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Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v 12

Life has been going downhill more than usual lately but i'm really grateful that my emotional blockage is completely gone. I can cry as much as i can compared to last year when i couldn't, even when i wanted to.
 
Chanel_monster said:
Life has been going downhill more than usual lately but i'm really grateful that my emotional blockage is completely gone. I can cry as much as i can compared to last year when i couldn't, even when i wanted to.
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It’s awful you’ve had invega and then life throws shit at you :( now that you’re able to cry is it the same for dopamine or is it still early days, im sorry youre going through so much shit no one on invega especially needs it
 
blanch116 said:
It’s awful you’ve had invega and then life throws shit at you :( now that you’re able to cry is it the same for dopamine or is it still early days, im sorry youre going through so much shit no one on invega especially needs it
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Thank you, i hope things get better for you too.
 
blanch116 said:
Is anyone else in a really frustrating mind limbo where you cant feel anything and it’s torture every day just struggling to get through man I thought pills were bad this is excruciating sorry I keep bringing bad vibes il log off because I’m clearly not bringing any positivity to the thread at this point im sorry guys I struggling so bad it’s awful watching everyone else enjoying their time and I can barely make it through the day
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I’m exactly the same. Everything feels off. I have no interest in anything.
 
It makes it really hard to believe that I’ll recover. Perhaps the physical pain and damage will heal, but the psychological effects are something I can’t imagine healing anytime soon. There’s something profoundly strange this medication has done to my emotions and feelings. I can’t feel anything or find interest in absolutely anything. It’s as though part of my soul has been taken. I honestly don’t know how could I ever return to normal. I can’t remember what it felt like to be myself anymore. The feeling of normality seems like a distant memory, even though I was injected four months ago. Lord have mercy.
 
Sorry about my earlier message, I’ve spoken to someone and I feel a lot better, I just had a lot of stress I didn’t realise I had because I can’t feel the stress, no doubt it will come back but for this moment im just feeling alright which is a huge difference from earlier. Im sorry I get like this and vent on this website, im usually very happy and upbeat! Ive been through this before where your mind goes blank and you lose everything, it’s just harder this time as im conpletely removed from any emotions and feelings of connectedness but I’ve managed to speak with someone that first hand had 7 shots of invega sustenna, they couldn’t feel music, had no apitite and struggled with many of the issues I have. They said around one and a half years things including music started to come back for them and the anhedonia went away, I don’t know but something in my head just switched off and calmed down, I actualy feel okay now, like im actualy relaxed… the first time in 7.5 months.. I don’t I just feel relief in a weird way, even though the inner tinitus is driving me mad my eyes are actualy getting tired for the first time in months.. maybe it’s just the reassurance I needed im back home now, they didn’t section me i was just freaking out, they just sat with me and calmed me down but when they left I got an inbox from a YouTube channel of a guy (ericandosychosis) and he spoke to me on the phone about his situation and yeah.. jusy feel a bit more reassured, sorry for my behaviour earlier guys, genuinely
 
Many of you are extremaly traumatised by force drugging which also creates many negative symptoms, stress can wreck havoc in the body, David Hawkins said to dog and cats lower suicide ratio by some %, they help soothe the nervous system. Never suicide
 
Topshelfcbd has one of the best if not the best quality of cbd hemp i tryed, vaping it brings enormous relief in any sorts of hell including this, its safe cause only 0.2% thc so you can still feel the benefits of uplifted mood without psychosis, strongly reccomend i love this plant its always soothing the suffering, use vape do not smoke cause its more efficient powerful feels nicer and less toxic
 
blanch116 said:
Sorry about my earlier message, I’ve spoken to someone and I feel a lot better, I just had a lot of stress I didn’t realise I had because I can’t feel the stress, no doubt it will come back but for this moment im just feeling alright which is a huge difference from earlier. Im sorry I get like this and vent on this website, im usually very happy and upbeat! Ive been through this before where your mind goes blank and you lose everything, it’s just harder this time as im conpletely removed from any emotions and feelings of connectedness but I’ve managed to speak with someone that first hand had 7 shots of invega sustenna, they couldn’t feel music, had no apitite and struggled with many of the issues I have. They said around one and a half years things including music started to come back for them and the anhedonia went away, I don’t know but something in my head just switched off and calmed down, I actualy feel okay now, like im actualy relaxed… the first time in 7.5 months.. I don’t I just feel relief in a weird way, even though the inner tinitus is driving me mad my eyes are actualy getting tired for the first time in months.. maybe it’s just the reassurance I needed im back home now, they didn’t section me i was just freaking out, they just sat with me and calmed me down but when they left I got an inbox from a YouTube channel of a guy (ericandosychosis) and he spoke to me on the phone about his situation and yeah.. jusy feel a bit more reassured, sorry for my behaviour earlier guys, genuinely
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Do not kill yourself please 🩵 there is enormous empowerment in spiritual teachers who been unconditionally loving like Paramahansa Yogandanda for example, can you search him on YouTube hear what he says or turn on Wisdom of Yogananda channel? He said suicide is bad karma, never give up man, God does not want you to suffer, neurogenesis works.
 
