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Miscellaneous Hello I'm back!!!

Took 20 milligrams psilocybin

just confessing
congrats
i dropped half a tab (wanted to take 2 whole) now i gotta wait til the weekend dont know what ill run up on til then, though.
weed
takes a lot of shrooms for me for some reason even with no tolerance

feeling like im just tryin to find me in the madness. so far so good made more headway in two months of fuckin around than ive made in nearly 5 yrs

heard rush was on tour gotta tey to get there idk
 
Now, was it a bad trip, or a difficult but ultimately good trip? You can still make the latter happen, I think. I've had DMT deconstruct me recently after I took it (purposely) a day or two after methcathinone use (I had thrown the remainder of that in the meanwhile). It showed me with pathos how I am treating my body and that was good.
Difficult but ultimately good trip. Thanks for asking.
 
What kinds of doses do you need (in grams) relative to what gets you to roughly the same point with LSD?
im not sure i can equate the two tbh

i would need like 5-8g of golden teacher
maybe a tab of cid

just messin with this stuff since a young lad on a farm and tolerance has not really started settin in
been what 45 years or more
 
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im not sure i can equate the two tbh

i would need like 5-8g of golden teacher
maybe a tab of cid

just messin with this stuff since a young lad on a farm intolerance has not really started settin in
been what 45 years or more
Fascinating, for me it's typically 3.5-5g at most of GTs that would equal a common tab of acid, but I'm also a weirdo dosedemon haha.
 
Wb fellow old bler

Is F&B dead? I really liked that guy

I had had read somewhere in this forum that he past away. I could be wrong I am not 100% sure.

I had also heard he was the guy in the article "Confessions of a Ketamine Chemist" interview published by Vice Magazine in 2011. In that article the guy stated he and amputated limbs and was taking dissociatives for phantom pain and that he invented many research dissociatives, including methoxetamine.

Now I do remember when I was moderator of PD he and the moderator of advanced drug discussion, that he lived in the UK and was on disability. I don't know if it was because of amputated limbs.

I must confess at the time I was jealous of him. He was a very smart guy with knowledge in drug chemistry and pharmacology. I'm a smart guy to but was a rocket scientist. My knowledge of drug chemistry and pharmacology. And because of my immaturity I was jealous of him. I should have admired him instead. I know that now. It took me 60 years or so to grow up. That's my story and I have to be honest about it.

So all the circumstantial evidence he invented methoxetamine. I don't for sure whether he is dead or alive. But whether in this world or another I wish him the best. If he is alive I hope he returns and we hear from him again.
 
I had had read somewhere in this forum that he past away. I could be wrong I am not 100% sure.

His last post was on October 13, 2025. I hope nothing has happened in the meantime.

Welcome back by the way! I'm an old hand here, but I didn't post much in the older days and had an 11 year gap in which I didn't use psychedelics at all.
 
His last post was on October 13, 2025. I hope nothing has happened in the meantime.

Welcome back by the way! I'm an old hand here, but I didn't post much in the older days and had an 11 year gap in which I didn't use psychedelics at all.
OK I see now looking at his postings. He was active till 2014, then went inactive, and the returned in 2020. I just remember lurking here at some time and someone said he was gone.

I will PM him an apology tommorow.
 
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im not sure i can equate the two tbh

i would need like 5-8g of golden teacher
maybe a tab of cid

just messin with this stuff since a young lad on a farm and tolerance has not really started settin in
been what 45 years or more
this need an update:
discovered the shrooms I was getting were not from the earth but a lab. synth.
i felt something was off. no more of that until i find da real deal holyfield. cid on the table, though. ha not today.

will update when/if i find real mushrooms
🤷

✌️
 
not sure to be honest
dude told me that it was chemically treated shrooms that were supposed to mimic the effects of psilocybin. that was enough for me. lol
just trying to get back to earth from many angles and they all seem plastic.
i will keep looking.... 👀
🙏
 
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