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Heroin/Opioid MEGA-Thread: Junkies check-in here!

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I never knew that that was what that movie was about...

I'll definitely check into it.


Frank, forgive me for forgetting, but are you currently sober?
 
also, the movie trainspotting, along with requiem for a dream are fantastic ways to see the troubles and dangers that come along with drug use...

whatever the case may be, id like nothing more than to be clean, and i find it increasingly hard...but this is the life we chose.
 
The Wall of Sleep said:
also, the movie trainspotting, along with requiem for a dream are fantastic ways to see the troubles and dangers that come along with drug use...

whatever the case may be, id like nothing more than to be clean, and i find it increasingly hard...but this is the life we chose.
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yeah both good movies

layer cake and drugstore cowboy are also good movies

layer cakes about a coke dealer in england

drugstore cowboys about an opiate addict who robs pharmacies in the 80's to support his habit.

panic in needle park is another opiate movie, but i didn't like it, it was too slow... too "old" for me.

One of the most dramatic heroin films is christiane F, german film but it's got english subs- I only saw half of it but it was damn good, I intend to finish it when I can find the tape again.
 
v4l i saw layer cake and enjoyed it..ive never seen drugstore cowboy ill have to check it out...another movie i enjoyed, which really i felt applied to my situation was the movie Rx, which focused on some friends trying to score pills in Mexico and bring them back into California...my drug of choice is oxycodone
 
well i usually do allot of morphine but i stopped cold turkey about...4 days ago and yesterday my girl told me she was seeing someone ells but she still loved me and still wanted me....so i get off the phone with her go to my dealers house and fell off the wagon :| and this morning she called me telling me she dose not know how to brake it with the other guy witch made me feel less than a grain of sand im trying my hardest to not go get more morphine and i think i will make it for today as i took 40mg of hydro but can anyone give advice on how to get my mind off it
 
good for you Frank on being sober...the part of new york where i am from makes it doubly hard to be sober and stay away from pills because it is basically an epidemic...what bothers me the most is that i am a veteran user and now all these kids start using too much too fast and get dopesick, build too much tolerance, get arrested, and its ruining it for everyone
 
nakedrightnow, i guess i really am not in any position to give any advice on staying clean, but i do know exaclty how you feel. when life starts to kick me down i know that the first thing i usually do is get on the phone and make some arrangements, its not easy dude...but i have done it before, just stay busy, try and excersise, eat right...it doesnt last forever, just keep telling yourself youll be ok in a couple of days
 
ketaman, that sucks how they treated u at the hospital - im disgusted
unfortunately ive had similar experiences but usually only wen ive ODd on something :\

unfortunately ur regular doctor was right tho - u can get addicted to xanax in a short period of time
i wud call it evil shit too
wat he really shud hav done was referred u to a doctor who prescribes suboxone
maybe u shud even consider MMT?

gd luck in finding a detox - i guess ive always bn blessed that ive bn seen as 'high priority' and never hav to wait long
they still always advise me to use watever im already using, even if it means shooting pills, until i get in 8(

as far as detox goes, theres priority lists over here:
ppl with alcohol/benzo dependency r first in line
followed by heavy IV opiate users
followed by heavy IV users of anything else
followed by ppl dependent on meth/coke (not IV)
followed by ppl dependent on weed
followed by ppl psychologically dependent on E/psychedelics (not IV)

valium - if some ppl use enough weed (im talking up to 30 - 40 joints a day) detox can b pretty uncomfortable
it is actually comparable to mild - moderate opiate withdrawal
other ppl wont suffer at all - its a weird drug that way

btw - just curious but 'the wall of sleep' is ur name referring to the black sabbath song on their first album? (i luv that song!)
 
the olny thing that makes it hard is i can get like 500$+ worth on a front but yes im just going to stay with my friends and tell them to not let me get any


im almost at the point i just wish opiates would stop helping me forget
 
my advice - stop and hold off for an hour
then in an hours time if u still want the drugs hold off for another hour, etc

and tell ur friend to get his/her own drugs!
if ur trying to give up its not up to u to b involved in scoring for ur 'mates'

my 2 cents anyway

another suggestion - drug counselling.....it worked for me.....well it was part of wat worked for me
 
^i want u to check out my question to u in the other thread too ;)
if ur bored, go do something u enjoy
evryone needs a hobby if they want to stay clean
 
this is true, and yes i saw the your quesiton to me in the other thread...and yes you are correct...and for those of you who do slip up and want to listen to some good tunes while ur fucked up...behind the wall of sleep by black sabbath is a perfect selection
 
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