autism coping

[siipirikko]

I've been thinking about drugs to help with coping with autism for long. Weed seems to be the easiest solution (&mostly working with basically everyone i know). However, i also got an absolite of an ass persistant anxiety/panic disorder and very much present movement based nausea, as well as an abismally low tolerance to literally any drug (talking even aspirin/other over the counter meds). A single tiny puff of weed gets me insanely high, two and i'll be throwing up for hours. Taking 15mg of aderral (i also have diagnosed adhd, just wildly sensetive to drugs of any kind) for 3 or more days lauches a manic episode. I can't bear normal life so i drink any time i'm not w my girlfriend.

Kratom seems perfect for me. Every time i've went abroad to places that sold it cheap, i got a bunch n smuggled it in my coultry(where it's illegal). I would use it every day to simply cope with being here and working, doing simple tasks and excisting. I'm on 300mg venlafaxin/efexor and 25mg ketipinor a day+melatonin for sleep, but when me n my gf were on a trip to germany i had to detox so we got kratom to ease my insane anxiety and it was an absolute miracle. only kratom was enought for everything. I've never felt so good and less anxious as on kratom, not as like a high or anything, just like i could do stuff. We smuggled some back home for me and taking some before major outings and before sleep seems to increase my quality of life insanely much.

Since kratom works on opioid receptors, i was thinking if any of you have any suggestions on drugs i could actually get high on w/o the nausea and insane anxiety? I'm an alcoholic so clearly more drawn towards downers.

I used to take overdoses od ssri meds as well as starve myself w alcohol to get max effects of the "high" of alcohol, but i'm scared to try anything else since i seem to mostly react with instant nausea.(+seretonin syndrome isn't too fun to deal with)

 

[paranoid android]

I read that MDMA shows some promise in treating autism but theres that mania risk if even a low dose of amphetamine can do it to you. Kratom could maybe help but in higher doses it can be pretty habit forming. Any stronger opiates are just going to have worse wd effects ive been there you dont really want that

Jesus dude dont od on sssri's that wont boost alcohol effects. Also starving yourself and drinking is not good at all.

I would say get some indica weed or hash which is usually a indica. They work good for anxiety

 

[siipirikko]

I read that MDMA shows some promise in treating autism but theres that mania risk if even a low dose of amphetamine can do it to you. Kratom could maybe help but in higher doses it can be pretty habit forming. Any stronger opiates are just going to have worse wd effects ive been there you dont really want that

Jesus dude dont od on sssri's that wont boost alcohol effects. Also starving yourself and drinking is not good at all.

I would say get some indica weed or hash which is usually a indica. They work good for anxiety

hash has had pretty identical effects as weed in general for me,, it's good i(as well as general weed) in really low doses but unfortunately the insane body high it causes for me makes nausea tenfold. My gf (who also has autism n adhd) has tried basically everything ex stuff like fent n tranc so shes been a pretty good info source. Thinking of trying ketamine (that she has rn in stash, tried n didn't like it too much).

 

[siipirikko]

hash has had pretty identical effects as weed in general for me,, it's good i(as well as general weed) in really low doses but unfortunately the insane body high it causes for me makes nausea tenfold. My gf (who also has autism n adhd) has tried basically everything ex stuff like fent n tranc so shes been a pretty good info source. Thinking of trying ketamine (that she has rn in stash, tried n didn't like it too much).

complaining of bodyhighs and talking abt taking ket seems pretty stupid but based on info i've heard from close ppl in low doses it could possibly be pretty good

 

[siipirikko]

I read that MDMA shows some promise in treating autism but theres that mania risk if even a low dose of amphetamine can do it to you. Kratom could maybe help but in higher doses it can be pretty habit forming. Any stronger opiates are just going to have worse wd effects ive been there you dont really want that

Jesus dude dont od on sssri's that wont boost alcohol effects. Also starving yourself and drinking is not good at all.

I would say get some indica weed or hash which is usually a indica. They work good for anxiety

MDMA was on my mind for a long time before realising the risk of mania i have also, i have a lot of manic illnesses like scitziphrenia and other personality disorders in close family so feels pretty risky

 

[washingtonbound]

I have similar diagnoses and weed and kratom have been horrible for me. Kratom causes extreme agitation, and weed causes me to lose my grip on reality. I don't really think drugs are helpful for those who have both autism and schizophrenic traits especially. I was in a similar position looking for that "perfect drug," and it just messed my health up further. The best thing is probably finding a doctor you trust, which is easier said than done as I currently don't talk to one either. Applied mindfulness and exercise can help although I find it underwhelming. Comedowns from drugs are worse though, especially as you get older.

 

[fuckabout89]

I read that MDMA shows some promise in treating autism but theres that mania risk if even a low dose of amphetamine can do it to you. Kratom could maybe help but in higher doses it can be pretty habit forming. Any stronger opiates are just going to have worse wd effects ive been there you dont really want that

Jesus dude dont od on sssri's that wont boost alcohol effects. Also starving yourself and drinking is not good at all.

I would say get some indica weed or hash which is usually a indica. They work good for anxiety

Yeah if I manage to use Amphetamines moderation I cans socialize pretty well and feel good while doing it which makes it easier. Weed helps a bit too and alcohol.