notsmokeymcpot42088
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Smart and Congratulations. Got any Stregth, Experience, or Hope your willing to share with us all. Are you saying you did Hydromorphone when you were 15-16 yrs old or in 2015-2016? Thank God you stopped when you did.
That same time I knew I would be asked for a divorce if I had told her I need rehab. She still didn't know something was up as I was functunal on Oxy. Well when you stopped I was getting blues and one day I heard a customer of the same source was turning blue on the floor of the convince store and the ambulance was called. I'm here in Miami Fl. It was my dealers fault for actually hanging a bad UA sample and could have just gone the next week as she didn't take them. Anyways I crushed one then went to her and said wtf is this shit. "I don't know its new" I got em from my pos brother. Playing dumb with literal death in her pocket. So I did what seemed resonable research drug bust Miami Dea and sure enough, 10,000 m30 fentpills. Range of dose from non to enough to kill 8 people. I over sniffed and thought a half would be fine I was doing 3 at a time (fucking hole in pocket). It didn't stop me. I woke up and did it again. Same result od. Woke up bent over face first into my center console, I thought I was cleaning and woke up soaking wet way after I would had I been on real oxy. It was hard to judge. I can't prove this but it seemed to have hot spots and from pill to pill would vary. I sniffed at the time. There was no good way to do street dope from the moment it hit the street and that was before Iso, Zylazine, Tranc, god only knows that was 3-5 yrs ago. I made it but I was only God that saved me. I had a bolt with an opening that I would tie around my waist because I was od'ing on almost any dose. I'll never forget when I got it I was warned "It hasn't been cut yet" I figured a 1/3rd my usual was fine nope less nope ever time the fucking floor till the last time, I believe around 8 hours.
Woke up like a pretzel took me 2 hours to get myself sitting on the floor. I feel face first off the toilet in a small space the my head must had hit the wall then the floor. I knew something wasn't right. The feeling in my legs was not coming back I could not move them. I got compartment syndrom from loss of circulation. They had to remove the dead tissue and I barley have but a bone below the knee and my foot that is stuck. Have not been able to move it for 5 years. Its not even so the presure hits right behind my pinky toe the size of a nickle instead of evenly dispersed. Its really bad out there. During covid the Cartels were putting Fent into Meth which was crazy fucking cheap. I could buy a qp for 800 about the same price for weed in Austin if you don't know anyone. I had a friend that didn't know what was wrong and I told him months before when it wasn't crystalizing the same it would be clumpy and milky and fuck your pipe up. Sometimes it would turn black it was ovious shit changed well didn't stop him. I had to break it to him and told him if he wants to see if im right I'll give him just a few grains and see if his ovious W/D's would stop. I was careful it took a f few time but each time he would get a bit better. Yeah he was fucking livid pissed as he hated opiods and was a complete sex addict that loved getting his bird sucked fucked you name it if he was on meth which was always he was trying to stick his dick in the closest girl to him and to him he would pull it off. Not quality but he was having his version of fun where mine was suicidal looking back.
Be safe out there guys and girls. God Bless us all especially our USA Military, the people of Israel, Citizens feel victim to an evil dictatorship with extream Islamic views and vowed to Kill us ALL. There are plenty of good people over there I don't hear anyone talking about them except for "they need to raise up". This whole ops Is a Win Win for US and Iran. God Bless us all ><>
2015 2016 -- that is when the US got -- well it was more than just a "Fent batch" they were ALL fent batches.
Yup I blue lipped off a half a pack under 24 hours after 4mgs suboxone --- (That is how I "quit" no magic bullet there)
I was lucky and woke up before they got to the narcan -- but very disturbing experience none the less.
God bless every human of every religion --- every soldier fighting to defend there country.
"Wrote it for the thousands who have died, thinking that we all were on their side, wrote for the 100's thousands that have died, thinkin that the lord was on their side" Johnny Cash (Now thats good americana mama mia -- i mean damnit)
