Slay
Ex-Bluelighter
oh god i missed this thread, after a few days of vacation lol
yes its becuz i was temp bannedis there a reason this social is so empty?![]()
Didn't know exactly where to post this but i found a wonderful torrent with very useful information.
It's HUGE i know but it's well worth the wait.![]()
i reactivate my facebook account - i dropped it last year - but all my stuff is gone its good actually i dont want tons of ppl on my friend list anymore. i also ate tons of barbs and benzos while im away. cant really remember the details that much lol you know how it works:DSo hows everything been for you slay?
glad you didn't get yourself banned?
oh that sucks matei wouldnt mind some benzos to get me through right now but i can;t![]()
word!ahhh benzo binges :D
fun while they last but the second you run out they become a nightmare
oh that sucks matebenzo cravings are worse than opiate cravings imo. why you cant have any at the moment? out of scripts, no connection or what ?
I can't quit BL.
out of my script though ive got a xanax hook that im refusing. i need a break from them hey, big time. everything, really. and yeah they can be worse than the opiates because some of the depression i get i mask it with the opiates and benzos only to come back on me ten fold and then some more.
i went on a stim bender on the weekend and been abusing my fent script this week and sold myself short (not sold them, (ab)used them)so i fucked up royally there. had to go to school wding and had to leave after my tests. went and got IM morph off the doc and some other meds to help tide me over until next week when i can re-up on my fent script. i've got tramadol and bupe to help out in the mean time, but its just fucking good being on ground zero again.
im going through one of those periods where im pissed that im dependent on this shit, yet cant go off it because of the pain, i turn dysfunctional. things should pick up soon though![]()