Yunai
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Hi, so I was trying a totally different way of doing Morphine in the last few weeks and it worked a million times better than the other 2 ways I tried often before. Before I get into it. I am substituted, I take Morphine HCL 150mg (24h-extended release) orally every morning since over 2 years now. (Side note: Honestly for me this is the best substitute opiate and I have absolutely zero side effects and reacting super well to it even better than Methadone, L-Methadone and Subutex.)
Either way about once every 2 weeks I do chase the high and want to feel the warmth especially when I’m alone and my heartbreak gets too bad, so I do occasionally up the dose but only once before taking at least a week off (else I get withdrawals if I do it two days in a row). The methods I did in the last 2 years was
a) crush it then snort it - terrible, don’t recommend. The BA is super super bad, effects barely noticeable and bad for the nose (not as bad as many other substances but still, it does clog it up and is uncomfortable) and
b) rectal by extracting the Morphine via heat. This is the method I found online at first but it just sucks big time and this is the reason why I am making this thread. This worse method goes like this: pill on a spoon, add water, hold a lighter under the spoon for like 1 min, then press the pill with the back of the syringe (it gets softer and softer as you heat it), then light again, press again, repeat this cycle at least 5 times. At the end you have water in which Morphine got extracted (that you’ll shoot rectally) and the pill is soft like a chewed gum - however even if you do this cycle over 10 times there will always be a large amount of Morphine still in the pill so you gotta swallow the softened pill too, which is the most disgusting taste ever. I’m not talking about the bitter taste of Morph (which I do not mind at all), no, due to the heating process it tastes like… i don’t even know how to describe it, like being forced to drink motor oil, it always made me gag. Horrible. Plus the effects sucked (plus if water drips off the spoon, you’ll lose your drug and the spoons will have soot at the bottom afterwards which is hard to clean). Don’t do this. Do this instead:
Guide: Wash off the coating (the coating is not what creates the extended release mechanism but do it anyway to properly crush it). Take a mortar and pestle, crush the pill in it meticulously. It’s very very important you keep grinding and crushing until you have a very fine powder. I recommend take a small spoon and pick up a little powder, then minimally shake it to check for larger particles, if there’s still bigger particles in it keep crushing, this is important else it’ll clog up the syringe. You really have to have a fine powder. It takes usually like 3-5 minutes of crushing for me. Then, take a glass (shot glass for example) and put the powder in it. Then suck up tap water, depending how much you’ll use you need more or less, for me 450mg I need 10ml so the 10ml syringe is best. What’s important is that the powder is submerged in the water (rather take a little too much water than too little but don’t absolutely overdo it with the water), the particles will still try to cling together so take the back end of the spoon and stir it a bit. Especially right before sucking it up. Then suck it up into your syringe. It’s totally okay if you need more than just one shot. Now you’ll have muddy water inside the syringe (DO NOT IV THIS under any circumstances). Shake the syringe a bit, I like to turn it upside down a few times, you should just visually inspect it - if the powder sinks to the bottom like sand in the ocean turn it upside down and shake it so it’s approximately evenly distributed inside the syringe, especially right before inserting it. I also recommend pushing the plunger to get the air out the syringe (for rectal, air won’t hurt you at all it but it’s just best to always do it since it’s standard medical procedure cause air in the veins is lethal). For the shooting itself, you can do it in any position, I do it while laying on my side, insert the tip 1-3cm. You really don’t need to insert it deeply, just right behind the sphincter. Then slowly push the plunger, if you feel “water touching your skin” type feeling you hit the right spot. Then wait a little bit (like 15-30 seconds) before slowly removing the syringe. Then stand or sit up (so gravity will make the water fall down and go to the large columns of veins right behind the sphincter, don’t worry nothing will drip back out). The high kicks in fast and strong. For me once I stand up I already feel it (so it kicks in within 30-60 seconds) then gets stronger over time. Peak is after 1-2 hours. Total duration approximately 6 hours, honestly for me sometimes even longer than that (especially the pain relief part). I’m telling you, since I did it like this I could consistently feel the warmth again, which I haven’t in so so long. I am so happy, this is much more practical than the heating method and it just works a million times better. Last Friday I did it with my daily dose + another 300mg (so 450mg) and it was slightly similar to when I first started opiates, of course not that intense but even slightly similar is great to me. As I stood up I slumped forward (opiate stance) with a warm rush within just a couple of seconds. Amazing.
