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Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v 12

asr0101 said:
When did you guys recover your ability to enjoy videogames for those who enjoyed this hobby prior. It seems impossible to play for more than a few minutes. I have a lot of free time and would hope I could spend it coping while gaming
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It's coming back to me slowly nowadays, after 10 months
 
invegaloner said:
Antipsychotics have negative effects but please don’t tell them that their issues are only because of the meds. That’s just not how it works. They have a dissociative disorder. Antipsychotics don’t treat that and they still have bipolar on top of that.
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How did you diagnose them with bipolar and dissociative disorder?
 
lostsoulowen said:
Overall that list is good don't get me wrong, but i would focus more on getting oral pills first, if it doesn't work and you can't get oral pills in your country then yes you should follow that list.
I feel bad I'm 5 days from 10 months I can't feel dopamine, don't know how long more i can hold on, hope i will survive and get my brain back at 12 or 16 months.
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Have you had any improvements in any other way in the past 10 months? Motivation, drive etc?
 
blanch116 said:
Have you had any improvements in any other way in the past 10 months? Motivation, drive etc?
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Not really. I want to make my teeth white, i bought some stuff from AliExpress, but mostly siting in bed, or playing counterstrike, still disabled
 
Day 211. As expected, the test results are very bad — my whole body is falling apart! Ferritin is extremely low, vitamin D deficiency, high insulin levels, and prolactin is elevated 10 times!! I expected some kind of imbalance, but it seems to have affected multiple areas
 
I started taking abilify 5 mg hoping it might help, but I'm on day 2 and afraid I might have made a mistake :(
 
chima said:
I started taking abilify 5 mg hoping it might help, but I'm on day 2 and afraid I might have made a mistake :(
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Low dose seroquel after third experiment rosenhan on me once in a few days was helpful, total fear of antipsychotics is disabling, brain is neuroplastic to some extent, its the huge doses that are traumatising, it was helping me stabilize while being in extreme anguish from constant fight or flight, but if i would live with loving parents it would not be needed cause i would be feeling safe, 25 mg is the lowest dose 800 mg is maximum, so its like lamp of wine vs 3 litre of vodka
 
chima said:
I started taking abilify 5 mg hoping it might help, but I'm on day 2 and afraid I might have made a mistake :(
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I don't think taking abilify at a low dose will help. After just 2 days of use it's very unlikely to have hindered your recovery though. If you feel you made a mistake you will have no problems stopping it now as your body is not dependent on it, so no withdrawals. Abilify is the last thing your brain and receptors need. Just give it time and let your body heal naturally. Your brain won't go back to homeostasis while taking more antipsychotics, even low dose abilify can induce anhedonia.

I can see why you tried it. Invega leaves many people hopeless and desperate for relief, I was after being injected with it.
 
I'm going through a really hard time with severe stress and anxiety due to a personal situation (long-term harassment). It's affecting my sleep, mood, and recovery progress😞
Has anyone else here dealt with cyberstalking and harassment from an ex-partner? How do you fight back against it? I feel completely broken
 
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Gdvffh said:
I was on a community treatment order. I got injections once a month for a year.

What is your profile picture supposed to be?
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Its two mystics Anandamayi Ma and Paramahansa Yogandanda, they both were experiencing blissful states of conciousness both been virgins and both been healing people with touch, even dying ones. Kundalini awakened in them, so just looking at them makes one empowered
 
InnerReturn said:
I'm going through a really hard time with severe stress and anxiety due to a personal situation (long-term harassment). It's affecting my sleep, mood, and recovery progress😞
Has anyone else here dealt with cyberstalking and harassment from an ex-partner? How do you fight back against it? I feel completely broken
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Report him to the police or have a guy your friends with or dating handle him I guess best of luck
 
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