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Meth So i started doing meth again

I've started taking meth less and less over the days. It's too much to bear for a momentary high. My body is going through this mess and it's ageing so much faster, with stomach burns and diarrhea. I wish I can soon overcome my addiction in a healthy way.
 
Sorry to bump this thread again.

Would .1 of meth be equivalent to 100mg dose? Im trying to get a proper medicinal dose going(I always just dump shard in like an ogre)
 
outr4ge89 said:
So i started doing meth again and its not the same as it use to be i think i got dosed with something other than meth i dont think my friend would do that but I get instant anxiety worse than ever and jaw hurts and instant dry mouth when I did it b4 it felt good now it just feels horrible I wish I could explain what im feeling better im kinda worried
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The meth I got 4 years ago was FIRE..... And then I went to jail for a year. Got clean. Started, ok not started but got some and used for a few weeks. I slept every night. But it did not feel the same. It felt like it wore off quickly. I felt kinda heavy. And I used low doses like. .03 .05, . 3 years ago I was doing at least a point (.10)... sometimes half an orange cap and then after about 2 weeks my girl and I were about to have some snuggle time and I got super excited and my heart started racing and then Beating fucked up.
Mind you, in 2004 my heart fucked up before I ever used meth. I had atrial fibrilation which would come and go. I had 3 surgeries to correct it and it did seem to work. After years, I went through a hard time in my life and then meth came into my life. I thought fuck it. Fuck my life anyway, mind you I had already done a ton of opiates and coke and shit before meth but anyway the point is, when I first used meth I would use it every day all day doing shots and shots mixed with heroin and fentanyl and I would shoot like every hour. Sometimes us stay up for 14 days. I had no health issues or scares at that time. I just felt good all the time. Then I got arrested and I thought, my whole life I've pretty much used drugs, I'll try life without them. It was, or is fine I should say. But id like to enjoy myself once in awhile.... So I decided to try meth again. But like I said, it did not feel the same. I tried like 4 different batches and they all made me feel the same and short lived. Is be yawning after a few hours. I didn't have that UP feel good happy motivated firing on all cylinders feeling. Instead... Paranoid, heavy, weird..... And then the day my heart went crazy I stopped.... I mean.... Wtf?? Not sure how a few years ago I was flying high, take a 3 year break did small doses and feel like I'm over ramped and having heart palpations to the point I thought I was going to need to go to the hospital and have more surgeries. Pisses me off. Anyway, I hope you figure out what the problem is. I have a feeling my good times are over though. 44 year old male otherwise very healthy, good BP..... Not overweight. Athletic really.... I'm done crying....for now. Lol
 
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