 
this guy may or may not be me , lol :D

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I smoked alot of pot that night , I was high as a kite =D
 
^to roger:
Good question :D I dunno, when I was 21 I was a fucking meth-head alcho e poppin LSD eating weed immolating GHB imbibing freak who often got into ridiculously violent and/or stupid situations....Then again, its a known fact that I'm relatively immature (according to Miss Swilow's evaluation of me ;))....That said, minus the stimulants and MDMAfakeness, I am still relatively the same, just less violent and more satanic/loving :D

Charlie, you pretty much look like I expected. Look good :) ;) And insane....:D <3
 
Its nice to put faces to names/personalities. :)

Swilow I LOL'd hard at 'weed immolating'. :D

I've pretty much gotten all my (overt) craziness out of me, I was pretty insane for a while especially when I was eating inhuman amounts of benzos a while back. Feels good to chill out and not be so crazy now.
 
^to charlie: (roger got in the way....) Hell yeah :) Though only a little bit, and it must be tempered by satanism :D Funny thing with fire too- it brings out craziness :D

(wonders why satan is featuring so heavily in recent posts.....??)

Yar, benzo's certainly bring out insane behaviour. Only time I "tried to kill myself" was on xanax, at Miss Swilows- grabbed a ceratted nice and hacked my left arm- scarred badly. Fucking stupid shit....
 
Benzo's were making me do wacky stuff too Roger. I took about 6 mgs of xanax a day for a few years and it feels like theres this big part of my life I dont even remember. I was so wacked out everyday that all my memories from back then are extremely cloudy. I'm so glad I gave that stuff up I havent a benzo in a very long time.

And my life is so much better without them. I may use them sparingly to come down a bit when I take psychedelics with long durations but thats about it. Those withdrawls I got when kicking it were bad enough to scare me away for good
 
I cut myself on xanax as well (twice actually)....also on my left arm, also scarred badly... :( (Weird coincidence......I guess xanax just makes people prone to cutting themselves...?)
 
I did some really stupid shit on benzos. I would wake up on peoples laws all bruised up and disoriented with people yelling in my face to get the fuck outta here. Sometimes I would end up taking way more than i should have because i was blacked out. I'd end up eating 20 or 30 mgs and turn into a fucking mad man for a day or two. Those were pretty rought times for me back then.

P.s. I L<3Ve the new Thread title Swirlow
 
my freind got his house raided because he was cutting himself on xanax

they should make a barred out sitcom titled "weeks of our lives" lol for those weeks you just cant seem to remember...
 
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they should make a barred out sitcom titled "weeks of our lives" lol for those weeks you just cant seem to remember...
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LOL!

Weirdest thing about xanax is how you don't feel very fucked up at the time, but like nothing gets recorded in your memory and you have 0 inhibitions. That's why I used to dose wayyy too much, I would re-dose a bunch because I wouldn't feel all that high when I was clearly actually retardedly fucked up (from an outsiders perspective).

And where I live, (if you don't have a script) you gotta go to some baaaddddd places to get xanax (crack houses). Weird times they were indeed.
 
I know exactly what your saying ROger I would just keep eating them and eating them to try and get more fucked up when I was already completely wasted. I'm almost as bad with re dosing xanax as I am with crack. Ive had sex with girls and never even remembered it until my friends told me. That use to make me really scratch my head.

P.s. That sounds like an awesome idea for a TV show Ignus :D
 
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