MDMA helped cure depression/anxiety from previous DOM/DOB/DOC trips.
2 weeks ago I took pure molly for the first time. A guy I met at a local rave party split one molly capsule between me, another guy and himself for free. He told me to snort it since I was taking less than a typical oral dose. It turns out that was a good idea, despite snorting it I had an experience which could be described as insightful and inspiring.
It was amazing. Despite taking only a fraction of a molly capsule(whatever the dose was) I had a great time.
Before I talk about the experience I'd just like to say for about a year after taking DOI/DOB/DOC I have had horrible anxiety and sleeping problems, not to mention feeling out of sorts and depressed more than usual.
I had taken LSD and mushrooms years ago and had my life changed spiritually, after coming across the DOx's I have never been the same. One LSD trip after all that helped me reclaim some of my centered-feeling. But the LSD wasn't strong enough to really rearrange my mind. I couldn't find anymore LSD for the longest time, I needed it because I have always admired its effects on problem solving mental struggles.
That's where the MDMA comes in....
As far as the experience goes, it wasn't too intense. I definitely felt it, I was completely relaxed, euphoric to the point of not wanting to move too much. But I wasn't rolling so hard as to have any jaw clenching. I took just enough to give insight on myself and my situation in life and all overall fun time with myself and company. There was also some visual enhancements, things looked sorta "generally distorted". Not like LSD warping, but things looked more clear and bright/colorful, if I looked at laser lights or colorful lamps around the rave they look absolutely amazing, the colors seem to multiply and give me mini light shows.
Basically I had good vibes the whole time, everyone I spoke to I felt as though they were no different than me. We're all sharing this planet together, we have to show compassion towards each other in order to achieve higher happiness. Conversation was odd, and for the first time in my life I knew how to communicate smoothly, everything flowed and had meaning. There was wonder in everything that was happening around us.
Many hours later there was virtually no come-down, I don't know maybe I didn't take enough to really feel drained. I noticed when it started to wear off, things didn't look at bright but I still felt lovey and extremely relaxed. I went to sleep with no problem.
I woke up the next day feeling amazing, I smoked pot for the next few days and each day had an amazing afterglow.
Even now, 2 weeks later I am still adjusting to my new outlook on life. Or should I say, I am glad MDMA helped me rediscover the outlook that LSD showed me years ago. Compassion, truth, spirit and joy!
THANK YOU MDMA!
2 weeks ago I took pure molly for the first time. A guy I met at a local rave party split one molly capsule between me, another guy and himself for free. He told me to snort it since I was taking less than a typical oral dose. It turns out that was a good idea, despite snorting it I had an experience which could be described as insightful and inspiring.
It was amazing. Despite taking only a fraction of a molly capsule(whatever the dose was) I had a great time.
Before I talk about the experience I'd just like to say for about a year after taking DOI/DOB/DOC I have had horrible anxiety and sleeping problems, not to mention feeling out of sorts and depressed more than usual.
I had taken LSD and mushrooms years ago and had my life changed spiritually, after coming across the DOx's I have never been the same. One LSD trip after all that helped me reclaim some of my centered-feeling. But the LSD wasn't strong enough to really rearrange my mind. I couldn't find anymore LSD for the longest time, I needed it because I have always admired its effects on problem solving mental struggles.
That's where the MDMA comes in....
As far as the experience goes, it wasn't too intense. I definitely felt it, I was completely relaxed, euphoric to the point of not wanting to move too much. But I wasn't rolling so hard as to have any jaw clenching. I took just enough to give insight on myself and my situation in life and all overall fun time with myself and company. There was also some visual enhancements, things looked sorta "generally distorted". Not like LSD warping, but things looked more clear and bright/colorful, if I looked at laser lights or colorful lamps around the rave they look absolutely amazing, the colors seem to multiply and give me mini light shows.
Basically I had good vibes the whole time, everyone I spoke to I felt as though they were no different than me. We're all sharing this planet together, we have to show compassion towards each other in order to achieve higher happiness. Conversation was odd, and for the first time in my life I knew how to communicate smoothly, everything flowed and had meaning. There was wonder in everything that was happening around us.
Many hours later there was virtually no come-down, I don't know maybe I didn't take enough to really feel drained. I noticed when it started to wear off, things didn't look at bright but I still felt lovey and extremely relaxed. I went to sleep with no problem.
I woke up the next day feeling amazing, I smoked pot for the next few days and each day had an amazing afterglow.
Even now, 2 weeks later I am still adjusting to my new outlook on life. Or should I say, I am glad MDMA helped me rediscover the outlook that LSD showed me years ago. Compassion, truth, spirit and joy!
THANK YOU MDMA!
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