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drugs that you did and immediately said never again

That's a good opinion to have. Don't let anyone convince you otherwise. Duration is already so low for powder shortening it is just to feel something intense (that could ruin your life)
 
I was already homeless when I slammed the H so didn’t have anywhere to go but up 😂 what started out as me and a buddy/coworker living in our trucks at the beach with our dogs for a few months turned into 3.5 years of drug abuse culminating in a year long IV coke habit. I make good money, can easily afford rent, but back then I was spending every penny on drugs to give you an idea. I would go park outside work some evenings because I’d stay up all night shooting and if I wasn’t there already fat chance I’d even wake up for work

What was the climate like?

Sorry to hear no one was having sex with you, that’s the worst we all just wanna get high and have sex!

I had plenty of sex on and off drugs there. It's a very interesting place. That I didn't that time wasn't much of a loss.

I do not recommend getting as high as I did. Craziest hallucinations I’ve ever had, friends told me I was screaming for help to climb the 5 step staircase. I remember holding on to the rail for dear life as the winds were unraveling me and I was watching my threads spiral down as I disappeared from the feet up as I was unwoven. Very colorful and bright but terrible

As long as you don't jump.
 
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I traded a car for a handful of vials once upon a time, ate an entire cars worth of acid over the next couple months 😏
I was rolling on some Molly at a house party at 17. My boyfriend at the time wanted to go home early and handed me 2 tabs I was supposed to sell for him, to an acquaintance of his. I licked both tabs, then wrapped them back in the foil and sold them. Then I had the most scary and wildly hallucinogenic experience of my life. I think it would be different for me now, but it was scary to me as a teenager. People had like 4 eyes and 2 mouths and there was a giant snake monster thing on the couch.
 
damn I actually quit dph recently
I too did it when nothing else was on the table and if there was other stuff available I still would do it because it was the only thing I could handle being high on during the day besides stims
I mainly did it between 75-250 mg on school days
whenever I cant get a drug now I just do dxm as I found a cvs that doesn't id near my school
What brand?
 
I was rolling on some Molly at a house party at 17. My boyfriend at the time wanted to go home early and handed me 2 tabs I was supposed to sell for him, to an acquaintance of his. I licked both tabs, then wrapped them back in the foil and sold them. Then I had the most scary and wildly hallucinogenic experience of my life. I think it would be different for me now, but it was scary to me as a teenager. People had like 4 eyes and 2 mouths and there was a giant snake monster thing on the couch.
Damn, that sounds like karma for licking them
 
Vinylbital (sodium), 200mg (or was it 250mg?) taken on an empty stomach at once. 10 minutes later and my head feels like twice its size, another 10 minutes and it feels like I've had some kind of stroke, my vision goes dull and dark, and my eyelids feel tight, as though I cannot properly move them. Next thing I know I'm tip toeing to bed, walking in slow motion like someone had whooped me in the head with a brick.

Did this only once. I wouldn't touch it ever again (and I physically can't since it's sitting in landfill after accidental disposal in September 2015 when I moved, I had it for another purpose - autoeuthanasia - not related to sleep or recreational use, but something else entirely, and not even legal at the time in Australia, they only just legalised it recently).

Lead ragdoll knockout power. Oh, and let's not forget the hangover. Must have been the worst one imaginable from barbs. The hangover from this stuff was honestly 2x worse than the 650mg of phenobarbital I tried (with a nip of Bailey's, which in hindsight was NOT a good idea), probably due to the sheer potency of vinylbital which is comparable to Tuinal (a seco/amo barb combo that was popular in Australia in the 70s).

Never had that problem with Seconal. And Nembutal and amobarbital, by comparison, were tame.

Vinylbital. Never again.
 
Aprobarbital (had a couple beers as well). Just heavy sedation, i felt numb like a zombie, zero euphoria or any effects I would describe as pleasant. That is truly the one drug, I've only touched once and have zero desire to try again.

Close 2nd would be ether, but i tried it 3x before I came to the conclusion that it's just awful. What I did enjoy about it was the mental inhibition. In a way I felt like it made me more creative and I was able to have thoughts I just wouldn't think in a normal state of consciousness. It also made me lose ANY filter I had so I feel like I could probably become a mean asshole on it easily. One night I huffed a fair amount like 500mL. I woke up and for entire next day I was burping something that tasted/smelled worse than gasoline. Any effect I enjoyed was vastly outweighed by the ether burps.

I can't even be in same room as it anymore without gagging and I'm a chemist. I'm essentially allergic at this point.

I'm probably* good on the scopalmine containing plants as well.
 
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Yohimbe - made me antsy, vaguely horny, and incredibly nauseous. By far the most lingering nausea I've ever experienced.
Really? I've not heard much good about it, but I've always been a little curious due to it's structural similarity to mitragynine/ibogaine and I like sex enhancing drugs.
 
In the 1960's I was part of a drug study and encountered Ditran, which was an absolutely horrid experience. The hallucinations were terrible and frightening, the headspace was worse.

Do not try this ever!

Ditran
did the drug feel like shit physically causing the bad hallucinations (probably part of headspace what you meant?) or was it just like you were seeing uncool stuff?

did you take any drugs in the study which made you have good hallucinations and vibes with? i was thinking the setting might be why you didn't like ditran, probably just a shit drug though... so did you take anything good? where were you tripping, just like in a medical room, or did they have you outside in nature or something?
 
did the drug feel like shit physically causing the bad hallucinations (probably part of headspace what you meant?) or was it just like you were seeing uncool stuff?

did you take any drugs in the study which made you have good hallucinations and vibes with? i was thinking the setting might be why you didn't like ditran, probably just a shit drug though... so did you take anything good? where were you tripping, just like in a medical room, or did they have you outside in nature or something?
Most of the drugs that we were given were just fine in the same area, but Ditran consistently gave everyone bad trips. It's pretty hard to come by since it is related to the Military incapacitating agent, QNB or BZ. This was used to incapacitate troops in combat. It was designed to be unpleasant and to incapacitate someone.

Maybe you might be the one in a million that might experience it and enjoy it, but I kinda doubt it.
 
Most of the drugs that we were given were just fine in the same area, but Ditran consistently gave everyone bad trips. It's pretty hard to come by since it is related to the Military incapacitating agent, QNB or BZ. This was used to incapacitate troops in combat. It was designed to be unpleasant and to incapacitate someone.

Maybe you might be the one in a million that might experience it and enjoy it, but I kinda doubt it.
no interest in trying it... was just wondering your experience...
 
Truly one and dones:
Ibogaine
IV opiates
Loperamide
Salvia
DPH
Propylhexadrine
Nutmeg
Bupropion (abuse)
Khat


Drugs that I did once and said I would never do again..... but did:
Synthetic cannabinoids
LSA seeds
4-HO-DET
4-HO-PCE
PCP (real old-school Cali shit)
DXM
Kava
Fentanyl
MDPIHP & other pyros
Nifoxipam
Alcohol...

Other than that I've not had any other negative drug experiences, and I've done it all.
 
Really? I've not heard much good about it, but I've always been a little curious due to it's structural similarity to mitragynine/ibogaine and I like sex enhancing drugs.
Yeah... I mean - I was like 17 years old and a knucklehead operating off of the sparse information available on erowid circa 1999/2000....perhaps there's a way to use it effectively but mostly I just found it incredibly unpleasant - YMMV.
 
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