Am I a real junkie now?

[Halif2]

So... I have run out of heroin again and am facing a delay in acquiring more. What to do?

So first I used the light/torch on my phone and crawled around on the carpet under my computer desk where all my drug use takes place. I used tweezers to pick up tiny white and tan flecks which looked like H I would've dropped over the last few months. Then I turned my computer keyboard upside down and shook it - more white flecks fell out.

Then I carefully examined the individual flecks, which all together added up to fuck all, and most I was fairly confident were H. Some may have been tiny bits of aspirin, aplrazolam, antibiotics, and fossilized crumbs from ancient sandwiches.

Then I mixed it all up and slammed it into my arm.

Stupid? Supremely. Did it work? A little bit - at least some of it was real gear.

So how do I rank now on the degenerate junk head stage? Getting up there? Or still pretty average? Please judge me accordingly harshly.

P.S. Which me luck in the following days and hopefully I don't require emergency limb removal.

 

[streaM Freak]

So... I have run out of heroin again and am facing a delay in acquiring more. What to do?

So first I used the light/torch on my phone and crawled around on the carpet under my computer desk where all my drug use takes place. I used tweezers to pick up tiny white and tan flecks which looked like H I would've dropped over the last few months. Then I turned my computer keyboard upside down and shook it - more white flecks fell out.

Then I carefully examined the individual flecks, which all together added up to fuck all, and most I was fairly confident were H. Some may have been tiny bits of aspirin, aplrazolam, antibiotics, and fossilized crumbs from ancient sandwiches.

Then I mixed it all up and slammed it into my arm.

Stupid? Supremely. Did it work? A little bit - at least some of it was real gear.

So how do I rank now on the degenerate junk head stage? Getting up there? Or still pretty average? Please judge me accordingly harshly.

P.S. Which me luck in the following days and hopefully I don't require emergency limb removal.

I dunno. I've done things like that. Got cellulitis. Not recommended. Good luck - id chat with AI about this and see what they say regarding the medical suggestions.

Pretty much standard fair honestly. I scraped a few bags that had key last night. Was drunk with some benzos and woke up with a little red dot in the crook of my arm. I'm also waiting impatientl for something something to show up.

I wouldn't go as far to say what the OP did was standard.

Are you an AI? Come on, be honest

 

[F.U.B.A.R.]

So... I have run out of heroin again and am facing a delay in acquiring more. What to do?

So first I used the light/torch on my phone and crawled around on the carpet under my computer desk where all my drug use takes place. I used tweezers to pick up tiny white and tan flecks which looked like H I would've dropped over the last few months. Then I turned my computer keyboard upside down and shook it - more white flecks fell out.

Then I carefully examined the individual flecks, which all together added up to fuck all, and most I was fairly confident were H. Some may have been tiny bits of aspirin, aplrazolam, antibiotics, and fossilized crumbs from ancient sandwiches.

Then I mixed it all up and slammed it into my arm.

Stupid? Supremely. Did it work? A little bit - at least some of it was real gear.

So how do I rank now on the degenerate junk head stage? Getting up there? Or still pretty average? Please judge me accordingly harshly.

P.S. Which me luck in the following days and hopefully I don't require emergency limb removal.

I bet most of it was cake...

 

[Halif2]

I bet most of it was cake...

That was a weird video!

I wasn't expecting Rolf Harris to show up... "Czech neck"... insanity! My neck remains the usual size, luckily.

I probably won't do a carpet crawl with a flashlight again any time soon - mostly because I think I got it all the first time around and it'll take months for more flecks to build up before I can repeat the process.

Just kidding. It was a fucking stupid thing to do, and I'm being flippant about it but I might end up with some gnarly infection (which will be well deserved).

Chemical dependency sucks. I did it to myself; hence, I also suck.

 

[Ki3ly]

< snip > hence

Aw . Do you just realize what you just did to you. That's horribly

Unhealthy.

You don't deserve that. You Really Don't. Ick. Don't do that again.

Feel Better Now. Take Care. And of yourself too. Behave !

Eww. Don't ever feel that sick again.

So far so good.

 

[Halif2]

Thanks Ki3ly. I've enjoyed reading your comments across various forums.

Eww. Don't ever feel that sick again.

Easier said than done. However, I shall endeavor to avoid such ... uhhh.. gross behaviour.

One thing I have found very useful before is shooting very small amounts of Suboxone. When I'm out of H, and I only have say a single 2mg strip of Sub, I can cut that strip into a bunch of small (approximately 200mcg) pieces and I find shooting that more effective than sublingually (or bucally) taking the whole 2mg strip. The only issue is I find I need to shoot the tiny strips every four or so hours. Not a big deal, but despite being an opiate/opioid user/addict I'm actually not a regular needle user. I actually prefer to snort my H. I only shoot it when I'm getting low and want to maximise returns.

(And sometimes I just slam a larger amount, because it's nice.)

 

[Dr. John Thackery]

this is crack user behavior not opioid user behavior. injecting shit off the carpet.

are you on stimulants too?