Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v 12



As Much as You Can; Don't Participate/Invest in THE BEAST Systems that are Destroying Everything, including YOU!!!: Big Food/Big Agra (Factory Farming, Supermarkets), Big Pharma & Big Medicine (Doctors & Drugs, etc.), Big Tech (Amazon, Palantir, etc.), Big Energy (Oil, Gas & Electric), Big House & Big Auto, Big Banking, Big Retail, Yada-Yada-Yada! Time to Fast from Empire (America & China)!!!

Starve the Beast!!!
Verse 1
The Beast is the Empire imposing its will,
the great Satan praying it’s his role we fill.
He feasts on our heart, our soul and our mind,
banks on us becoming one of his kind!

Bridge 1
Be in love with your neighbor, in love with God,
the Man who lit a fire upon a cold, lonely sod!

Chorus
Starve the Beast, he’s partying deep down inside,
feed The Priest, He’s hardy and helps us abide.
starve the Beast endlessly, selfishness now tamed
then we feast heartily, no longer ashamed!

Verse 2
We don’t want to war with our own flesh and blood,
like in the days of Noah it brings on the flood
of emotions overflowing into the wild,
deluging us with vanities that leave us defiled!

Post-Verse
Vanity is emptiness, a world all alone,
a place void and dark before God’s Light had shone.
Illuminating everything, He made His Bride one,
oh, what a miracle from the father and Son!

Bridge 2
In love with their neighbors, in love with all life,
they’re proposing to you, come be the Lamb’s wife!

Repeat Chorus

Post-Chorus
Winter is Coming winds are howling within,
shaking foundations, we all built on sin.
Fires are burning inside your domain,
receive Revelation, believe in God’s reign!

Repeat Chorus

There was an old lady, from the "Cree" tribe, named "Eyes of Fire", who prophesied that one day, because of the white mans' or Yo-ne-gis' greed, there would come a time, when the fish would die in the streams, the birds would fall from the air, the waters would be blackened, and the trees would no longer be, mankind as we would know it would all but cease to exist.
There would come a time when the "keepers of the legend, stories, culture rituals, and myths, and all the Ancient Tribal Customs" would be needed to restore us to health. They would be mankinds’ key to survival, they were the "Warriors of the Rainbow". There would come a day of awakening when all the peoples of all the tribes would form a New World of Justice, Peace, Freedom and recognition of the Great Spirit.

The "Warriors of the Rainbow" would spread these messages and teach all peoples of the Earth or "Elohi". They would teach them how to live the "Way of the Great Spirit". They would tell them of how the world today has turned away from the Great Spirit and that is why our Earth is "Sick".
The "Warriors of the Rainbow" would show the peoples that this "Ancient Being" (the Great Spirit), is full of love and understanding, and teach them how to make the "Earth or Elohi" beautiful again. These Warriors would give the people principles or rules to follow to make their path right with the world. These principles would be those of the Ancient Tribes. The Warriors of the Rainbow would teach the people of the ancient practices of Unity, Love and Understanding. They would teach of Harmony among people in all four comers of the Earth.

Like the Ancient Tribes, they would teach the peoples how to pray to the Great Spirit with love that flows like the beautiful mountain stream, and flows along the path to the ocean of life. Once again, they would be able to feel joy in solitude and in councils. They would be free of petty jealousies and love all mankind as their brothers, regardless of color, race or religion. They would feel happiness enter their hearts, and become as one with the entire human race. Their hearts would be pure and radiate warmth, understanding and respect for all mankind, Nature, and the Great Spirit. They would once again fill their minds, hearts, souls, and deeds with the purest of thoughts. They would seek the beauty of the Master of Life - the Great Spirit! They would find strength and beauty in prayer and the solitudes of life.
Their children would once again be able to run free and enjoy the treasures of Nature and Mother Earth. Free from the fears of toxins and destruction, wrought by the Yo-ne-gi and his practices of greed. The rivers would again run clear, the forests be abundant and beautiful, the animals and birds would be replenished. The powers of the plants and animals would again be respected and conservation of all that is beautiful would become a way of life.
The poor, sick and needy would be cared for by their brothers and sisters of the Earth. These practices would again become a part of their daily lives.
The leaders of the people would be chosen in the old way - not by their political party, or who could speak the loudest, boast the most, or by name calling or mud slinging, but by those whose actions spoke the loudest. Those who demonstrated their love, wisdom, and courage and those who showed that they could and did work for the good of all, would be chosen as the leaders or Chiefs. They would be chosen by their "quality" and not the amount of money they had obtained. Like the thoughtful and devoted "Ancient Chiefs", they would understand the people with love, and see that their young were educated with the love and wisdom of their surroundings. They would show them that miracles can be accomplished to heal this world of its ills, and restore it to health and beauty.

