First ecstasy experience

[leila69]

A little background. I was fourteen and in the tenth grade the first time I decided to try ecstasy. It was me, my bestfriend and my boyfriend. My boyfriend was experienced so he bought four pills; two for him, one for me, and one for my bestfriend. We dropped around 4 p.m. or so and smoked a blunt. Suddenly after thirty minutes had passed I began to feel altered. I stood up and felt as though I was walking on clouds. I was confident, alive, amazed and emotional all at once. I never wanted this to end. Shortly after, my bestfriend began to peak as well. We all lay down on my boyfriends bed and listened to music. We talked for hours and came clean on everything that we had hidden from each other. We rubbed backs and everything felt amazing. I looked outside and it looked like fairyland. We took a little walk than went back inside. Around four hours had passed and I began to come down. I hated it. All I wanted to do was become euphoric again. I started taking these huge yawns and felt tired but I was not able to sleep. Sometime around 2 a.m. I passed out. Since than, I have never managed to regain the magic. But one thing remains; I love ecstasy.

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[yourlife_befree]

IMO if you really can't stand the comedown, or if the comedown is worse than the high, you shouldn't be doing ecstasy that much.

and you lost the magic already? losing the magic can be a sign of too much abuse of ecstasy

 

[morex]

IMO if you really can't stand the comedown, or if the comedown is worse than the high, you shouldn't be doing ecstasy that much.

and you lost the magic already? losing the magic can be a sign of too much abuse of ecstasy

I think the OP means that the magic from the first time was unique. It seems like the first time was just so new and magical that all the other times weren't as good. I'm not sure though.

 

[DropDeadDevin]

I have yet to experience a come down on ecstasy. It might be because I get pretty clean pills, and never anything that will make me tweak, and I usually go to sleep before any signs of negative effects.

I remember my first time using ecstasy was E + OC + Xanax + A beer, and that made the bed itself feel amazing to be laying in.

Anyway, sounds like a good experience :]