i did it for decades - although psychosis varied and mostly depended on wds - the depression was real af. anxiety. other shit. i feel for you. it takes a heavy toll and to me was tantamount to torture psychologicaly.
im am glad you could muster the demands it takes but say you have to....
ot:
my day is okay
prepping to go to walmart. its time (i hope not lol).
getting stoned to ready myself so thats nice.
kittens and so i are well.
the sun is out, less smoke - for now - and its breezy and cool. lovely.
plants are growing.
maybe it take some cid befor going?