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Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v 12

Not just dopamine is blocked, but I don’t feel endorphins, oxytocin, serotonin everything is blocked and what’s remaining is a stressed nervous system in overdrive, stuck in an anxious state in combination of feeling neutral because emotions are blocked. It’s the weirdest feeling ever.
 
it’s fucking insane I take one strattera pill. just one that I thought was safe and suddenly my symptoms get worse, it’s been 9 days since I took that pill and no end in sight, if I never took that pill then I most likely would have been recovered by the summer.


tragic, i don’t even think invega is my concern anymore, it’s most likely pssd, if nothing changes by next week then I know it’s pssd.
 
twinpeaks123 said:
it’s fucking insane I take one strattera pill. just one that I thought was safe and suddenly my symptoms get worse, it’s been 9 days since I took that pill and no end in sight, if I never took that pill then I most likely would have been recovered by the summer.


tragic, i don’t even think invega is my concern anymore, it’s most likely pssd, if nothing changes by next week then I know it’s pssd.
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I doubt one pill would cause you pssd, it’s possibly from the Invega.
 
twinpeaks123 said:
you do realise what you said is just encouraging him to do it and if he actually does it then the intelligence services will investigate you? man this forum is easily the worst place i I have been to, my terrible life choices have put me here
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He lives in a completely different country. They’re more than likely just chalk it up to illness and lock him up forever if he kills his psychiatrist. Or if he commits suicide blame it on the mental illness and carry on
 
Trueart2 said:
He lives in a completely different country. They’re more than likely just chalk it up to illness and lock him up forever if he kills his psychiatrist. Or if he commits suicide blame it on the mental illness and carry on
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regardless you shouldn’t encourage this
 
So basically they did chemical castration and chemical killing of consciousness aka chemical lobotomized us out of nothing just because they coudl?
 
I sleep 2 hours everynight and if it goes like that 2 more days, im gonna off my self, basically whenever i try new ssri i only get the side effects, now im on wellbutrin and sleep is becoming 2 hours only with frequent waking ups, so guys im gonna be off soon pretty sure about that
 
moerez said:
I sleep 2 hours everynight and if it goes like that 2 more days, im gonna off my self, basically whenever i try new ssri i only get the side effects, now im on wellbutrin and sleep is becoming 2 hours only with frequent waking ups, so guys im gonna be off soon pretty sure about that
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if wellbutrin is causing side effects then get off it? you can’t be suicidal over every inconvenience

ask for insomnia medication
 
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lukeflowz said:
We have to try and make it to 8 months. Month 8 is where things may start getting better. I think the first 6 months is just survival. Improvements are rare the first six months I think, but I could be wrong. I will be waiting at least 8 months before I make any plans to finish my self off. I think 8 months is a good indicator of if you’re going to recover or not. Hold on at least 8 months man. I know you have the same symptoms as me being the pressure in your head, akathisia, tremors, Anhedonia. We may just have to give it some time.
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It may take a few more months if your doses were higher. One guy with 8 injections recover in 1 year but he started smoking weed after 8 months and credits his recovery to that.
 
Oh yeah i forgot, dude was psychotic, his brain produces way more dopamine compared to a normal person’s brain.

They basically harmed a functional brain and broke it with max dose exposure in the shortest period of time aka attempted murder.. This is why i’am not recovered after 19 months, the chemical shock was so damn high and powerful that my brain just got turned off. But yeah it will get better, as we usually said there.. 🤦🏼‍♂️
 
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
Oh yeah i forgot, dude was psychotic, his brain produces way more dopamine compared to a normal person’s brain.

They basically harmed a functional brain and broke it with max dose exposure in the shortest period of time aka attempted murder.. This is why i’am not recovered after 19 months, the chemical shock was so damn high and powerful that my brain just got turned off. But yeah it will get better, as we usually said there.. 🤦🏼‍♂️
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He was not psychotic.
 
twinpeaks123 said:
if wellbutrin is causing side effects then get off it? you can’t be suicidal over every inconvenience

ask for insomnia medication
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If i get off the side effects would be still there, it doesnt matter i take zopicolone for sleep but it doesnt help, this brain is damaged and im done with it, i have inconvenience in every way you think, every way dude thats why i cant endure this pain anymore
 
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