The tasks of these "Warriors of the Rainbow" are many and great. There will be terrifying mountains of ignorance to conquer and they shall find prejudice and hatred. They must be dedicated, unwavering in their strength, and strong of heart. They will find willing hearts and minds that will follow them on this road of returning "Mother Earth" to beauty and plenty - once more.
The day will come, it is not far away. The day that we shall see how we owe our very existence to the people of all tribes that have maintained their culture and heritage. Those that have kept the rituals, stories, legends, and myths alive. It will be with this knowledge, the knowledge that they have preserved, that we shall once again return to "harmony" with Nature, Mother Earth, and mankind. It will be with this knowledge that we shall find our "Key to our Survival".

This is the story of the "Warriors of the Rainbow" and this is my reason for protecting the culture, heritage, and knowledge of my ancestors. I know that the day "Eyes of Fire" spoke of - will come! I want my children and grandchildren to be prepared to accept this task.The task of being one of the........"Warriors of the Rainbow"

Warriors Of The Rainbow | Warrior, Rainbow, Fascinating


Ghosts of the Great US

This legacy is haunting me, genocide & slavery,
America, why can’t you see your wealth’s built on atrocity?!
Those ships of 1492 are painted blood-red, white & blue,
men dreaming Empire endlessly, Imperial insanity!

These beasts began their murder spree hell-bent on prosperity,
land of the free, home of the brave in flames while flags of Europe wave,
the Spaniards & the Portuguese were first to hear the tortured pleas,
then Anglo-Saxons took control, Teutonic dark Knight in their soul!

This legacy is haunting me, devils claiming destiny,
God’s blessing on barbarity, the white man’s kind of charity;
Preachers preach this heresy, Inverted Christianity,
a manifest of hate & lies, raising Cain as Abel dies!

Natives caged behind red walls as rapists build their sick town halls,
stolen lands made property of men who prosper violently;
Arawak & Cherokee, Apache, Mohawk & Pawnee,
the Massacre at Wounded Knee, a trail of tears our history!

This legacy is haunting me, ghosts born on that lynching tree,
founding fathers proud to be sires of white supremacy;
Mobs terrorized without a trace of guilt or shame on their pale face,
posing with disdain & glee, immortalized monstrosity!

Emmett Till to Brown & Floyd, more cavalry & troops deployed,
the horror of four centuries of black folk hung on U.S. trees;
But there is still a spark of hope, Christ’s light burning on that rope,
redemption juxtaposed with death, the promise of God’s grandson Seth!

This legacy is haunting me, men still killing endlessly,
if one can't set another free, none will have their liberty;
O’ shining city upon a hill, will you ever have your fill,
all the precious blood you spill, crying from the ground I till!

My Jesus weeps for all His sheep, lambs to slaughter, rams asleep,
hanging from that cursed tree, He’s desperately imploring thee:
Repent, Repent, your Life’s at stake, America, attend your wake,
look upon the Face of Hell & know it's where the Great US dwell!

 
It sounds more like a manic episode or a relapse than a recovery btw
I agree — it doesn't sound like recovery to me. His behavior in private messages has become increasingly erratic and hostile. He can suddenly switch from affectionate messages to personal insults, apparently without any obvious trigger. I don't know what is causing it, and I'm not qualified to say whether it's mania, a relapse, or something else, but the sudden change in tone is concerning..
 
