realfuzzhead
Bluelighter
mk, so im not exactly sure if this is the right place to put this so mod's feel free to move this thread...
So basiacally for the past few months i kinda thought life was going downhill, until a few fays ago i thought of something.
Basiacally, everyday SOMETHING happens that I had noooo clue was coming, like no matter what day of whatever month, something happens that takes me completely by suprise..
for example, i woke up, pissed off that i had to go to school.. but on my way to school, my friend picks me up and smokes me out fat wih 2 blunts, then idk something else happened that day
and 2 days ago.. it was a normal day.. i ended up getting expelled from school..
so I started to write down these things, just one a day on a self made calender. doing this kinda gave me a differnt look on life, instead of going "another shitty day in this shitty town.." i wake up and go "hmmm.. something funny, bad, scary ect. is going to happen today and i have noo clue when its coming or where its coming from..
It made me realize that life is full of suprises, and i want to be alive for every single one of them, good and bad.
I used to sit ontop of this hill behind my house when i was little (5-11), and look at all the big buildings in los angeles and just wonder whats going on down there and stuff, well two days ago, i hiked up to the same spot, and i realized something.. i was looking into the city and i was like "dude.. i've freaking partied under those buildings..i've gotten in a car accident in that city, i met the freaking greatest girl in the world in that city, then i looked around at other parts of L.A. (i have a great view of the whole city) and i just kept pointing out things that i did that i never even dreamed were possible when i was a kid..
so then i looked around, and said, maybe in the 10 years, i'll ocme back on this hill and point to all these other spots, and just talk about all of this crazy shit that i did therre..
this is kinda a pointless post & idk if it really makes sense to you guys but it gave me a real optimistic outlook on life
So basiacally for the past few months i kinda thought life was going downhill, until a few fays ago i thought of something.
Basiacally, everyday SOMETHING happens that I had noooo clue was coming, like no matter what day of whatever month, something happens that takes me completely by suprise..
for example, i woke up, pissed off that i had to go to school.. but on my way to school, my friend picks me up and smokes me out fat wih 2 blunts, then idk something else happened that day
and 2 days ago.. it was a normal day.. i ended up getting expelled from school..
so I started to write down these things, just one a day on a self made calender. doing this kinda gave me a differnt look on life, instead of going "another shitty day in this shitty town.." i wake up and go "hmmm.. something funny, bad, scary ect. is going to happen today and i have noo clue when its coming or where its coming from..
It made me realize that life is full of suprises, and i want to be alive for every single one of them, good and bad.
I used to sit ontop of this hill behind my house when i was little (5-11), and look at all the big buildings in los angeles and just wonder whats going on down there and stuff, well two days ago, i hiked up to the same spot, and i realized something.. i was looking into the city and i was like "dude.. i've freaking partied under those buildings..i've gotten in a car accident in that city, i met the freaking greatest girl in the world in that city, then i looked around at other parts of L.A. (i have a great view of the whole city) and i just kept pointing out things that i did that i never even dreamed were possible when i was a kid..
so then i looked around, and said, maybe in the 10 years, i'll ocme back on this hill and point to all these other spots, and just talk about all of this crazy shit that i did therre..
this is kinda a pointless post & idk if it really makes sense to you guys but it gave me a real optimistic outlook on life