A few things.
Hope this helps, this is all you need to know but if you have questions feel free to ask.
See you on the moon
.
Either way about once every 2 weeks I do chase the high and want to feel the warmth especially when I’m alone and my heartbreak gets too bad, so I do occasionally up the dose but only once before taking at least a week off (else I get withdrawals if I do it two days in a row). The methods I did in the last 2 years was
a) crush it then snort it - terrible, don’t recommend. The BA is super super bad, effects barely noticeable and bad for the nose (not as bad as many other substances but still, it does clog it up and is uncomfortable) and
b) rectal by extracting the Morphine via heat. This is the method I found online at first but it just sucks big time and this is the reason why I am making this thread. This worse method goes like this: pill on a spoon, add water, hold a lighter under the spoon for like 1 min, then press the pill with the back of the syringe (it gets softer and softer as you heat it), then light again, press again, repeat this cycle at least 5 times. At the end you have water in which Morphine got extracted (that you’ll shoot rectally) and the pill is soft like a chewed gum - however even if you do this cycle over 10 times there will always be a large amount of Morphine still in the pill so you gotta swallow the softened pill too, which is the most disgusting taste ever. I’m not talking about the bitter taste of Morph (which I do not mind at all), no, due to the heating process it tastes like… i don’t even know how to describe it, like being forced to drink motor oil, it always made me gag. Horrible. Plus the effects sucked (plus if water drips off the spoon, you’ll lose your drug and the spoons will have soot at the bottom afterwards which is hard to clean). Don’t do this. Do this instead:
Guide: Wash off the coating (the coating is not what creates the extended release mechanism but do it anyway to properly crush it). Take a mortar and pestle, crush the pill in it meticulously. It’s very very important you keep grinding and crushing until you have a very fine powder. I recommend take a small spoon and pick up a little powder, then minimally shake it to check for larger particles, if there’s still bigger particles in it keep crushing, this is important else it’ll clog up the syringe. You really have to have a fine powder. It takes usually like 3-5 minutes of crushing for me. Then, take a glass (shot glass for example) and put the powder in it. Then suck up tap water, depending how much you’ll use you need more or less, for me 450mg I need 10ml so the 10ml syringe is best. What’s important is that the powder is submerged in the water (rather take a little too much water than too little but don’t absolutely overdo it with the water), the particles will still try to cling together so take the back end of the spoon and stir it a bit. Especially right before sucking it up. Then suck it up into your syringe. It’s totally okay if you need more than just one shot. Now you’ll have muddy water inside the syringe (DO NOT IV THIS under any circumstances). Shake the syringe a bit, I like to turn it upside down a few times, you should just visually inspect it - if the powder sinks to the bottom like sand in the ocean turn it upside down and shake it so it’s approximately evenly distributed inside the syringe, especially right before inserting it. I also recommend pushing the plunger to get the air out the syringe (for rectal, air won’t hurt you at all it but it’s just best to always do it since it’s standard medical procedure cause air in the veins is lethal). For the shooting itself, you can do it in any position, I do it while laying on my side, insert the tip 1-3cm. You really don’t need to insert it deeply, just right behind the sphincter. Then slowly push the plunger, if you feel “water touching your skin” type feeling you hit the right spot. Then wait a little bit (like 15-30 seconds) before slowly removing the syringe. Then stand or sit up (so gravity will make the water fall down and go to the large columns of veins right behind the sphincter, don’t worry nothing will drip back out). The high kicks in fast and strong. For me once I stand up I already feel it (so it kicks in within 30-60 seconds) then gets stronger over time. Peak is after 1-2 hours. Total duration approximately 6 hours, honestly for me sometimes even longer than that (especially the pain relief part). I’m telling you, since I did it like this I could consistently feel the warmth again, which I haven’t in so so long. I am so happy, this is much more practical than the heating method and it just works a million times better. Last Friday I did it with my daily dose + another 300mg (so 450mg) and it was slightly similar to when I first started opiates, of course not that intense but even slightly similar is great to me. As I stood up I slumped forward (opiate stance) with a warm rush within just a couple of seconds. Amazing.