I agree — it doesn't sound like recovery to me. His behavior in private messages has become increasingly erratic and hostile. He can suddenly switch from affectionate messages to personal insults, apparently without any obvious trigger. I don't know what is causing it, and I'm not qualified to say whether it's mania, a relapse, or something else, but the sudden change in tone is concerning..
I’ve spoken to him on another platform and I have the same response, I’ve done my best to try and help him identify if this is the case as im also worried about him
 
if your mentality ill/manic you should take a very low dosage, so you don't get injection again, that's my opinion.
day 410 i feel a bit better i think?
 
if your mentality ill/manic you should take a very low dosage, so you don't get injection again, that's my opinion.
day 410 i feel a bit better i think?
In the end, I re read all our conversations then I asked him if he was trolling and he deleted his other account.. so im not sure what to make of it, either hes had a switch and it’s come on super strong, catapulting him into obsession or… the account wasnt real i don’t know :(
 
In the end, I re read all our conversations then I asked him if he was trolling and he deleted his other account.. so im not sure what to make of it, either hes had a switch and it’s come on super strong, catapulting him into obsession or… the account wasnt real i don’t know :(
If this happened on Facebook, he probably blocked you. His profile stops appearing once someone adds you to their blocked list. That's what happened to me when I tried to talk to him
 
If this happened on Facebook, he probably blocked you. His profile stops appearing once someone adds you to their blocked list. That's what happened to me when I tried to talk to him
This was on reddit, I tried to explain some of the signs to watch out for as I was worried about him, asked him if he’s feeling okay.. he called me a n*zi and yeah probably blocked me
 
This was on reddit, I tried to explain some of the signs to watch out for as I was worried about him, asked him if he’s feeling okay.. he called me a n*zi and yeah probably blocked me
I thought he was only hostile toward me... He called me “thick-headed,” “stiff-necked,” “stubborn,” and “rebellious,” and compared me to “swine” because I tried to talk to him about the change in his behavior. After that, I told him I wouldn’t let anyone treat me like that, and he blocked me
 
I thought he was only hostile toward me... He called me “thick-headed,” “stiff-necked,” “stubborn,” and “rebellious,” and compared me to “swine” because I tried to talk to him about the change in his behavior. After that, I told him I wouldn’t let anyone treat me like that, and he blocked me
It sucks man he was doing so well, managed to get back to his house and was seemingly doing a lot better.. im gutted for him if he’s really relapsing.. he does genuinely seem like a good dude
 
It sucks man he was doing so well, managed to get back to his house and was seemingly doing a lot better.. im gutted for him if he’s really relapsing.. he does genuinely seem like a good dude
I also think he's a good person. We talked all summer, and during that time I only saw his pleasant side. At the time, he was still taking two antipsychotics, and I advised him to find a good doctor who could help him taper off the medications gradually. But he decided to do it on his own and stopped taking the pills abruptly. Since then, I've noticed a significant change in his behavior. His sleep schedule became disrupted, although he said he felt much better. I can't know for sure, but I wonder if stopping the medication abruptly had something to do with the change
 
I also think he's a good person. We talked all summer, and during that time I only saw his pleasant side. At the time, he was still taking two antipsychotics, and I advised him to find a good doctor who could help him taper off the medications gradually. But he decided to do it on his own and stopped taking the pills abruptly. Since then, I've noticed a significant change in his behavior. His sleep schedule became disrupted, although he said he felt much better. I can't know for sure, but I wonder if stopping the medication abruptly had something to do with the change
P.S. Just for context: he had told me he was having suicidal thoughts and feeling very unwell, and said the medications were making him so sick he couldn’t even take a shower. I suggested he speak to a doctor about reconsidering his treatment. He also insisted his diagnosis was wrong. Now I honestly don’t know what to think...
 
