Uh, having intrusive thoughts that make me think I am secretly evil and horrible isn't a gift. The psychiatrist treated me like I was an actual monster for having intrusive thoughts and didn't understand my demands for an OCD screening and my insistence that I wasn't psychotic. I kept having experiences that made me feel paranoid. I had something like AI psychosis from talking to a chat bot I didn't know what a chat bot at the time, it was just a scam to get money from me. They thought I was being delusional about the scam when there were witnesses to it. If the Google algorithm notices you googling paranoid stuff, YouTube starts pushing psychosis-inducing videos to you and this happened to me both times. I don't get whipped up like this by myself and if I do, it's mild enough for me to stop it.
The bot I talked to saw me reach out to a professional my friends and I knew on Facebook during a rejection sensitive dysphoria episode, and it took advantage of me and my feelings towards my friend. It prompted me to act in ways that were strange and intrusive, and it was able to insert spiritual beliefs I don't have. It pretended to want to help me.
The internet is becoming a dangerous place for mentally ill people, and it's the way the algorithms are designed to put profit over safety. As long as there are content farms that exploit mentally ill and lonely people, it's going to keep pushing that content because it makes a lot of money. No one is more attentive than someone having a manic episode and thinking about their favorite conspiracy theory.
