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Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v 12

InnerReturn said:
I understand what you’re saying, but from what I’ve read, the brain is actually capable of adapting and recovering over time. It has this ability to change and rebalance itself, even after strong influences. For example, people can recover functions even after a stroke, which shows how flexible the brain can be
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Let’s see what happen, even if 21 months after the harm i’am still disabled.
 
InnerReturn said:
Just today I read the story of a guy who recovered from antipsychotics after 6 years. I'm not saying this to give false hope. I just thought you should know that recovery can take a very long time, but it's not impossible
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Yeah let’s lose 6 years of life like if it’s ok and something to underestimate. Like yeah they put me on a consciousness distortion at 28 and i will wake up at 34.

Like if I have 10 lifes left to life so who cares if i lose 6 years?
 
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
Yeah let’s lose 6 years of life like if it’s ok and something to underestimate. Like yeah they put me on a consciousness distortion at 28 and i will wake up at 34.

Like if I have 10 lifes left to life so who cares if i lose 6 years?
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I hope the son of who did this to me will born dead or with 4 legs, 6 arms and two heads, i hope who did this to me fall in love with someone who will cheat the shit out of him and drove him crazy.

If I only have q chance to be in the same room with who did this to me for 10 minutes, man..
 
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
Yeah let’s lose 6 years of life like if it’s ok and something to underestimate. Like yeah they put me on a consciousness distortion at 28 and i will wake up at 34.

Like if I have 10 lifes left to life so who cares if i lose 6 years?
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it really feels unfair to lose that much time, and it’s not something small at all. I didn’t mean it like that. I just meant that even if it takes time, it doesn’t mean you’re stuck like this forever. Maybe focusing on small changes over time could help… even tiny improvements can mean something
Also, something that has helped me personally is talking to AI tools like ChatGPT, DeepSeek and Grok— just describing all the symptoms, even small ones, and trying to understand what might be going on. It’s not a perfect solution, but sometimes it can give a bit of clarity
 
InnerReturn said:
it really feels unfair to lose that much time, and it’s not something small at all. I didn’t mean it like that. I just meant that even if it takes time, it doesn’t mean you’re stuck like this forever. Maybe focusing on small changes over time could help… even tiny improvements can mean something
Also, something that has helped me personally is talking to AI tools like ChatGPT, DeepSeek and Grok— just describing all the symptoms, even small ones, and trying to understand what might be going on. It’s not a perfect solution, but sometimes it can give a bit of clarity
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I’am not upsed with you, i’am angry because of what they did to me, they fucking bastards hope they all have what they deserve. I pray to Allah to avenge me. I pray to god or even to the karma to avenge me.

Anyways ChatGPT told me it may take 9-11 months to recover, then reached that point it told me it may take 15-18 months, reached that point it said it may take 24-30 months.
 
Pretty Green said:
Please hang on people. I’m 19 months now and recovered and getting married today. What hurts me the most about this whole journey is my beautiful friend Vamsi not holding on. I miss him so much and think of him everyday. It will get better and it feels like it won’t but it does. I promise. Please hold on. I told myself I would talk to anyone losing hope. My number if anyone is not seeing the light and needs some help or reassurance that the darkness will lift and you can regain what it is like to feel human.
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I think about him everyday. He was so young.
 
Bollocks to that! ... you got way more fight in you (if you can hate trump, as much as you can hate losing the will to live because the latter, is worse) ; you can do it. Save your fight for yourself.💪💜

 
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InnerReturn said:
I understand what you’re saying, but from what I’ve read, the brain is actually capable of adapting and recovering over time. It has this ability to change and rebalance itself, even after strong influences. For example, people can recover functions even after a stroke, which shows how flexible the brain can be
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Absolutely fact, it doesn't mean 100% but neurogenesis occurs - just need support with nourishingdiet, exercise (O2) & a low stress; mild stimulation environment that supports it. 💜
 


Know these YT (people plugging their books are annoying; also "you need sleep" bs - when you can't etc) but there are some genuine nuggets in there 😉
 
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RisperdalConsta50mg said:
I definetely have NIDS because it’s what happen after a the exposure to the toxin, the brain’s receptors change in expression (Numbers and sensitivity), every receptors targeted by this toxin change his expression, and because of that the NIDS occour until every receptors go to his former setup.

But since changing the receptors expression in someone’s brain is something EXTREMELY unnatural, the brain it’s not programmed to return to his former self because nothing in the nature will change the expression of receptors inside the brain and the brain cannot re write itself because this is far Beyond the biology.
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The fact that you can type in complete sentences/paragraphs - means you're fine. You're self-perception is askew. This, you can work on! Am wondering if you have ASD?🤔
 
...you tell me, how's your recovery going mate? Would be good to share what is/not working on here - how getting off Invega intersects with ASD, from your perspective?
 
Asclepius said:
...you tell me, how's your recovery going mate? Would be good to share what is/not working on here - how getting off Invega intersects with ASD, from your perspective?
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before invega i had exceptional creativity, my mind could connect dots over multiple disciplines, i used to think profoundly about many topics, my memory was excellent, i was an extremely driven perfectionist, i had anxiety and adhd but they were not as severe as it is now. These and other symptoms improved in the past 9 months but i am still not the person i used to be. It seems like all my ideas and knowledge stopped where they were at the time of injections. Some people indicated that recovery continues for up to 2 or 3 years, so i am hoping i will gain most of all of my old self back gradually. My autistic brain was my super power and it seems invega blunted most of it.
**** also i was more in touch with my prefrontal cortex before invega..executive functioning was impaired by invega, also the ability to deal with people rationally was impaired by invega. Invega does infact disrupt the connection to prefrontal cortex.
 
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RisperdalConsta50mg said:
I definetely have NIDS because it’s what happen after a the exposure to the toxin, the brain’s receptors change in expression (Numbers and sensitivity), every receptors targeted by this toxin change his expression, and because of that the NIDS occour until every receptors go to his former setup.

But since changing the receptors expression in someone’s brain is something EXTREMELY unnatural, the brain it’s not programmed to return to his former self because nothing in the nature will change the expression of receptors inside the brain and the brain cannot re write itself because this is far Beyond the biology.
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Is that your personal opinion or did you learn it through a source?

By the way, have you considered ketamine therapy? Or amphetamines? ... i dont know the risks involved but ijust read a storyof someone who felt lobotomized by abilify injections and ketamine infusion therapy helped her.
 


Job 42:10
“After Job had prayed for his friends, the Lord restored his fortunes and gave him twice as much as he had before.”

Keep strong guys!
 
anonymoususer777 said:
before invega i had exceptional creativity, my mind could connect dots over multiple disciplines, i used to think profoundly about many topics, my memory was excellent, i was an extremely driven perfectionist, i had anxiety and adhd but they were not as severe as it is now. These and other symptoms improved in the past 9 months but i am still not the person i used to be. It seems like all my ideas and knowledge stopped where they were at the time of injections. Some people indicated that recovery continues for up to 2 or 3 years, so i am hoping i will gain most of all of my old self back gradually. My autistic brain was my super power and it seems invega blunted most of it.
**** also i was more in touch with my prefrontal cortex before invega..executive functioning was impaired by invega, also the ability to deal with people rationally was impaired by invega. Invega does infact disrupt the connection to prefrontal cortex.
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Were you administered it for psychosis, or? Assuming you've been on it less than 2 years? Have you told your consultant this (are they trustworthy to even, tell?)
How are you coping, pragmatically - what do you do to restore pre-frontal function/social engagement atm?
 
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