over a week into 10th grade and i fucking hate life

[spypilot]

i know this shit is normal but i cant fucking take it anymore
especially sober
big problem is my gender dysphoria which is really fucking killing me
i know im probably not gonna get the body of a suburban housewife (though i would be so happy if i did) but i just wanna be comfterable with myself
but yeah ive already talked about that enough
(yes i talk to others about this shit)
so yeah shits not the greatest right now but fuck it maybe shit will change
spypilot

 

[BK38]

I'm sorry to hear you're going through a rough time right now.You're young and there is always hope. I know those words can ring hollow at times, but it's important that you cling on to that.

 

[M!$TER-ED]

I agree life sucks, there are times I wish I was never born and there are times, I wish I could escape from life and yes sometimes from the living. I’ve come to the conclusion that my feelings and my thoughts change all of the time, if I feel like shit one day, it does not mean I will feel shit all of the times, even though most days might be shit.

For those few and precious days and times I live for because those days are not shit.