🌟🌟 Social 🌟🌟 What Was YOUR Nightly Fix? v. Smoking the Midnight Oil

[Mushoku_Sensei]

Ahh sorry if I triggered cravings, I’m definitely craving some opis like mad right now. Benzos kicking in and I’d straight sneak out through my window and go fuck knows where to get opioids, if it wasn’t for really not wanting my family to discover my use now that I finally am almost moving out to a longer term stable place for myself .—.

I feel you man, in a similar situation right now .—.

also awake, tired, but also restless and slightly paranoid. Eating benzos like candy rn.

OT, added more benzos onto the diazepam & deschloroetizolam earlier:

- 1mg bretazenil
-1mg clobromazolam

Last time I took clobromazolam was only 0.5mg and that had me completely blacked out and passed out, but only remembered these tablets are 2mg and not 1mg after I took half, so oops.

Okay well now I’m REALLY shutting my bitch ass up, no clue which of the benzos are hitting but I can barely see my phone screen.

@Mushoku_Sensei hope you can fall asleep soon! Good night too to all the other bluelighters unable to sleep :’)

You'd really go out if your windows rn?!? Also thanks, I'm jealous of your benzos now also - sorry, joking
Good luck to you as well!

 

[Sp4rky]

You'd really go out if your windows rn?!?

Not with the current situation with my mom & such, but if it wasn’t for that then maybe. Nothing gives me that total tranquility and blissful relaxation the way opioids do. First time I got slightly overdosed with IV morphine after surgery and immediately knew I wouldn’t be able to stop thinking about opioids .—.

Okay, to stag OT because man I’m spamming like mad today, so sorry:

- 2mg bretazenil
- 0.5mg clobromazolam

Also thanks, I'm jealous of your benzos now also - sorry, joking
Good luck to you as well!

If it makes you feel better I don’t have any water near so now I’m sitting with a bunch of disgusting tasting benzos under my tongue

Salute y’all bitches who regularly use the sublingual ROA, I’m a fucking pussy when it comes to bitter, dry textured substances in my mouth

 

[Mushoku_Sensei]

Not with the current situation with my mom & such, but if it wasn’t for that then maybe. Nothing gives me that total tranquility and blissful relaxation the way opioids do. First time I got slightly overdosed with IV morphine after surgery and immediately knew I wouldn’t be able to stop thinking about opioids .—.

If it makes you feel better I don’t have any water near so now I’m sitting with a bunch of disgusting tasting benzos under my tongue

No, I'm sorry and I know that situation..

Salute y’all bitches who regularly use the sublingual ROA, I’m a fucking pussy when it comes to bitter, dry textured substances in my mouth

You're still lucky if they're not causing wounds at least - had that with Hydroxyzine once and two days after still felt that was a bad idea...

 

[paranoid android]

Some ultra sour
200mg's of testosterone IM

 

[Mushoku_Sensei]

Saturday night a friend called me to go out with them, and I hadn't seen her in months so really wanted to go but was majorly unfit.. So had an extra 3,5 g Kratom and few mg of 7oh (def. not more than 5 mg but eyeballed as I was late), then one (!!) Vodka (red) Bull around 10:30 pm cause I was worried I wouldn't last... We ended up leaving early, back at 1:30 am and then couldn't sleep till past 4 am ... Not even three hours of sleep before I got up and decided I have enough.. Spent yesterday flat on the couch and cut my dose by more than half (less than 5 g all day).
So tonight it's 1,6 g red Kratom, 15 mg Mirtazapin and maybe some weed vaped later.. (Today it's 5,6 g total because of work, was in bad shape before lunch, but now it's ok)

 

[KurtAurelius]

Mind explaining what Agmatine and Taurine are doing for you?

Agamatine is a NMDA receptor antagonist, A2 Agonist, removes tolerance, neuroprotective, antidepressant, anxiolytic.

It makes me feel like I’ve taken low dose ketamine every night.