A few things.
- if you need to use the bathroom do it before and wash yourself thoroughly, even if you don’t I recommend washing yourself before (I did boofing a lot in my life and never did this create any negative effects but better safe than sorry so I always cleaned myself before doing so, also then there won’t be any poop getting in your way or onto the syringe at all).
- Do NOT do 450mg. Unless you have a yearlong super high tolerance like me this is a lethal dose (I once was on 900mg orally daily, it is a 24h extended release pill so the mg can’t truly be compared to instant release but still, don’t take my mg as a guide! research this for your personal state)
- Do not IV. I always say this but it’s just not worth it. Once you master this method it’s exceptionally strong, fast and the closest to IV you can get (smoking I can’t commend on for Morphine since these solid pills you can not smoke at all). The needle is always the beginning of the end for every Junkie. If, and I am just saying IF you are already past that point please do NOT use this method for IV, the fine particles will cause embolism, pulmonary embolism in particular.
- Which syringe? I bought a couple of different ones, 2ml, 5ml, 10ml and an even larger one (50ml I think). The 50ml is the only one with a wider chamber and and wider and longer tip, I used that one at first but it’s actually worse. The tip is harder to insert but more importantly due to it’s wide chamber some particles clog up at the top edge side of the chamber that I can’t get out. This doesn’t happen at all with the thinner chamber and smaller tip of the smaller syringes. So 10ml, 5ml, 2ml should all work. For you probably 5ml or so is best but it doesn’t matter take any of these.
- wash your hands before and after for hygienic reasons. You can reuse the syringe it’s not as crucial to swap like it is for needles but if you do so disinfect the syringe (especially the tip of it afterwards).
- If you can’t suck up everything at once that’s no problem, you can do this in multiple goes. Take your time with each shot, you do not need to wait some extra time before you do the next one but honestly I had the best results getting everything in with 1 or max 2 shots. I guess then the rush is the strongest too (but for beginners it’s probably best to try to do with a few separate shots to find the right spot.)
- You don’t need lube. I never used it, it doesn’t hurt, the tip is so small, you just have to insert it ~1inch, it’s not painful whatsoever. Also, I am straight and I don’t care, I’d rather do this (which is a used in a lot of medical settings anyway) that’s associated with something that some might perceive as homosexual (which I don’t even care about whatsoever if someone labels me as such) than risk all the risks of IV use and who wants track marks anyway? This is a big harm reduction compared to IV and snorting and smoking.
- for which pills does this work exactly? If you’re unsure tell me what you have and I can tell you specifically. This is for solid morphine extended release pills. If I ever get my hands on some decent H I’d definitely do it like this as well. Keep in mind though Morphine has a terrible oral BA and even worse nasal BA but great rectal BA, that’s why it’s so efficient. If you have Oxy I’d just swallow it (since it already has such a high oral BA), if you want the IR you can crush it too. I did lots of different opiates in my life with all the ROAs apart from IV and this one has the strongest, hardest rush. For 90% of my addiction though it was always Morphine HCL since it’s from the pharmacy directly so I don’t have to worry about Fentanyl and all the hustles of getting it from the DW and stuff. Research your opiates BA for different ROAs is usually a good start (eg PsychonautWiki).
- Consider the timing. For parties this is an impractical way but do you really want to be in a (semi-)nodding state in a social setting anyway? If I go out I usually do this at least 5 hours in advance, so that I am already back to an awake state but with pain relief still present which usually lasts much longer anyway, then I usually take a few xans instead of alcohol (I hate alcohol since that always resulted in bad outcomes for me) and or smoke Weed depending on the Situation/music/etc.
Hope this helps, this is all you need to know but if you have questions feel free to ask.
See you on the moon
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