MindlessBilly
Bluelighter
Hey everybody i dont know who to turn to about this problem, i feel like a such a moron for what ive done to my self ill start with a little run down of my nitrous oxide use. Over the past 2 Years ive been using nitrous fairly heavily on avg id say a few hundred bulbs a week with a break of maybe 6 months in between that 2 years but the last year has been fairly heavy use maybe missing a week or 2 here and there.
I started to notice some negative effects over the past few months firstly i had a experience where i got sores on the edges of my mouth, went to the docs and was told this was due to a b12 deficiency nothing too major i was told to buy some supplements etc which i did and that cleared up the problem. About a month ago i had a session where every bulb would leave my legs and arms locked up for about a minute being the idiot i am i continued the session until all my boxes where gone, everything was fine after that session for a few weeks but in the past week or two ive noticed that my toes were tingly and a bit numb after a couple of weeks they got slightly better until i stupidly had some more nitrous oxide on the weekend and realized the next day when i woke up that my feet had gotten worse again half my left foot is fairly numb up until about half way down my foot.
Anyways i realize what i need to do is stop using nitrous oxide all together but i guess im afraid of a couple of things firstly that ive caused irreversible damage to my nerves and that i may not feel my feet properly ever again, secondly im afraid im going to lapse again and end up in a even worse state than im already in. I guess i just wanted to share my story and hope that it might help some people not make the same mistakes i have made. Has anybody else ever experienced problems of tingling and numbness due to heavy nitrous use?
I started to notice some negative effects over the past few months firstly i had a experience where i got sores on the edges of my mouth, went to the docs and was told this was due to a b12 deficiency nothing too major i was told to buy some supplements etc which i did and that cleared up the problem. About a month ago i had a session where every bulb would leave my legs and arms locked up for about a minute being the idiot i am i continued the session until all my boxes where gone, everything was fine after that session for a few weeks but in the past week or two ive noticed that my toes were tingly and a bit numb after a couple of weeks they got slightly better until i stupidly had some more nitrous oxide on the weekend and realized the next day when i woke up that my feet had gotten worse again half my left foot is fairly numb up until about half way down my foot.
Anyways i realize what i need to do is stop using nitrous oxide all together but i guess im afraid of a couple of things firstly that ive caused irreversible damage to my nerves and that i may not feel my feet properly ever again, secondly im afraid im going to lapse again and end up in a even worse state than im already in. I guess i just wanted to share my story and hope that it might help some people not make the same mistakes i have made. Has anybody else ever experienced problems of tingling and numbness due to heavy nitrous use?