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Mushoku_Sensei said:
Can't argue here as what I use is an enhanced extract w Mitragynin and several other alkaloids. So which one I have no idea. It is definitely stimulating though, as today again it increased my tremor so bad I could hardly hold my glass without spilling it 😒.. After 30 minutes or so that stopped (possibly Diazepam also finally came up). I wrote it before, even Kratom powder did that to me massively when combined with caffeine. So if there's one thing I can sense without a doubt it's anything adrenergic (nor- or not). And that's definitely there with Kratom alkaloids. I'm avoiding stims for a reason, yk...
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It acts as a A2 antagonist in vitro like yohimbine IIRC and affects some beta adrenergic receptor as well. I remember reading some literature that it could apparently increase lypolysis as well though Im sure its far weaker than yohimbine in that regard. At a glance the two molecules do bear a striking resemblance 🤔
 
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TheLightBringer said:
It acts as a A2 antagonist in vitro like yohimbine IIRC and affects some beta adrenergic receptor as well. I remember reading some literature that it could apparently increase lypolysis as well though Im sure its far weaker than yohimbine in that regard. At a glance the two molecules do bear a striking resemblance 🤔
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That fits with the way betablockers are helping (me at least), greetings from your lab rat 😝
Anyway came home wide awake ofc, this time slept before 1 am though
5 mg Zolpidem
Vaped weed - a blessing in this case..
 
Mushoku_Sensei said:
@ALL: Any info on a possibility to desensitize one's adrenergic system? It's troublesome I swear...
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Desensitize hmmm that’s hard, but maybe that’s me also struggling with constant overstimulation and anxiety :’)

I’ve found propanol pretty effective to give my mind and body a sort of ‘reset’ when having one of my ‘constant fight or flight mode for days on ends’ type of periods.

No clue about the long term usage of beta blockers like that tho.

OT:

Vaping some weed rn to hopefully relax enough to go smoke on the shared balcony. Painful first few days will be without curtains, which makes me feel even more like constantly being watched .—.

Situation at my previous place with roommates has made me so socially anxious again and I hate it. Also having to leave my room to go to the toilet. Will be fine in the end, just awkward beginnings and not knowing the unwritten social rules of a new place always gets to me anxiety wise
 
Mushoku_Sensei said:
@ALL: Any info on a possibility to desensitize one's adrenergic system? It's troublesome I swear...
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Would clonidine maybe work? It's an alpha 2 adrenergic receptor agonist but it is supposed to calm you down. Propranolol like @Sp4rky said would also be worth a look.

OT: so that tuci ended up being mostly MDMA,MDA, and 2C-B as far as I could tell. A good roll with some slight psychedelic qualities.

Tonight is a mellow, swimming through jelly kind of night, staggering pills til I get fully dumb and incoherent. I'm talking about:

3600 mg gabapentin!
50 mg Adderall
200 mg methadone

Hope everybody in the BLverse is staying safe and having fun this weekend! Love and light!
 
got some time off from commitments and tried to get ahead of the game, get loads stuff sorted out today so can really properly chill for a week or so..

started dosing around 5pm (just gone midnight now) with intention of low dose productivity with the edge taken off the pain til midnight then a couple hours downtime, so started with 10mg Oxycodone and 5mg dexamphetamine thinking that would do the trick for the evening but somehow started up with that lil'-incremental-top-up-here-and-there routine we all know and love/hate altogether consuming 35mg oxy, 30mg dex, 70mg cbd oil and a blunt made with approx 0.5g Super Boof weed (fucking great strain imo). Had the blunt ages ago now so just about to repeat that now.

Haven't got as much done as I'd hoped but it's been a super-pleasant evening so who cares? Not I forsooth

Might get a couple hours work done after this smoke. Maybe, maybe not. idk, I'm not fookin' Nostradamus ehhh :geek:
 
Hey Bluefriends!

Tonight I got kinda wacky with:
3000 mg gabapentin
2 bowls methamphetamine
200 mg methadone

First I was helping the homie trim some plants, and I don't even smoke weed but damn they looked good. Then I was watching Eric Andre and he had me dying with some of his sketches. Here's a link to one:

I'm too gaba-ed out to check if tthered a real link there but you can copy and paste it if not. Anyway, hope you all are having a great night and stayyy safe!
 
Tonight it's a verified attempt to knock myself out with comfort meds lol. I've been getting about 2 hours of sleep a night lately. If that.

12mg methadone
2800mg gabapentin
125mg diphenhydramine
.5mg clonidine
and a .6g bowl of herb. Modified Grapes. 🍇

Can't lie, the taper drop has been slapping hard the last couple weeks lol. Physically and mentally. Gonna meet with my doc on Monday and discuss options. I'm still not trying to pause lol. Probably just up everything else and keep trucking. But I'm down from 170mg to 24mg in 10.5 months. Feels like shit, but fuck yeah. 👍
 
Bombed ~300mg of methaqualone ;-)

EDIT: First time trying "Quaaludes." I have over 3g of methaqualone HCl, and it’s okay, but not as good as it was made out to be. I’ll try 600mg tomorrow night. I think a high dose of diazepam or carisoprodol is better. Further experimentation is required.
 
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Mushoku_Sensei said:
Can't argue here as what I use is an enhanced extract w Mitragynin and several other alkaloids. So which one I have no idea. It is definitely stimulating though, as today again it increased my tremor so bad I could hardly hold my glass without spilling it 😒.. After 30 minutes or so that stopped (possibly Diazepam also finally came up). I wrote it before, even Kratom powder did that to me massively when combined with caffeine. So if there's one thing I can sense without a doubt it's anything adrenergic (nor- or not). And that's definitely there with Kratom alkaloids. I'm avoiding stims for a reason, yk...
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You more than likely have a strong MIT base and perhaps carcyp something or other is the other dominant stimulant alkaloids but it's such small amounts it's probably all the MIT doing the work
 
Mushoku_Sensei said:
Ty, will try again now.🙏 No I never got any clonidine
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It works wonders for me, and this is coming from a seasoned benzo user. I've taken it for years and have nothing but good things to say about it. I'm sure a doctor would prescribe it to you. It's nearly impossible for me to overcome the sleepiness it causes.
 
crazyotter87 said:
It works wonders for me, and this is coming from a seasoned benzo user. I've taken it for years and have nothing but good things to say about it. I'm sure a doctor would prescribe it to you. It's nearly impossible for me to overcome the sleepiness it causes.
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That's a word then... I'll just have to be careful as the combination with betablockers is apparently a no go, and I need those sometimes...
 
Can barely type, nodding out, eyeballed way too much IC-26 or maybe that’s a lie and I’m just a junkie piece of trash.

Shit like my mom not responding to my texts, getting a letter about my whole ambulance OD from my health insurance and then right after getting notified of a doctor’s appointment made really soon, which like… never happens, they were scheduled for 3 months later so I fear my main doctor team for my chronic illness got notified of my OD and I just can’t take that. It would ruin fucking everything in my life, especially my trans healthcare and just fuck.

slightly more awake and anxious again since I started writing this, doing a tiny bump more IC-26 and previously added 10mg more diazepam. Just need to knock myself tf out and hopefully get some sleep and less paranoia tomorrow. Disappointed in myself but so doped up I just don’t care

Hope y’all having a better night, or idk I feel good but objectively bad situation
 
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