Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v 12

[squoshy]

I used to take amusulpride before invega and it erased all negative thoughts, made me calm and talkative, and it also had a high. After invega It doesnt work as it was, it doesnt have any effect on me. it was the only med that helped me with my voices and now I can't even deal with them. I take abilify now but it doesnt work as solian used to, which had an instant effect to counter voices. So basically it destroyed the fun part of my life and on top of that I can't heal myself. Fuck that man.

 

[Matthew01]

When will my memories comeback for love of pete

 

[squoshy]

I'm saying it blocks the majority of receptors in general, when the common knowledge is that it only affects dopamine and serotonine receptors. I saw a post of someone who tried a lot of drugs that work on many different receptors and none of them worked for him. the first 10 months i couldnt feel benzos atall even though chatgpt denies that invega block gaba receptors.

 

[Invegatorture]

190 days since my last injection of abilify. A few days ago I noticed an improvement in my anhedonia.

Mind and body feel lighter, more energy, better sexuality and music enjoyment has improved.

If I consider the half of of the drug to be 40 days I have around 3-4% left in my body.

 

[fuckabout89]

I'm saying it blocks the majority of receptors in general, when the common knowledge is that it only affects dopamine and serotonine receptors. I saw a post of someone who tried a lot of drugs that work on many different receptors and none of them worked for him. the first 10 months i couldnt feel benzos atall even though chatgpt denies that invega block gaba receptors.

I know it made my benzos less effective.

 

[Matthew01]

I have a severe brain injury. This drug killed several parts of me. Why damnit

 

[mona21]

Today is 12 months of my last injection, didnot recover yet. Idk what to say anymore or what to hope for. Still can’t feel music, zero motivation and physical energy or strength. Sexual dysfunction is still here. I am just counting my days for the next 6 months now….

 

[Gdvffh]

Anyone hear hearing voices?
Ive had voices tell me weird things, like go to a lake and undress and go in the water and we will pick you up with our spaceship. Then i do it and they say didnt like my double chin and leave.
Thats the weird stuff I hear as a Schizophrenic.

 

[Deleted member 592205]

Why in the actually fuck do they injected me with something designed to people like that? I just had panic attacks, it was not necessary to inject me with anti voices and anti delusions shit at the maximum dose aviable, just what the actually fuck they did these pidgeon to me i hope they die in agony because of stomach cancer

 

[Deleted member 592081]

Anyone hear hearing voices?
Ive had voices tell me weird things, like go to a lake and undress and go in the water and we will pick you up with our spaceship. Then i do it and they say didnt like my double chin and leave.
Thats the weird stuff I hear as a Schizophrenic.

nope never heard a single voice in my life. You are schizophrenic i am not.

 

[squoshy]

I had insomnia from invega, i used to sleep 4 hours, wake up then sleep for another 3 or 4 hours again, now that im on abilify i can only sleep 5 hours maximum if im lucky. I have levomepromazine to make me sleep but it doesnt work. does anyone know pills that would make me sleep normally that actually work even though my receptors are still blocked ? i cant rely on benzos because they help me get through the day and i dont want to take them to make me sleep.

 

[anonymoususer777]

Anyone hear hearing voices?
Ive had voices tell me weird things, like go to a lake and undress and go in the water and we will pick you up with our spaceship. Then i do it and they say didnt like my double chin and leave.
Thats the weird stuff I hear as a Schizophrenic.

Other people i spoke with schizophrenia also reported hearing voices telling them to do things. I never heard voices in my life, i was however victim of narcissistic abuse for many years and was seeking counselling for that purpose. Scott and other people who wanted me injected with the life ending poison were eager to misinterpret what i was trying to say. Schizophrenia is code word foe abuse and control in the psychiatric world, once you are labelled szhizophreniac, they make you go through the worst torture and abuse. I wish i had not gone to the meeting that ended my life and dreams.
All i can say is, in this world, you seek help against monsters of one kind and naively end up getting abused by monsters of another kind.
Invega sustenna ia a cruel abuse for even people who actuallydo hear voices.

 

[abefourth]

Anyone hear hearing voices?
Ive had voices tell me weird things, like go to a lake and undress and go in the water and we will pick you up with our spaceship. Then i do it and they say didnt like my double chin and leave.
Thats the weird stuff I hear as a Schizophrenic.

Do you take any medications?

