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The Healthy Living Photo thread!

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Wow Dtergent, even when (supposedly) tired you manage to look stunning. Red eyes are red though.
 
Me after binging on hydros for a month...losing all the gains I made workout wise like a dumbass :/

The cake was good though
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Scale says I put on about 10 pds...can't be a total lie. My jeans fit better...

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I actually don't even really bother with make up much now. Just eye make up mostly
 
Thanks Jam and Dej. I pretty much shot myself in the foot this last month by detouring from the "healthy path" Taking hydrocodone and not working out=rapid muscle loss and fat gain.

Here's one just bored fightin the pharm cravings..
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I just interrupted my healthy living streak by goign to a rave and trying to roll. I regret it. I wish I could undo.
 
Jamshyd said:
^ Don't crucify yourself over it... MDMA is a powerful drug, but if you use it sparringly, your body sill recover quickly.
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Oh, Jammy! If only I had used MDMA at all! I have had two phony batches in a row.

I am really bummed. I felt all speedy and depressed the days after and couldn't eat ro sleep well and basically felt like shit except did not get to roll at all because of the garbage going around.

Then I just felt guilt about not going to the gym and not eating my daily alotment of food, and I jsut am about ready to give up. I miss the scene from the late 90s.
 
I totally hear you Fjones. Eating "rolls" really fucked me up, physically and mentally, and I also kept getting pills which were composed of a tiny bit of E a ton of meth and god knows what else. Once I was up for 4 days after pilling. I will never do MDMA (or something masquerading as it) ever again. Pot is the only drug for me!
 
I just threw mine out. I haven't rolled since November 2004. No plans to. My husband is on anti-depressants. If I can't share the experience it isn't worth it to me. His stable mental health is too precious to tamper with.
 
Dave said:
Test kits are your friend.
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No thanks. I've done pure MDMA as well and I don't care for it much either. I won't do anything that damaging to my brain and well being. Even after eating pure rolls and rolling properly I felt broken the next day. I'm very deeply aware of my body and I don't feel MDMA is healthy for me at all.

Besides, I'm euphoric enough as it is through my spirituality, I don't need no pills to do that. :D
 
notDeja-- I agree entirely. I still have one or two dusty pills for 'a special occasion', but I doubt that I'll ever take them. The recovery period is just too long for me now, and I can't be at 50% functionality for a week at a time any more. Still, for those that do take it, a test kit is a very good thing to have around.

I do miss it every now and then though.
 
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