blanch116 said:
Sorry about my earlier message, I’ve spoken to someone and I feel a lot better, I just had a lot of stress I didn’t realise I had because I can’t feel the stress, no doubt it will come back but for this moment im just feeling alright which is a huge difference from earlier. Im sorry I get like this and vent on this website, im usually very happy and upbeat! Ive been through this before where your mind goes blank and you lose everything, it’s just harder this time as im conpletely removed from any emotions and feelings of connectedness but I’ve managed to speak with someone that first hand had 7 shots of invega sustenna, they couldn’t feel music, had no apitite and struggled with many of the issues I have. They said around one and a half years things including music started to come back for them and the anhedonia went away, I don’t know but something in my head just switched off and calmed down, I actualy feel okay now, like im actualy relaxed… the first time in 7.5 months.. I don’t I just feel relief in a weird way, even though the inner tinitus is driving me mad my eyes are actualy getting tired for the first time in months.. maybe it’s just the reassurance I needed im back home now, they didn’t section me i was just freaking out, they just sat with me and calmed me down but when they left I got an inbox from a YouTube channel of a guy (ericandosychosis) and he spoke to me on the phone about his situation and yeah.. jusy feel a bit more reassured, sorry for my behaviour earlier guys, genuinely
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It's okay mate. Being drugged by these antipsychotics with symptoms that don't subside for months and months can and will fuck with your head. I think this is a good place to vent because you can communicate with people who also got injected so they actually understand your suffering. Unlike family which in most cases have zero idea what you are going through. AP injections are no joke and there is no need to apologise for anything.
 
RisperdalConsta50mg2 said:
Yeah i agree, this drug is designed to kill you or to push you into committing suicide.
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It most definitely is the creators of this shit wanted that exact effect your talking about which is death or pushed to suicide it was made by some extremely demonic satanic downright evil bloodthirsty group of supremacists who have lots and lots of power… if you know you know
 
Raw meat diet is best for this but raw chicken is unsafe so is raw pork but I don’t eat pork look into Reddit r/rawprimal eat raw organs of beef or lamb/sheep including the brain, eat lots of fruits and vegetables, drink lots of water, exercise if you have the energy to, eat healthy animal products full of fat like cheeses butter eggs yogurt milk etc, and other healthy fats like olive oil, the Mediterranean diet is extremely good for health and life longevity so is Japanese like raw fish and sushi so look into that, also eat healthy whole grain carbohydrates your body needs it for the recovery process best of luck to those suffering
 
paliperidonevictim2005 said:
Raw meat diet is best for this but raw chicken is unsafe so is raw pork but I don’t eat pork look into Reddit r/rawprimal eat raw organs of beef or lamb/sheep including the brain, eat lots of fruits and vegetables, drink lots of water, exercise if you have the energy to, eat healthy animal products full of fat like cheeses butter eggs yogurt milk etc, and other healthy fats like olive oil, the Mediterranean diet is extremely good for health and life longevity so is Japanese like raw fish and sushi so look into that, also eat healthy whole grain carbohydrates your body needs it for the recovery process best of luck to those suffering
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Bro I did that diet for like 7 months and felt amazing last year it really helped my recovery massively I can’t wait to get back too it, I built so much muscle on it as well, raw milk is also amazing but expensive where I am
 
Nearly at 4 months now guys and no recovery so far besides a few nights where I could cry, I’m really hoping 5/6 month mark is where recovery happens as it should be leaving my body then
 
recovery100£ said:
Bro I did that diet for like 7 months and felt amazing last year it really helped my recovery massively I can’t wait to get back too it, I built so much muscle on it as well, raw milk is also amazing but expensive where I am
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Yeah bro go back to it thats great and yes forgot to mention raw milk and raw honey is wonderful for recovery I really might try the raw meat diet
 
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