Taurine is GABAERGIC, and also is a metabolic agent. It feels like 2 units of alcohol with no tolerance every day.

It lets me eat shit loads of sugar and keep a flat stomach.

Rate em.

 

[Mushoku_Sensei]

Agamatine is a NMDA receptor antagonist, A2 Agonist, removes tolerance, neuroprotective, antidepressant, anxiolytic.

It makes me feel like I’ve taken low dose ketamine every night.

Taurine is GABAERGIC, and also is a metabolic agent. It feels like 2 units of alcohol with no tolerance every day.

It lets me eat shit loads of sugar and keep a flat stomach.

Rate em.

Interesting! I vote for Agmatine then... Though I'm absolutely debating whether or not to buy anything anymore...

 

[KurtAurelius]

Interesting! I vote for Agmatine then... Though I'm absolutely debating whether or not to buy anything anymore...

It’s worth having in the toolbox, really helpful for reducing tolerance and cessation.

No idea where your at but if you want to cut down the kratom it would really help.

I don’t think I’d of gotten away with some of my opioid binges without Agmatine.

 

[Sp4rky]

Trying the IC-26 powder I picked up today and feeling pretty lovely right now. Starting of with a line of 2-mmc and a small bump, roughly 20mg of IC-26.

Just snorted another line of 2-mmc and roughly another bump of 15-20mg IC-26. The IC-26 powder is definitely not pure as in more than >90% purity, which I’m honestly glad about. Prefer being able to eyeball my insufflated doses instead of having to extremely carefully measure every (re)dose.

going snort a little more IC-26, then just nod off listening to my k-hole playlist.

Total chemical fix this evening:

- 40mg insufflated IC-26
- 2 lines 2-mmc (roughly 0.3g)
+ adding another 15-20mg IC-26

Hope y’all are having a nice evening

 

[TheLightBringer]

Havent posted here in a while, it feels like that at least. I still enjoy reading all of your combos though.

The past few weeks have been damn good honestly, my mental state has been a lot better despite more physical pain. Feel a surge of motivation which I can hopefully translate into discipline and structure

Anyways, as far as combos, this is as fun as it gets for a sober guy :
12,5mg propiomazine, 15mg melatonin, a couple 10mg nicotine pouches

Amazingly enough Im not craving any drugs right now, excited to wake up tomorrow for once


Goodnight Bluelight, take care of yourselves

 

[Mushoku_Sensei]

Trying the IC-26 powder I picked up today and feeling pretty lovely right now. Starting of with a line of 2-mmc and a small bump, roughly 20mg of IC-26.

Just snorted another line of 2-mmc and roughly another bump of 15-20mg IC-26. The IC-26 powder is definitely not pure as in more than >90% purity, which I’m honestly glad about. Prefer being able to eyeball my insufflated doses instead of having to extremely carefully measure every (re)dose.

going snort a little more IC-26, then just nod off listening to my k-hole playlist.

Total chemical fix this evening:

- 40mg insufflated IC-26
- 2 lines 2-mmc (roughly 0.3g)
+ adding another 15-20mg IC-26

Hope y’all are having a nice evening

You're doing everything to get strung out my friend,
and you will be, I guarantee.
I don't like writing doom like this, but at this point I'm considering you an addict - welcome to the club..

Edit: OT:
Several hits of a 7oh vape that may work or not, but if it didn't then that would mean I'm still physically high af (and stimulated enough to be unable to sleep) despite stopping oral doses at 3 pm... And it's 1:30 am by now. There's strangely no good feeling mentally, no euphoria, I'm not in the hole of wd depression yet, but that's it...

 

[the_ketaman]

Ready to enjoy
3points meth(will IV a point each then smoke a point.
20mls g, in 1.5-2ml doses.
Viagra(1/4 tablet, 25mg)
A shot of H for day after
4mg Clonazepam for after.
Probably another shot of H.

A motel room, my partner and some sexy time.

 

[Psychlone Jack]

Well...

Much alcohol and some weed. Fair bit o' whippets. Higher than I was, not as high as I wish I was.