 

[Matthew01]

Are you guys taking supplements right now? Let me post them
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Citicoline by Carlye Labs

Anyone here with stimulants,are you still taking them

 

[moerez]

Other people i spoke with schizophrenia also reported hearing voices telling them to do things. I never heard voices in my life, i was however victim of narcissistic abuse for many years and was seeking counselling for that purpose. Scott and other people who wanted me injected with the life ending poison were eager to misinterpret what i was trying to say. Schizophrenia is code word foe abuse and control in the psychiatric world, once you are labelled szhizophreniac, they make you go through the worst torture and abuse. I wish i had not gone to the meeting that ended my life and dreams.
All i can say is, in this world, you seek help against monsters of one kind and naively end up getting abused by monsters of another kind.
Invega sustenna ia a cruel abuse for even people who actuallydo hear voices.

Yes I can’t literally forgive them, I’m killing myself because that bastard injected me with deadly poison , my penis is dead, my brain is fried, and I’m super suicidal, I used to be full of life , now everyday crying and gonna be dead soon fuck my life

 

[anonymoususer777]

Yes I can’t literally forgive them, I’m killing myself because that bastard injected me with deadly poison , my penis is dead, my brain is fried, and I’m super suicidal, I used to be full of life , now everyday crying and gonna be dead soon fuck my life

I want tokill myself too some times but lets be rational. All people who recovered were rational andhad patience. Recovery process is long but its still a short time compared to length of life.

 

[moerez]

I want tokill myself too some times but lets be rational. All people who recovered were rational andhad patience. Recovery process is long but its still a short time compared to length of life.

I lost my progress too, I’m literally impotent and have so much side effects, Im only alive for my mom, I literally see people recover from psychosis so fast but since I got invega I never gonna recover , my dick is literally dead bro at least you get boner, I can’t belieave this happend to us , my mom literally says if you don’t get better off yourself after one year, she knows I’m suffering alot

 

[anonymoususer777]

I lost my progress too, I’m literally impotent and have so much side effects, Im only alive for my mom, I literally see people recover from psychosis so fast but since I got invega I never gonna recover , my dick is literally dead bro at least you get boner, I can’t belieave this happend to us , my mom literally says if you don’t get better off yourself after one year, she knows I’m suffering alot

I understand you are suffering and i am suffering too. I have got a strange sexual dysfunction after invega and it doesnot allow me to be continous. I have other symptoms too but i was pretty much like you and had improvements. I am expecting there will be more improvements.

Lets heal together bro. Trust me, you have a higher chance at recovery. Your dick will be fine in the next 6-8 months..i am quite sure of it. In the next few months, life will become more liveable and you will want to keep going. I think full recovery can take up to 2 or more years but life becomes liveable after the first 10 to 14 months.

 

[Deleted member 592205]

I understand you are suffering and i am suffering too. I have got a strange sexual dysfunction after invega and it doesnot allow me to be continous. I have other symptoms too but i was pretty much like you and had improvements. I am expecting there will be more improvements.

Lets heal together bro. Trust me, you have a higher chance at recovery. Your dick will be fine in the next 6-8 months..i am quite sure of it. In the next few months, life will become more liveable and you will want to keep going. I think full recovery can take up to 2 or more years but life becomes liveable after the first 10 to 14 months.

I developed tinnitus after 13 months, so yes, “life becomes liveable after the first 10 to 14 months”.

“Full recovery can take up to 2 years or more years” but i’am still in agony at 20.5 months and life it’s not at all liveable like that for me.

What it’s concerning to me is that I was completely healthy and normal (just had panic attacks) and after my only two injections i drowned into an agony that it’s still there 20.5 month after..

 

[Deleted member 592205]

They destroyed me with these injections, biologically i’am in agony, since 20.5 months. They also destroyed our family, my mother it’s starting to going crazy because she don’t know anymore what to do to help his son, so he is slowly losing touch with reality as an difensive mechanism.

Her husband started to hating me because i’am in agony and i still keep searching for my mother comfort and support.

I can’t properly give attention to my cat as i’am in agony, i can’t play with him or share love with him because i can’t feel emotion.

I lost all my contact with the outside world because i lost all my faculties and i’am in agony and i cannot take part to social things like a dinner together or a gym train or watching a football match with a good beer.

They not only destroyed me, biologically, with these injections, they also destroyed a whole family, they destroyed the life of 3 people and 1 cat because of their injection.

In my opinion this should labelled as crime against life, how it’s even possible that this shit happened and then no one is accountable for what they did?

They fucking destroyed a whole family, in a matter of some seconds by injecting me, like they did with all of us inside here.

It’s easy to destroy someone’s life by injecting him like if it’s nothing and then his whole family fall into a very dark place together with him, where is the support?

They just ruin people’s life and family and then let them fall into the abyss of darkness and misery and agony, is this what “medicine and medical system” do?

Terrorists do that, they destroy life and family, to me, a psychiatrist is a terrorist. Fuck them all for what they did. We need justice, accountability and consequences for what they had done in the past decades and what they still do now days.