over a week into 10th grade and i fucking hate life

spypilot

spypilot

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i know this shit is normal but i cant fucking take it anymore
especially sober
big problem is my gender dysphoria which is really fucking killing me
i know im probably not gonna get the body of a suburban housewife (though i would be so happy if i did) but i just wanna be comfterable with myself
but yeah ive already talked about that enough
(yes i talk to others about this shit)
so yeah shits not the greatest right now but fuck it maybe shit will change
spypilot
 
I'm sorry to hear you're going through a rough time right now.You're young and there is always hope. I know those words can ring hollow at times, but it's important that you cling on to that.
 
I agree life sucks, there are times I wish I was never born and there are times, I wish I could escape from life and yes sometimes from the living. I’ve come to the conclusion that my feelings and my thoughts change all of the time, if I feel like shit one day, it does not mean I will feel shit all of the times, even though most days might be shit.

For those few and precious days and times I live for because those days are not shit.
 
spypilot said:
i know this shit is normal but i cant fucking take it anymore
especially sober
big problem is my gender dysphoria which is really fucking killing me
i know im probably not gonna get the body of a suburban housewife (though i would be so happy if i did) but i just wanna be comfterable with myself
but yeah ive already talked about that enough
(yes i talk to others about this shit)
so yeah shits not the greatest right now but fuck it maybe shit will change
spypilot
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Hey, not sure if you are a 10th grade teacher or a 10th grade student? Just asking for clarity before I respond 💜
 
spypilot said:
i know this shit is normal but i cant fucking take it anymore
especially sober
big problem is my gender dysphoria which is really fucking killing me
i know im probably not gonna get the body of a suburban housewife (though i would be so happy if i did) but i just wanna be comfterable with myself
but yeah ive already talked about that enough
(yes i talk to others about this shit)
so yeah shits not the greatest right now but fuck it maybe shit will change
spypilot
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this time of life is difficult for everyone, and it's even harder when you're working through complex and difficult problems - I feel for you.

just know that it does get better!

SoCalShordie said:
Hey, not sure if you are a 10th grade teacher or a 10th grade student? Just asking for clarity before I respond 💜
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She's a student

@spypilot sorry I don't think I remember you saying what your pronouns are, hope that's right
 
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