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In the fall of 2014 I ended up getting some ketamine from an acquaintance of mine.
At that point I was withdrawing from heroin, I had been addicted to opiates for close to a decade. I couldn't get any so getting a gram of ketamine seemed like a fabulous idea in my withdrawing head.
I'd done ketamine multiple times, never injected it prior though and never really experienced a full on khole. Mainly just did tiny bits for fun here and there.
I was an IV user, stupidly I wanted to inject it so did and this is what happened over the course of a week.
Met dude at a pizza hut and injected it, no idea how much I did, guessing a tenth or so enough to send me into a hole in the damn parking lot in my car.
I ended up in the backseat of my car in the k hole, my car turned into a space shuttle type thing or one of those rides where you're strapped in a circle and go up and down. I was flying around in that for a good while.
Came too and it was becoming late. I was probably sat in the parking lot for 3 or 4 hours. I got paranoid and thought FUCK. I've gotta get the fuck out of here. Stupidly I turned my car on and decided to drive home.
I lived probably 10 minutes away so not too far but I should not have been driving.
Every single stop light was fucking awful.
It was like myself and my car were hovering the entire drive.
Once home I just sat there for another hour or two dreading walking the 10 steps to my door. Made it inside and immediately sat down on my couch.
That was a crazy experience so figured chill for the rest of the day, I felt like dog shit anyhow from heroin withdrawal. Decided to turn on my dvd player, I had been watching that older BBC Merlin show so hit play to take my mind off everything and passed out for a few hours.
Woke up sick and though more ketamine sounds like a good choice! So more I did and what the fuck.
Since this was a LONG time ago and over the course of about a week I can't recall the order things happened but here we go!
I did another less than a tenth shot, no idea wasn't weighting it and I was transported to a nice looking trailer park. It was night, the grass looked like it does after it rains. The most vivid and green grass I'd ever seen. I walk over towards a trailer and end up on a deck in the backyard. The backyard has 12 machines that looked like tanning beds all in a circle. I walk over to one and look at it. There were a few other people there, I sort of recall talking to them but have never remembered what was said. I do know they sort of explained the machines to me.
The machine things had flashing lights on them.
I end up getting in one and am transported to another place.
This is where I'm unsure of the order of events.
I remember trying to text my grandma. I was in a medieval dungeon type place. It was almost like a video game. The bottom of my vision was a keyboard while the top was the dungeon. When I'd try to type something letters changed from english to something else entirely. I specifically remember "N" changed to something that resembled a lower case "r". I remember thinking jesus christ, grandma is going to call me and ask me what the fuck. I do my best and send the message though in the khole and in real life.
Back to the trailerpark tanning bed reality machines! End up back there and sort of wonder around like I belong and that's just normal life.
I came too and was again, sick from heroin withdrawals and this time that goddamn dvd title screen had been on for probably a day or longer driving me crazy so I had the tough job of turning it off somehow. I think I crawled over and had to turn it off because I couldn't find the remote.
Again I do more and back to the trailer park.
I was then in a weird city, it was raining and I had to seek shelter under tarps/blankets random stuff. It was cold I remember. There was another person or 2 that I think I talked too but just like the other people I never have known what was said. I remember feeling really wet. Came back to reality and I still felt wet which was odd. Then I realize that I had peed myself on my couch. Somehow managed to deal with that and I thought how strange it was and wonder if I had peed and THEN had that experience or what.
Did more yet again. This time I ended up in an alien spaceship! We weren't in space, we were in the earths atmosphere, it was light out and you could see trees and such like when you're in an airplane. There were 3 of the grey aliens on the ship. Lasted for a little while just looking out the windows and looking at the inside of their ship.
I distinctly remember the aliens asking me where I am from. Confused I say earth? In the form of a question, like I'm not entirely sure where. They look at me and then eachother and start mumbling and looking at me. We sort of go into a hyperdrive and we end up somewhere else. Never in space, it was another planet that looked exactly the same as before but seeminly wasn't.
I look out and down and can see my apartment, the streets and everything. They ask me if this looks right. I tell them yes and it's almost like the send my physical energy down and I then end up back in my body. That's when I came too.
I'm missing some stuff, this wasn't the exact order of what I saw. This was like I said over the course of 4-6 days. I'm entirely unsure because I was so out of it.
I ended up having to go to the ER a few days after I stopped injecting it. I couldn't eat or drink anything, one sip of water and I would puke quadruple what I drank.
It was a very traumatic experience, not because of the khole but everything else going on with me.
I haven't felt the same since it and everything in my life and the world seems very off.
I say it jokingly but I'm not so sure those aliens brought me back to my correct reality.
I think about it almost everyday, the aliens and those tanning bed looking machines.
Did I fucking end up in a different place?
There's one thing that is extremely confusing to me, I don't remember Trump running for President against Hillary. I remember she was, I don't remember him though.
While stupid and I probably wasn't paying attention to life because I didn't use social media much back then or watch the news... wtf? I seriously don't remember it and find it odd. No, I don't know who I thought was running against her.
