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🤝 Cultural 🤝 What Was Your Morning Fix v. Hit The Bottle & Go Right To The Rock

Ddeeee said:
Ugh I Get a bit bored of this thread because it seems I am always posting the same thing but here we go.

Was up all night because I had a bad feeling something was gonna happen like someone was gonna kick down my door or something and my neighbor's has a cat that likes to climb the flimsy creaky fence and a couple cars coming and going so Ive been on in bed but on edge all night.. sleeping next to my shank which I do every night.

Anyway.. was smoking a lot of tt raw (choco chip h the expensive uk heroin) all night to try and relax and a few cheap ciggaretes listening to a few podcasts(and pausing every 10-20minutes when I heard a noise) I thought I was finally dropping off an hour or so ago but no good so even though I dont like smoking much heroin before going sleep because I think its a waste I am probably gonna break off a little more tt and hopefully get a bit more relaxed. I didn't do any exercise today or go gym so I have some catching up to do later.
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May I ask what's causing the paranoia?
 
massive pain in my bladder from a procedure i had on friday to try and lower the permanent bladder pain i have from ketamine abuse.( it made it worse instead of helped)

so 40 mg methadone
40 mg valium

starting to feel some relief coming.

really would like to get some fentanyl but the stuff on the street feels like it’s mixed with poison, we’re talking nail pounded into you forehead type headaches. tests clean for like 7 different strip tests too showing only fent.
 
Ddeeee said:
Was up all night because I had a bad feeling something was gonna happen like someone was gonna kick down my door or something and my neighbor's has a cat that likes to climb the flimsy creaky fence and a couple cars coming and going so Ive been on in bed but on edge all night.. sleeping next to my shank which I do every night.
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Not trying to sound pedantic or like an asshole or anything, but even when I lived in really violent ghettos where mfers would fall through my bedroom window into my bed with me while on too much spice, I still slept sound, I just kept a knife with me at every second (like you seem to). Is there some reason that this sort of thing keeps you up at night?
 
sorry to go off topic btw.

Just some smack thats supposed to be tt and i think it mostly is.. but my normal guys stuff is way better the speckles are more pronounced but this stuff i got now dont have as strong taste or kick even tho it looks the same although it defo gets the job done.

just smoking smack until i hopefully pass out as I have to be up early tomo. I smoked yesterday and just slouched about all day but I did manage to get some exercise in.. I didn't get up until mid afternoon today.. and ain't done f.a. I hate living like this I really do I hate smack but I just can't stop taking it even though I hate it with every fibre of my being.. I am watching some former heroin addicts who are streaming on youtube and theirs also a sick prison channel jay williams it's a shame their ain't more people like him thats what all you kids need a good role model.
 
Ddeeee said:
this guy is good to.


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Hmm.. Listened to the end and I'd say for the last question I'm pretty sure it wouldn't work (on me fs, but also in general - imo)...

OT:
3,3 g red Kratom,
25 mg dph,
Being stable with the dose but annoyed of the symptoms in between, so thinking of switching to a single higher dose tomorrow... I really wish there was a proper tapering guide for Kratom (there might be one, but I didn't find it yet)
 
Mushoku_Sensei said:
So far today:
75 mg Pregabalin ( daily by now so tryna keep it low)
25 mg dph
5,4 g red Kratom.
Decided to keep the option for 1,6 g later without exceeding the 7 g for my inner peace..😅
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red kratom nice I miss that stuff use to be easy to get good stuff before crakdown


coffee 2 mc muffins for breaky

now im having a few lines and then a fag, and then probs gonna go sleep.

if anyone remembers me saying I got some 'tt' off someone who ain't my main guy and I said this tt didn't seem to be as good or have the same kick but last night I was smoking it and next thing I know im gouched in bed for probs 1-2 hours dribbling like a mong then I woke up smoked a fag and went back under. my mate rang me outside and poor guy waited 20 min I don't like keeping people waiting but when im gouging I lose track of time, anyway since then I have been smoking it in bigger doses but can't seem to catch another nod off it..

Luckily the big man is back and I had some proper tt yesterday now im smoking the 1to1 but to be perfectly honest this guys 1to1 is on par with most peoples tt its the proper afghan rock stuff with that real pungent earth taste that as soon as you taste it you know you got the good stuff. I am so happy he is back.. gonna chill for a bit and then hop on the ps5 I can't stop eating yesterday and today, I guess because of all the exercise I been doing, I am up to almost 50 press ups per rep now but need to rest today and make refuel. And chill x
 
Woke up at 4 a.m. again after 4 hours of sleep 💀 - no more sleeping with weed alone! It just doesn't last long enough... And feeling tired obviously is not an argument either 😮‍💨
WD is much lighter now compared to the weeks before, mainly teary eyes and bone pain... But no sleep is really a no go...
Didn't wait until 6 am today, so:
50 mg dph
6 g red Kratom
600 mg Acetylcystein
Vaped nicotine
 
Hi Blueworld!
Today I erred a bit and smoked a couple bowls of meth. The thing is I don't feel bad about it, and I'm having a good time, I just recognize that in the future I will need to use different strategies to avoid using it. On the plus side, I was actually around fentanyl and didn't smoke a hit! I am quite proud of that. I know that avoiding it in my environment would be best of all but one of my good friends (who is going through a difficult time in life) smokes, so I cannot quite avoid it entirely. I just gotta be strong.

Also in the pharmaceutical soup that has been my day:
150 mg methadone
2400 mg gabapentin
25(?) mg DMT...not enough to blast off but enough to see the hieroglyphics on the walls.

Hope everyone is doing great and being safe. Love and light!
 
Hi. Have not been here for a while-ile geeks!

But alas it was again, wicked pure organic ganja dabbed vaporized as efficiently cleanly as can.


Every day 5-15 different unique, fully termed up high THC flower strains, flexibly.


Today rocked 15 big dabs about 9 seperate pots, or “flavours” they say safely now lol.


Entourage! Plus they ask me, my friends, and it IS a very apt question- “But how do you choose?”

Confessedly with upto 65 different distinct organic perfectly cured/kept flower strains, well I have my say, top 10-20

So I don’t fuss it lol just rotate selections at choice and use flipping all of them in bits and pieces like.

Was variety not always the spice?



This Saturday evening though after recouping, I vaporized Melonade Exotic Herb, strong greenhouse Sangria (stinks like Starburst!)

Strawberry Lemonade/Platinum Runtz combo.

And lush Peanut Butter Breath flower.


Also dabbed Rainbow Runtz Badder, Ice Cream Cake crumble twice, Sunset Sherbert Crumble.


V v high anyhow!
 
Yaay! The thread is alive! 😁
As the day before yesterday had me in the worst backpain since quite a while, decided to split doses again, yesterday, and since that left me in low mood all day and still waking up with diarrhea - trying to step down again to:
25 mg dph
75 mg Pregabalin
5 g red Kratom
600 mg Acetylcysteine

By now I know the worst day after a step down is only due on the second day, so we'll see about that... But as @Psychlone Jack put it: I was never stable on any dose, so might as well push it a bit... This is by far the lowest I've been since fully switching to Kratom in January, so I'm just as proud as I'm scared of it... Yesterday's wrecked mood is nothing I'd want to deal with for weeks, so might have to go a bit slower from here.. Carefully curious how it's gonna go... 🙏😖🙏
 
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