SweetGnome74
Greenlighter
- Joined
- Jun 14, 2020
- Messages
- 14
Howdy, Y'all!
I don't post much but I'm in desperate need of help that I'm only able to get here.
I cannot take methadone or suboxone. They tend to keeel meh.
I'm going thru some fierce WDs from opiates like hydrocodone 10s (12 each time), oxycodone 10s (6 each time), and Tylenol 4 (7 each time).
My mom is ill and I need to be there for her but I've had to change pants and shower 4 times so far today. I'll just let you guess why. Bubble guts are real.
I'm trying to make it thru this alone. Cold Turkey.
I need any and every trick you have to get thru this without feeling worthless, useless (I'm disabled with Chronic pain so i usual feel like that anyway), wanting to not be here anymore (my depression gets so much worse), the sweats, the chills, the headaches, the crying, pooping, puking, foggy head, extra pain, restlessness, and everything else that comes with it makes it very hard to care for other folks.
I need to feel better by noon tomorrow. I know there's no miracle but LITERALLY ANYTHING useful would rocketh my sockeths!
Oh, sleeping tonight would be pretty cool, too.
At my disposal are Xanax, anti-diarrhea meds, Vistiril, Buspar, Gabapentin, Methacarbomal, Ambien... that's about it.
Maybe a little of the Lord's Lettuce.
Do I have any hope???
I don't post much but I'm in desperate need of help that I'm only able to get here.
I cannot take methadone or suboxone. They tend to keeel meh.
I'm going thru some fierce WDs from opiates like hydrocodone 10s (12 each time), oxycodone 10s (6 each time), and Tylenol 4 (7 each time).
My mom is ill and I need to be there for her but I've had to change pants and shower 4 times so far today. I'll just let you guess why. Bubble guts are real.
I'm trying to make it thru this alone. Cold Turkey.
I need any and every trick you have to get thru this without feeling worthless, useless (I'm disabled with Chronic pain so i usual feel like that anyway), wanting to not be here anymore (my depression gets so much worse), the sweats, the chills, the headaches, the crying, pooping, puking, foggy head, extra pain, restlessness, and everything else that comes with it makes it very hard to care for other folks.
I need to feel better by noon tomorrow. I know there's no miracle but LITERALLY ANYTHING useful would rocketh my sockeths!
Oh, sleeping tonight would be pretty cool, too.
At my disposal are Xanax, anti-diarrhea meds, Vistiril, Buspar, Gabapentin, Methacarbomal, Ambien... that's about it.
Maybe a little of the Lord's Lettuce.
Do I have any hope???