That's my weird story that I think about far too much.
At that point I was withdrawing from heroin, I had been addicted to opiates for close to a decade. I couldn't get any so getting a gram of ketamine seemed like a fabulous idea in my withdrawing head.
I'd done ketamine multiple times, never injected it prior though and never really experienced a full on khole. Mainly just did tiny bits for fun here and there.
I was an IV user, stupidly I wanted to inject it so did and this is what happened over the course of a week.
Met dude at a pizza hut and injected it, no idea how much I did, guessing a tenth or so enough to send me into a hole in the damn parking lot in my car.
I ended up in the backseat of my car in the k hole, my car turned into a space shuttle type thing or one of those rides where you're strapped in a circle and go up and down. I was flying around in that for a good while.
Came too and it was becoming late. I was probably sat in the parking lot for 3 or 4 hours. I got paranoid and thought FUCK. I've gotta get the fuck out of here. Stupidly I turned my car on and decided to drive home.
I lived probably 10 minutes away so not too far but I should not have been driving.
Every single stop light was fucking awful.
It was like myself and my car were hovering the entire drive.
Once home I just sat there for another hour or two dreading walking the 10 steps to my door. Made it inside and immediately sat down on my couch.
That was a crazy experience so figured chill for the rest of the day, I felt like dog shit anyhow from heroin withdrawal. Decided to turn on my dvd player, I had been watching that older BBC Merlin show so hit play to take my mind off everything and passed out for a few hours.
Woke up sick and though more ketamine sounds like a good choice! So more I did and what the fuck.
Since this was a LONG time ago and over the course of about a week I can't recall the order things happened but here we go!
I did another less than a tenth shot, no idea wasn't weighting it and I was transported to a nice looking trailer park. It was night, the grass looked like it does after it rains. The most vivid and green grass I'd ever seen. I walk over towards a trailer and end up on a deck in the backyard. The backyard has 12 machines that looked like tanning beds all in a circle. I walk over to one and look at it. There were a few other people there, I sort of recall talking to them but have never remembered what was said. I do know they sort of explained the machines to me.
The machine things had flashing lights on them.
I end up getting in one and am transported to another place.
This is where I'm unsure of the order of events.
I remember trying to text my grandma. I was in a medieval dungeon type place. It was almost like a video game. The bottom of my vision was a keyboard while the top was the dungeon. When I'd try to type something letters changed from english to something else entirely. I specifically remember "N" changed to something that resembled a lower case "r". I remember thinking jesus christ, grandma is going to call me and ask me what the fuck. I do my best and send the message though in the khole and in real life.
Back to the trailerpark tanning bed reality machines! End up back there and sort of wonder around like I belong and that's just normal life.
I came too and was again, sick from heroin withdrawals and this time that goddamn dvd title screen had been on for probably a day or longer driving me crazy so I had the tough job of turning it off somehow. I think I crawled over and had to turn it off because I couldn't find the remote.
Again I do more and back to the trailer park.
I was then in a weird city, it was raining and I had to seek shelter under tarps/blankets random stuff. It was cold I remember. There was another person or 2 that I think I talked too but just like the other people I never have known what was said. I remember feeling really wet. Came back to reality and I still felt wet which was odd. Then I realize that I had peed myself on my couch. Somehow managed to deal with that and I thought how strange it was and wonder if I had peed and THEN had that experience or what.
Did more yet again. This time I ended up in an alien spaceship! We weren't in space, we were in the earths atmosphere, it was light out and you could see trees and such like when you're in an airplane. There were 3 of the grey aliens on the ship. Lasted for a little while just looking out the windows and looking at the inside of their ship.
I distinctly remember the aliens asking me where I am from. Confused I say earth? In the form of a question, like I'm not entirely sure where. They look at me and then eachother and start mumbling and looking at me. We sort of go into a hyperdrive and we end up somewhere else. Never in space, it was another planet that looked exactly the same as before but seeminly wasn't.
I look out and down and can see my apartment, the streets and everything. They ask me if this looks right. I tell them yes and it's almost like the send my physical energy down and I then end up back in my body. That's when I came too.
I'm missing some stuff, this wasn't the exact order of what I saw. This was like I said over the course of 4-6 days. I'm entirely unsure because I was so out of it.
I ended up having to go to the ER a few days after I stopped injecting it. I couldn't eat or drink anything, one sip of water and I would puke quadruple what I drank.
It was a very traumatic experience, not because of the khole but everything else going on with me.
I haven't felt the same since it and everything in my life and the world seems very off.
I say it jokingly but I'm not so sure those aliens brought me back to my correct reality.
I think about it almost everyday, the aliens and those tanning bed looking machines.
Did I fucking end up in a different place?
There's one thing that is extremely confusing to me, I don't remember Trump running for President against Hillary. I remember she was, I don't remember him though.
While stupid and I probably wasn't paying attention to life because I didn't use social media much back then or watch the news... wtf? I seriously don't remember it and find it odd. No, I don't know who I thought was running against her.
That's my weird story that I think about far too much.
