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Venting Describe your struggle in three words or fewer

Ptahtek.2.0.1 beta said:
mourning daily - is the topic answer

aside: even while they are here.
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A lil yeah... Maybe they dont like me either

idk how to talk to someone i have not seen in a long time

Ptahtek.2.0.1 beta said:
uhhhmmm... was it more of a take and take kinda thing? not my business but nosy af. :ROFLMAO:

i was that guy for the longest... smdhrn

is atonement a real thing?
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atonement is hard
if they moved on, they prolly not care
at least i wouldn't if he ever texted or whatever

i forgave a friend today for what he did while he was on heroin.... idk
I dont feel good today, sorry
i want to "atone" too
 
blackCat5 said:
atonement is hard
if they moved on, they prolly not care
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oh the paradoxes we can shape to our best perspective(s).
hard maybe to accept that there are things we actually should try to "make right". its a fuckin blow i never felt before and quite different as it wasnt physical (which i am basically inured to - getting older, though).

i find that if those who are not with us anymore physically have already "re-incorporated" and already want to lift that burden from us as it is unnecessary weight we trudge along with daily. they must know this. we all have history.

i just wonder strange things like is even the act of "atonement" means anything if the universe us doing what it does anyway....?

besides making me feel better about my "retched soul" what good does it?

our hearts wishes and intent is written inda big book in a peach pie inda sky so....
maybe we could pm if time and comfort are with us idk
🤎

ah i went so far off topic:

eating

(aint feelin it)
 
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