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Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v 12

blanch116 said:
Hey ma I spoke to you for a while on Reddit, then your account disapeared what happened? Im really hoping one day I can look back at my messages and think ‘fuck as if I survived that’ but being in this moment in time is just terrifying, ive lost everything from it.. and im losing the little that I have, we go from people that everyone loves to have around to people that get actively avoided.. it’s dog shit mate
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they banned me the bastards, they suck on big pharama money. one day at a time that only what we can do.
 
How’s everyone today, does anyone here go to bed praying that they’ll wake up feeling normal in the morning? Day 80 today and I really thought I would of seen some sign of recovery by now, the psychiatrists genuinely don’t have a clue what they do to people or at least refuse to believe it.
 
recovery100£ said:
How’s everyone today, does anyone here go to bed praying that they’ll wake up feeling normal in the morning? Day 80 today and I really thought I would of seen some sign of recovery by now, the psychiatrists genuinely don’t have a clue what they do to people or at least refuse to believe it.
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I think some believe the symptoms caused by antipsychotics are caused by mental illness itself. Like anhedonia or sexual dysfunction.

A care worker a few years ago told me that psychosis was the reason I could not feel my dick or sexual pleasure, and that it wasn't due to paliperidone.
 
Invegatorture said:
I think some believe the symptoms caused by antipsychotics are caused by mental illness itself. Like anhedonia or sexual dysfunction.

A care worker a few years ago told me that psychosis was the reason I could not feel my dick or sexual pleasure, and that it wasn't due to paliperidone.
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they are just treat us like some kind of lower life form who doesn't deserve the truth, in terms of science and medicine they know they're posining people
 
recovery100£ said:
How’s everyone today, does anyone here go to bed praying that they’ll wake up feeling normal in the morning? Day 80 today and I really thought I would of seen some sign of recovery by now, the psychiatrists genuinely don’t have a clue what they do to people or at least refuse to believe it.
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your very far off, this drug was designed to kill you, I'm day 410 and i barely feel coffee maybe 1 precent.
 
Invegatorture said:
I think some believe the symptoms caused by antipsychotics are caused by mental illness itself. Like anhedonia or sexual dysfunction.

A care worker a few years ago told me that psychosis was the reason I could not feel my dick or sexual pleasure, and that it wasn't due to paliperidone.
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The only way that would be true is due to severe downregulation of all receptors in the body and brain and even then the chances are super slim, the truth is they’re protecting they’re precious medication which they get paid to prescribe, don’t get gaslit, you’re right as you’re experiencing it and they’re wrong fr
 
p.s if you don't have magical recovery like some people here in less then a year, don't expect to be 100 precent back.
the people i talk with on Facebook said it took them 17-24 months to heal, and even then they had a smaller brain power ,and they don't feel the same. they only feel normal with Vyvanse.
 
lostsoulowen said:
p.s if you don't have magical recovery like some people here in less then a year, don't expect to be 100 precent back.
the people i talk with on Facebook said it took them 17-24 months to heal, and even then they had a smaller brain power ,and they don't feel the same. they only feel normal with Vyvanse.
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How many doses did they have? I don’t know how relevant it is but number of doses must have some relevance to recovery
 
lostsoulowen said:
p.s if you don't have magical recovery like some people here in less then a year, don't expect to be 100 precent back.
the people i talk with on Facebook said it took them 17-24 months to heal, and even then they had a smaller brain power ,and they don't feel the same. they only feel normal with Vyvanse.
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Vyvance from wht I gather can also have an effect of blunting dopamine after a while as your system gets used to the dopamine uplift (I could be wrong) but I’m sure the longer you take a stimulant the more you need in the long run as like any drug that effects dopamine thus reducing overall natural dopamine
 
lostsoulowen said:
p.s if you don't have magical recovery like some people here in less then a year, don't expect to be 100 precent back.
the people i talk with on Facebook said it took them 17-24 months to heal, and even then they had a smaller brain power ,and they don't feel the same. they only feel normal with Vyvanse.
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Well m, i’am not even 10% healed in 26 months so i’am cooked i guess
 
Important tip, after starting physical job in netherlands where i had to walk a lot as order picker i noticed my dopamine levels being higher and my sexuality giving me more pleasure cause exercise improve neurogenesis, person might sit depressed at home and cant believe someone who is running maraton recovered after same amount of injections while the person still feels damaged. Never give up. God is real and wants us happy 💜
 
And without a doubt permament damage after antipsychotics exist but there is a amount where the brain can recover due to neurogenesis, whats crazy is that im totally healthy man living Independently that was diagnosed as mentally ill paranoid schizophrenic by demonic psychiatrist who wanted to force me years of these injections and i only got 5 because CTO laws works different in Poland... I will try to expose it publicly in the name of justice and protection not a revenge cause its poison. Hold and be strong 🩷✝️
 
YogirisingKundalini said:
And without a doubt permament damage after antipsychotics exist but there is a amount where the brain can recover due to neurogenesis, whats crazy is that im totally healthy man living Independently that was diagnosed as mentally ill paranoid schizophrenic by demonic psychiatrist who wanted to force me years of these injections and i only got 5 because CTO laws works different in Poland... I will try to expose it publicly in the name of justice and protection not a revenge cause its poison. Hold and be strong 🩷✝️
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So did you have invega injections? How long did they fuck you up for until you could be independent again
 
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