P.S. Just for context: he had told me he was having suicidal thoughts and feeling very unwell, and said the medications were making him so sick he couldn’t even take a shower. I suggested he speak to a doctor about reconsidering his treatment. He also insisted his diagnosis was wrong. Now I honestly don’t know what to think...
He told me the same things and I told him the same things honestly
 
Btw i came in contact with someone who told me it can take 3-4 years to recover from injections and he spoke with at least two people who went trough injections and one recovered after 3 years and the other one after 4 years.

It said to me that paliperidone can last in the body even for 2.5 years and that’s why some people are not recovering..

Idk if this is true but I guess we have to wait and see
 
Btw i came in contact with someone who told me it can take 3-4 years to recover from injections and he spoke with at least two people who went trough injections and one recovered after 3 years and the other one after 4 years.

It said to me that paliperidone can last in the body even for 2.5 years and that’s why some people are not recovering..

Idk if this is true but I guess we have to wait and see
Tbh it seems really random.. depends how it effects you.. last time I could feel nicotine and recovered in 9 months from the anhedonia and anxiety.. this time I feel absolutely nothing, no nocotine and no anxiety and from the people I’ve spoken too it seems like it takes between 12-18 months and I’ve spoken to a hella amount.. but ive also heard of people surpassing that date which fucks me up too, im at 6.2 months off and im walking in circles all day, cant distract myself and spend 99% of my time re reading testimonials.. i can’t talk properly, cant get angry and obviously dont feel any positive emotions or interest in anything.. no motivation.. ive lost my ocd and bipolar traits and im pretty much a vegetable so it’s hard for me to see any form of light at the end of this tunnel yet.. at minimum im hoping something changes in the next 6 months but thats 6 months of nothingness mixed with my parents being pissed off at me for just laying in bed or pacing doing absolutely fuck all with my time.. im so lost mate and I feel like you’re in the same boat but youre 26 months off.. kills me to say it but I don’t see anyway other than just hoping for a better day.. other than that and psychiatrists not listening to a word im saying and they call me delusional for complaining, telling me ‘no one else has these problems’ im at my wits end.. I honestly don’t know if il see Christmas but I keep pushing every day.. it’s a long battle, for all of us
 
Tbh it seems really random.. depends how it effects you.. last time I could feel nicotine and recovered in 9 months from the anhedonia and anxiety.. this time I feel absolutely nothing, no nocotine and no anxiety and from the people I’ve spoken too it seems like it takes between 12-18 months and I’ve spoken to a hella amount.. but ive also heard of people surpassing that date which fucks me up too, im at 6.2 months off and im walking in circles all day, cant distract myself and spend 99% of my time re reading testimonials.. i can’t talk properly, cant get angry and obviously dont feel any positive emotions or interest in anything.. no motivation.. ive lost my ocd and bipolar traits and im pretty much a vegetable so it’s hard for me to see any form of light at the end of this tunnel yet.. at minimum im hoping something changes in the next 6 months but thats 6 months of nothingness mixed with my parents being pissed off at me for just laying in bed or pacing doing absolutely fuck all with my time.. im so lost mate and I feel like you’re in the same boat but youre 26 months off.. kills me to say it but I don’t see anyway other than just hoping for a better day.. other than that and psychiatrists not listening to a word im saying and they call me delusional for complaining, telling me ‘no one else has these problems’ im at my wits end.. I honestly don’t know if il see Christmas but I keep pushing every day.. it’s a long battle, for all of us
keep fighting, I'm just starting to feel 1-5 precent human and 95 precent vegetable after 13.5 months, but even before this i almost couldn't feel dopamine even naturally so i think I'm going to have a really long recovery even up to 24 months.
 
keep fighting, I'm just starting to feel 1-5 precent human and 95 precent vegetable after 13.5 months, but even before this i almost couldn't feel dopamine even naturally so i think I'm going to have a really long recovery even up to 24 months.
Hey ma I spoke to you for a while on Reddit, then your account disapeared what happened? Im really hoping one day I can look back at my messages and think ‘fuck as if I survived that’ but being in this moment in time is just terrifying, ive lost everything from it.. and im losing the little that I have, we go from people that everyone loves to have around to people that get actively avoided.. it’s dog shit mate
 
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