Almost ready to be done

[katnipvortex]

Guys I think I'm about to get sober completely I'm thinking about doing one less small bag as a goodbye and staying sober after that. I used to be a daily methamphetamine user and I cut down to about a week a month and now I am ready to as I said get the last bag and be done. It's so weird. But I don't feel like I can quit without that last bag because the last time I used I didn't get to enjoy my high because me and my boyfriend got a great big fight and I ended up throwing the pipe lol

 

[streaM Freak]

Guys I think I'm about to get sober completely I'm thinking about doing one less small bag as a goodbye and staying sober after that. I used to be a daily methamphetamine user and I cut down to about a week a month and now I am ready to as I said get the last bag and be done. It's so weird. But I don't feel like I can quit without that last bag because the last time I used I didn't get to enjoy my high because me and my boyfriend got a great big fight and I ended up throwing the pipe lol

This is a really interesting concept, and I know what you mean. If you have a solid plan for getting sober and are honest with yourself about your reasons for wanting to quit - having these things sorted out, regardless of what your personal answers are, are good predictors or success in my experience.

It's great to hear that you are motivated to tackle life sober. Its not easy at first but if pays off.

 

[katnipvortex]

I'm not 100% sure about my motivation to quit but I really feel like my medication is right because when I am sober and on my medication proper I am back to myself which I love and I'm pretty excited about that and honestly the legality thing is a big motivator LOL

 

[Axemancometh]

I'm not 100% sure about my motivation to quit but I really feel like my medication is right because when I am sober and on my medication proper I am back to myself which I love and I'm pretty excited about that and honestly the legality thing is a big motivator LOL

Perhaps you would benefit from a psychedelic microdose? It's helped some of my friends with their addictions.

 

[M!$TER-ED]

You have always been in control of your use, although you may not have realized how much control you truly have or had. You have a plan, that's good, however your use has always been your decision.

 

[katnipvortex]

I would if I knew where and how to get it but I think I can be satisfied with a proper goodbye. When I used to use daily, I controlled how much I did (until I wasn't working and my boyfriend controlled my use lmao) I would try the psychedelic micro dose but I don't know how to get or do it lol

 

[katnipvortex]

Oops I said that twice

 

[thatmf]

So you ready to quit now?