JohnBoy2000
Bluelighter
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- May 11, 2016
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I just need to edge my dopamine up a little.
Valium is sedative but gives you incredibly sweet dreams and the awakening is normally a smile filled one.
Methylphenidate being a stimulant though considered mild, is still a stimulant.
I limited my dose to 10 mg today, and I think split into two 5 mg doses afternoon and evening, could work.
20 mg feels like it goes too high, then dips too low and makes me to on edge.
Amphetamines to me are poison, and though meth is utter bliss, the six weeks after coming down are emotional hell.
Before this I had been using three cups of coffee before 2 pm to get my stimulation/dopamine to a bearable level, but I need something a little stronger so I can have a "time out" from "the grind" for a week or two.
Valium is sedative but gives you incredibly sweet dreams and the awakening is normally a smile filled one.
Methylphenidate being a stimulant though considered mild, is still a stimulant.
I limited my dose to 10 mg today, and I think split into two 5 mg doses afternoon and evening, could work.
20 mg feels like it goes too high, then dips too low and makes me to on edge.
Amphetamines to me are poison, and though meth is utter bliss, the six weeks after coming down are emotional hell.
Before this I had been using three cups of coffee before 2 pm to get my stimulation/dopamine to a bearable level, but I need something a little stronger so I can have a "time out" from "the grind" for a week or two.