 

[Chaurus]

3points meth(will IV a point each then smoke a point.

Isn't that sex six points meth?

 

[Chaurus]

Okay wait fuck is there a way to move this post to the vent thread? I don’t want to upset everyone here my junkie bullshit :/

Cut/copy the applicable post
paste in a reply in the right thread
post the reply
Delete the posts here.

OT: coffee with animal lactate.

 

[Kurt Cobain]

Afaik there are odsmt, ic-26 (though recently banned and disappearing), rarely piptapentadol and nortilidine - none of which I tried tbh... Rest is zenes as far as my info goes.
Jealous of the mgm-15...

Edit:
OT:
3 redoses of 7oh/MIT (5/10, 2x 10/20)
Forgot the 2x 3,5 g red Kratom
15 mg Mirtazapin
5 mg Diazepam
Vaped Weed
Feeling sedated but awake. 7 oh definitely has stim qualities, I'm slightly paranoid and heart rate is a tad too high...
So it be 5 mg Zolpidem...

And a good and safe night bl!

I don't think it's a stimulant so much as rebound effects of your norepinephrine bouncing back after being braked on by the 7.

 

[Mushoku_Sensei]

I don't think it's a stimulant so much as rebound effects of your norepinephrine bouncing back after being braked on by the 7.

Hmm. Can't rule that factor out, given the mess it creates with body temp and headaches on and off, but it absolutely has some stim qualities on it's own as well - at least acutely when flooding on. My lower half is sure of that

 

[Kurt Cobain]

Hmm. Can't rule that factor out, given the mess it creates with body temp and headaches on and off, but it absolutely has some stim qualities on it's own as well - at least acutely when flooding on. My lower half is sure of that

The stimulant like effects you're experiencing are more than likely not a direct action the 7 is working on. I'd wager it's more likely you're just getting an energy boost bc you're high or even more far likely it's not the 7oh at all and it's one of the minor alkaloids left over. The higher purity 7 powders I've tried have all been far more sedating than the lower percentage powders in the 75% range which can be somewhat stimulating in comparison but definetly wouldn't compare it to an actual stimulant effect

 

[Mushoku_Sensei]

The stimulant like effects you're experiencing are more than likely not a direct action the 7 is working on. I'd wager it's more likely you're just getting an energy boost bc you're high or even more far likely it's not the 7oh at all and it's one of the minor alkaloids left over. The higher purity 7 powders I've tried have all been far more sedating than the lower percentage powders in the 75% range which can be somewhat stimulating in comparison but definetly wouldn't compare it to an actual stimulant effect

Can't argue here as what I use is an enhanced extract w Mitragynin and several other alkaloids. So which one I have no idea. It is definitely stimulating though, as today again it increased my tremor so bad I could hardly hold my glass without spilling it .. After 30 minutes or so that stopped (possibly Diazepam also finally came up). I wrote it before, even Kratom powder did that to me massively when combined with caffeine. So if there's one thing I can sense without a doubt it's anything adrenergic (nor- or not). And that's definitely there with Kratom alkaloids. I'm avoiding stims for a reason, yk...

 

[TheLightBringer]

Can't argue here as what I use is an enhanced extract w Mitragynin and several other alkaloids. So which one I have no idea. It is definitely stimulating though, as today again it increased my tremor so bad I could hardly hold my glass without spilling it .. After 30 minutes or so that stopped (possibly Diazepam also finally came up). I wrote it before, even Kratom powder did that to me massively when combined with caffeine. So if there's one thing I can sense without a doubt it's anything adrenergic (nor- or not). And that's definitely there with Kratom alkaloids. I'm avoiding stims for a reason, yk...

It acts as a A2 antagonist in vitro like yohimbine IIRC and affects some beta adrenergic receptor as well. I remember reading some literature that it could apparently increase lypolysis as well though Im sure its far weaker than yohimbine in that regard. At a glance the two molecules do bear a striking resemblance