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what drug are you addicted to or used to be

Nicotine.

Functionally dependent on amphetamine cannabis and alcohol or gaba whatever to varying degrees. I take psychedelics pretty often, probably about once a week atm.

More of a polyuser than addicted to any particular substance.
 
koolman69420 said:
as for me it is dxm and weed and to a lesser extent propylhexedrine
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Was and still is meth. It’s However been really hard to source so now it’s iv cocaine use which is a bigger beast then I thought. I was careful and methodic with iv meth where as this shit hitting myself. Upwards 20x a day and viens are wrecked. Wanting that intense rush coke gives away is worse then crack binges.
 
jsinger said:
Was and still is meth. It’s However been really hard to source so now it’s iv cocaine use which is a bigger beast then I thought. I was careful and methodic with iv meth where as this shit hitting myself. Upwards 20x a day and viens are wrecked. Wanting that intense rush coke gives away is worse then crack binges.
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iv heard from a few people benzedrex can help taper off and still give you some of that familiarity and can also help some wd
 
I drink beer and smoke weed daily. But it's also not something i reach to first thing in the morning.
 
Just nicotine right now, occasionally periods of caffeine.
Used to be a poly addict consisting of cannabis and stimulants pretty much daily, dissos about 3 - 5x per week and alcohol and whatever other misc drug went around maybe 2 - 4x per week, also psychedelics as often as my tolerance allowed for it. Glad to leave that in the past 🙂
 
jsinger said:
Was and still is meth. It’s However been really hard to source so now it’s iv cocaine use which is a bigger beast then I thought. I was careful and methodic with iv meth where as this shit hitting myself. Upwards 20x a day and viens are wrecked. Wanting that intense rush coke gives away is worse then crack binges.
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Oh yes. Cocine IV”d grabs a hold on you. It’ds the best there I ever is and will be.

I was going to try Mephedrone IV’d but I thoiught better of it
 
i have anxiety with out drugs so it's pretty shit when i don't get to smoke weed.

i drink a lot of coffee and get physically addicted to it, but i can be fine going with out it. i just feel really tired and get a headache for a day or two when i don't have it and then i'm fine again if i have weed.

i'm really not sure how addicted i was to other drugs.. i was pretty unhealthy going from stimulants on work days to drinking alcohol on my days off when i used to have to work, and then i got hit by a car and the lifestyle stressed my back out too much so i had to stop.
 
Addicted? More like a habitual pill taker. That was when I was self-destructing with no desire to feel.
 
I never in a million years thought it would come this far, but my cocaine use is concearning, to say at the least. Allthough I am well aware of the path that I am on, I can’t put a hold on it. When the thought of using crosses my mind, even for a second, I am helpless…

Still functioning normally, work, kids, household… so nobody notices.

It has become my coping mechanism tot deal with my adhd.
 
koolman69420 said:
as for me it is dxm and weed and to a lesser extent propylhexedrine
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In the past, alcohol (very, very badly), benzodiazepines and I guess amphetamines*

Currently opioids and gabapentinoids. Oh and Nicotine. And Caffeine. I'd say SSRI's too as I've been on one for 16 years and I I go right back to being literally suicidal within 4-5 days if I were to not have it. I also get these weird feelings like when you mildly electrocute yourself but in my BRAIN.


*amphetamine is a weird grey area for me. I took it multiple times a day, every day for months at a time...but becase I had anorexia and it made me never wanna eat. I also don't get withdrawal from stimulants? Any time I have had to stop even after taking high doses throughout the day every single day for months and months...generally I have an extreme need to sleep (like, I couldn't stay awake if I wanted)...end up sleeping like 36 hours straight without even waking for the bathroom or water...but then I'm 100% normal after that sleep. No cravings, no depression, no exhaustion etc.
 
Dutchie007 said:
I never in a million years thought it would come this far, but my cocaine use is concearning, to say at the least. Allthough I am well aware of the path that I am on, I can’t put a hold on it. When the thought of using crosses my mind, even for a second, I am helpless…

Still functioning normally, work, kids, household… so nobody notices.

It has become my coping mechanism tot deal with my adhd.
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oh wow i thought only drug addict 9 year olds used this site
 
I am addicted to cannabis ATM.

Additionally, I have been addicted to:

Nicotine
Benzos
Heroin
Buprenorphine
Cocaine
Amphetamine

I think that might be it. I mean, I have been dependent on other drugs previously to the point of experiencing withdrawals (e.g. oxycodone) but not sufficiently to group them with the ones above.
 
ions said:
I drink beer and smoke weed daily. But it's also not something i reach to first thing in the morning.
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just because your not feinding from the second you wake up doesn't mean you cant be cripplingly addicted sometimes just knowing its there keeps you sane
 
If I'm honest with myself, nicotine. But I was happy with prescribed nicotine patches so I suspect the reason may be to offset the sedation produced by the opioids and benzodiazepines I am prescribed. I'm addicted to neither, but without one I cannot walk, without the other I have seizures.

Is walking and not having seizures an addiction?

Long, long ago I lost a year by the simple expedient of drinking two bottles of gin each day along with 4 pints of Guinness. If anyone considers the latter two an odd mix, the reason is simple, my tipple was 'Dog Noses'. My own twist was just to alter it so it was ⅓ pint gin, ⅔ pint Guinness with fresh grated nutmeg and demerera sugar (Muscovado was hard to obtain). So six pints a day.

In retrospect I was lucky in that I had no need to hide what I was doing or to lie about it. I just needed to deal with other things and I still maintain that it was the bottle or the noose and my logic was that I may as well try the former before the latter and see what fate brought.
 
I am a junkie through and through. I require opioids just to get out bed in the morning. I'm on kratom now because I can buy it over the counter and don't have to deal with junkie and dealer bullshit to get my fix. Don't have to worry about where my next fix is coming from. Recently I've started taking those 7-ho and pseudo tablets from time to time. If I do it just right sometimes I can get close to a proper nod.

It fucking sucks. I can't sleep more than about 5-6 hours because if I do I'll go into withdrawals and sweat so horribly it turns the sheets the same color as the kratom. I guess all the tanins come out of your system that way. Its also ruined my hair. My hair is birttle now and it breaks and falls out easily.

Aside from feeding my monkey I'm hooked on nicotine very badly. I make my own cigarettes with a machine to stuff the tubes. I pay $10 a week for what amounts to carton and a half of cigarettes. Since they're so cheap I smoke them constantly. I've turned into a chain smoker just like my mother.

I love a lot of other types of drugs. But when it comes to what I require daily it's kratom and tobacco all day every day. The first thing I do when I wake up drenched in sweat from withdrawal is toss and wash about 5-10 grams of kratom (I eye ball it) and once it's done I have my cigarette. I've always been a smoke as soon as I get up kind of person.

I honestly hate it. I really want to quit taking kratom because I've been on it for years now and I know it's terrible for my over all health. I'm pretty sure it's the reason why I got a kidney stone last year since the stone was the same color as the kratom. I just can't find a free week to deal with the withdrawals in private since I've managed to hide the habit from my family. They know I used to be hooked on pills bad but they don't know I started buying kratom over the counter 5-6 years ago.

I also think the kratom is causing my hair and beard to turn white prematurely.

I miss having a connection for morphine. Morphine is the best opioid I've ever done and I've done most everything. Oxymorphone is a close second but morphine is great. I love morphine dreams. I love the histamine reaction. I love the feeling of warmth. I miss it so much.

I've never injected anything and never had anything good when I was at the ER. Even with my kidney stone they wouldn't push morphine. I want to expereince IV morphine before I die.
 
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