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Desperate trying to manage my diphenhydramine use

spypilot

spypilot

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a few weeks ago i was daily dosing 150-200 milligrams once sometimes twice daily
last week i brought myself down to 100 mg morning nothing more than that with a redose of 75 mg in the afternoon
now im trying to bring myself down to 75 in the morning and 75 in the afternoon
im gonna stay at this dose until i can get something better to use
im gonna pick up some propylhexedrine from my friends house as my 12 pack of benzedrex arrived there yesterday night
with the ppx im gonna do 1/3 to half a cotton stick per day to stretch out the stuff across half a month to a month
 
paranoid android said:
Dude if you keep using benadryl you will get dementia. It's horrible shit. Seriously get some weed instead
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im trying to get off it but i cant just quit cold turkey
plus i kinda do have to thank it a bit
i would not have been able to make some of my paintings, some of my best i would say if not for a couple benadryl
im currently trying to move my use primarily over to dextromethorphan and propylhexedrine
 
also i fucking hate weed
all it really does for me is it temporarily lowers my iq and makes shitty music sound a little bit less shit and makes good music sound mediocre
i really cannot stress how there are much better drugs out there than weed, the last time i smoked a joint and tried to paint it looked like a baby made it, ive spent years perfecting my art skills and i use substances a lot to help me do that and people always tell me weed helps when all it makes me want to do is put down the brush and eat fucking chicken nuggets and fall asleep
i used to smoke weed, i used to somewhat like it and guess what, now i cant fucking run, i need 2-3 benzedrex in order to run for more than 10 seconds cuz my lungs are fucked, maybe dph will fuck me up but weed already did exactly that
 
Well, weed affects different people differently. Always heightened good music for me.

But get off the diphenhydramine asap. I'm not sure propylhexedrine is a good move tbh. Your just gonna end up feeling shitty.
 
BadBoy377 said:
Well, weed affects different people differently. Always heightened good music for me.

But get off the diphenhydramine asap. I'm not sure propylhexedrine is a good move tbh. Your just gonna end up feeling shitty.
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propylhexedrine atleast wont be as lethal and i dont really feel shitty on it
propylhexedrine is the main reason im able to balance school and art and drug use
like i got all A's and B's from this shit
 
you should really stay away from those types of stims too, its probably doing you more bad than good. You likely are just counterbalancing the dph with it, you very likely dont need it once your off that. If you really cant go without stims and a adhd script is out of the question you can always chose one of the many legal far safer stims, like the racetams or modanafil.

starting a dph taper already is great to hear tho, good job
 
also, dont ever get into the idea that your drug use enables your art, terrible fucking cycle to be caught in, its good to be inspired and use them, but not rely on it for that, can really fuck you
 
spypilot said:
propylhexedrine atleast wont be as lethal and i dont really feel shitty on it
propylhexedrine is the main reason im able to balance school and art and drug use
like i got all A's and B's from this shit
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Aye?

Well good luck with the Benadryl detox, mate. Hopefully you'll feel better soon.
 
Featherfall said:
you should really stay away from those types of stims too, its probably doing you more bad than good. You likely are just counterbalancing the dph with it, you very likely dont need it once your off that. If you really cant go without stims and a adhd script is out of the question you can always chose one of the many legal far safer stims, like the racetams or modanafil.

starting a dph taper already is great to hear tho, good job
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How do you find modafinil. Wasn't overly impressed tbh. Maybe shit Indian tabs though. Pure Adrafinil powder seemed better but perhaps I was just being more generous with the dosing...
 
BadBoy377 said:
How do you find modafinil. Wasn't overly impressed tbh. Maybe shit Indian tabs though. Pure Adrafinil powder seemed better but perhaps I was just being more generous with the dosing...
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Sadly havent gotten to test it yet, but it seems of what i read and saw others say pretty decent, the US military uses it as its stim of choice. It almost certainly is better for you than extracted propylhexedrine tho. Anything to euphoric and methy always becomes a little worrysome, esp. when used recreationally
 
Featherfall said:
Sadly havent gotten to test it yet, but it seems of what i read and saw others say pretty decent, the US military uses it as its stim of choice. It almost certainly is better for you than extracted propylhexedrine tho. Anything to euphoric and methy always becomes a little worrysome, esp. when used recreationally
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Both of those stims sound horrible. Ill just stick to ritalin or dexies i think
 
Featherfall said:
Sadly havent gotten to test it yet, but it seems of what i read and saw others say pretty decent, the US military uses it as its stim of choice. It almost certainly is better for you than extracted propylhexedrine tho. Anything to euphoric and methy always becomes a little worrysome, esp. when used recreationally
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who said i was extracting
i parachute that shit
not the best method but atleast im not drinking lavender
 
spypilot said:
who said i was extracting
i parachute that shit
not the best method but atleast im not drinking lavender
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thats even worse, please try to find another stim you enjoy/helps you, theres endless lists of grey market ones that are much safer. I reccomend going direction of nootropic types. Anything but that really though
 
spypilot said:
im trying to get off it but i cant just quit cold turkey
plus i kinda do have to thank it a bit
i would not have been able to make some of my paintings, some of my best i would say if not for a couple benadryl
im currently trying to move my use primarily over to dextromethorphan and propylhexedrine
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spypilot said:
also i fucking hate weed
all it really does for me is it temporarily lowers my iq and makes shitty music sound a little bit less shit and makes good music sound mediocre
i really cannot stress how there are much better drugs out there than weed, the last time i smoked a joint and tried to paint it looked like a baby made it, ive spent years perfecting my art skills and i use substances a lot to help me do that and people always tell me weed helps when all it makes me want to do is put down the brush and eat fucking chicken nuggets and fall asleep
i used to smoke weed, i used to somewhat like it and guess what, now i cant fucking run, i need 2-3 benzedrex in order to run for more than 10 seconds cuz my lungs are fucked, maybe dph will fuck me up but weed already did exactly that
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curious to see this benadryl painting and any other paintings you have. i saw some of what looked like abstract computer work you did in another thread and i was wondering if you painted at all... can you draw? is your icon one of your cartoons? do you have an online portfolio?... at least link that benadryl painting you are proud of if you can.

did you envision it before you painted it and it came out real well, or was it just unplanned and you enjoy the way it came out.
 
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