Misc Month long bender.

[Robomarley1]

So for the entire month of March and most of February i literally ate hundreds of pills of ritalin,vyvanse, xanax, finally ended up snorting meth, which i said I would never do for two 3 day periods. It finally came to an end when I lost my wallet with everything in it. Drivers license, credit/debit card.

For the past two weeks I have been frequenting a Sunday n/a meeting I go to on occassion and am making plans to speak to a someone who is involved in a local religious institution and going to confession.

I am sick of all the bullshit I have put my parents through, mostly worrying, never been a violent guy just isolate when i am heavily using, and am kind of just done with it all. Hope you all are having a pleasant evening. Just kind of wanted to write it all down sonewhere.

 

[Shambles]

Many of us have been in broadly similar situations… don’t sweat it too much. Look forward to a future where you know where the worst decisions lay. Onwards and upwards, my brother

 

[chippermonk]

Kudos, that's a big step you are taking. Congratulations!

 

[Robomarley1]

Thanks everyone, guess it ended up being a good thing that I lost my wallet and debit/credit cards. If i had not I would still be on that bender. Feeling much more clearheaded at the moment.

 

[chippermonk]

Thanks everyone, guess it ended up being a good thing that I lost my wallet and debit/credit cards. If i had not I would still be on that bender. Feeling much more clearheaded at the moment.

That's a positive attitude! Put that bad shit in the rear view mirror