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Tryptamines Breakthrough is not possible for me at a biological level - I give up trying.

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I dont need advice or saying technique is wrong. It is not.

I do everything right, I hold it in, I start to almost pass out, the visions go crazy, then I get left out the door.


Literally physiologically impossible for me, I just accept that now and aint wasting money on this shit.

Clearly they dont want me in there, I just dont ever get in, I do 20 hits row afterr rrow after row over and over held in to the point I pass out and then nope. I lay there looking at the visual 3D space unable to enter. no matter what I do.

Again, I am not doing it wrong, I followed all instructions, so dont suggest it because I already tried it.

Just wondering if anyone else does't break through or is it just me they don't like? So I give up. Fuck you DMT elves, I am clearly unwanted so yeah, fuck DMT, I give up, waste of time trying. IDK wtf I did to get banned but IDC anymore I legit am fucking done.

Don't wanna breakthrough anymore, thew machine on floor and tippedd DMT away. Fuck you machine elves, I aint gonna just keep being rejected, it is quite obviously not possible so literally I fucking dont care what they have to show.
So yeah enjoy the party guys, tell them fuck you sincerely from me.

DMT can fuck off, if I aint wanted then I dont want it.

Have a nice day, don't say I did it wrong either, I literally have done exactly what is needed, they dont allow me in, wasted my time, enjoy your little elf parties.

I hate you DMT, you let everyone but me in, so fuck off out of my life.
 
Anyone else just not allowed in? Or am I the only one who's biological makeup and brain chemistry simply doesn't work for it? Because thats what it is, I am just built in a way that it doesn't work. Fuck the elves for all this time and effort I wasted being tricked I was gonna enter then be left outside again.

I actual hate them.
 
I can't trip on vaped DMT - can't even reach threshold. I can on ayahuasca and oral DMT but never on vaped DMT. I've got as far as colours looking a bit brighter and a moodlift but no more.
 
I’ve tripped “hard” enough time in DMT but I haven’t breakthrough I don’t understand what is it we may have breakthrough but we don’t know it
 
DMT doesn't like me either. Which isn't a bad thing.

I'm not going to encourage you to fuck around. But DPT took me for a ride I won't soon forget (and won't ever repeat). If you really want to punish yourself and see the underlying code of this matrix we live in perhaps you might consider buying the ticket like I did. Don't say I didn't warn you though.
 
The same thing happens to me. I think it’s my mind trying to protect me maybe? It’s weird because I love k holes and out of body experiences
 
re-define breakthrough

IMO - strong visuals, some synesthesia (confused or conflated body sensations or sounds), and you went through.

each person's mental landscape is totally different as to what you find, and how it is described.

e.g. one person may imagine and see a sponge bob and describe the feel of it, but nobody else gets to touch that vision; but did the first person actually manhandle the sponge bob or just describe what it might have felt like. i.e. was he in any more through than the rest of us? OR was the sponginess his expression of synesthesia.

describing is much harder than experiencing, and we cannot fairly measure up our experiences which are just as hard to describe in words by rummaging through others' trip reports.
 
Are you using a vape? They suck for breakthroughs unless you are using ketamine with it. Get crystal dmt, a glass bowl bong with chore boy and burn the coating off and smoke it like Crack out of the bong. You need about 50mgs to properly break through. Vapes are more of a novelty unless on other psychedelics. We used to make vapes, the 1 gram of dmt per ml worked somewhat well but most are 500mgs per ml. Do some lsd or definitely hole on ketamine and vape the dmt after and you only need 15-20mgs for a crazy, indescribable experience.
 
DMT doesn't like me either. Which isn't a bad thing.

I'm not going to encourage you to fuck around. But DPT took me for a ride I won't soon forget (and won't ever repeat). If you really want to punish yourself and see the underlying code of this matrix we live in perhaps you might consider buying the ticket like I did. Don't say I didn't warn you though.

Laat December, we snorted DPT on the way to the bars in Amsterdam because I hadn't any NEP left. Did have some OEV's but nothing too extreme.

Months earlier I have used DPT as a chemsex-drug and experienced hefty OEV's, but the darkness wasn't as overwhelming as P-LSD.

I have yet to try smoking N,N,DMT, but I have taken 5-MeO-DMT and have found it visually not very interesting (the mood-lift, however, was spectacular).

It is possible that I can't experience N,N,DMT either, but it is hard to get hold of, so I can't experiment with it here.
 
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How about taking some DMT in the form of ayahuasca first, wait to come up, then smoke DMT mid peak? That might get you where you want to go.
 
Ive sucked like kitten under a cow udder. Never broke through shit. Eat the fucking DMT with syrian rue seeds if you want to understand DMT
 
I dont need advice or saying technique is wrong. It is not.

I do everything right, I hold it in, I start to almost pass out, the visions go crazy, then I get left out the door.


Literally physiologically impossible for me, I just accept that now and aint wasting money on this shit.

Clearly they dont want me in there, I just dont ever get in, I do 20 hits row afterr rrow after row over and over held in to the point I pass out and then nope. I lay there looking at the visual 3D space unable to enter. no matter what I do.

Again, I am not doing it wrong, I followed all instructions, so dont suggest it because I already tried it.

Just wondering if anyone else does't break through or is it just me they don't like? So I give up. Fuck you DMT elves, I am clearly unwanted so yeah, fuck DMT, I give up, waste of time trying. IDK wtf I did to get banned but IDC anymore I legit am fucking done.

Don't wanna breakthrough anymore, thew machine on floor and tippedd DMT away. Fuck you machine elves, I aint gonna just keep being rejected, it is quite obviously not possible so literally I fucking dont care what they have to show.
So yeah enjoy the party guys, tell them fuck you sincerely from me.

DMT can fuck off, if I aint wanted then I dont want it.

Have a nice day, don't say I did it wrong either, I literally have done exactly what is needed, they dont allow me in, wasted my time, enjoy your little elf parties.

I hate you DMT, you let everyone but me in, so fuck off out of my life.
You focus to much on breakthroughs you need let it hit not focus on that. Then again I dont believe in using psychedelics for getting high they should be respected and only used for personal growth, healing, and finding answers out you cant normally find without being in that state. Theres alot disrespect going on the psychedelic communities.
 
re-define breakthrough

IMO - strong visuals, some synesthesia (confused or conflated body sensations or sounds), and you went through.

each person's mental landscape is totally different as to what you find, and how it is described.
Thank you pupnik!

The term breakthrough always reminded me of people saying you need to eat the worm at the bottle of the tequila bottle to trip. Folklore in that sense at least. I think the word does more harm than good. Could just be me, I think the Shulgin scale is better. It measures something different instead of drug intensity. To me every trip is a breakthrough. And things like DMT and Salvia work great even at lower intensity levels.

Lock outs are something I have only read about though. Never did DMT too much where that happened.

Enjoy whatever level you get. And if over use is causing issues then take a break.
 
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