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Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v 12

RisperdalConsta50mg said:
They have like “dopamine-phobia” and they don’t want to go strong with dopamine because they fear psychosis, so blocking 80% dopamine it’s ok for them but giving dopamine agonists.. Hell, nah.. They Monkey?
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Try to convince them,tell them that other doctor have given this kind of drug
 
IOSIP said:
Im also baby faced, but somehow can grow a beard so i hide my baby face, I also despite having zero skincare routine in 40 years of life have silky smooth skin.

I can pray, with my hands behind my back.
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My hypermobility is in my spine and hips, my ribs slide out of place sometimes. My sister has it even worse, it's in her knees, shoulder, hands.

It really sounds like you deserve a diagnosis.
 
I think I've healed 6 month and 2 days, maybe the rimficin helped clear it faster.
Unless i suddenly feel less well. I already feel 85 precent especially on Vyvanse.
Actually I'm already back programming and i program a drone trying to fix errors, I've failed but still i feel mostly recoverd.
 
IOSIP said:
You should be greatful thats your symptom. Your overthinking, I was overthinking as well. It takes time. You need to understand, that probably your dealing with shame and embarrassment if you had psychosis, you need to slowly reach out and get back into life.

Buy a foam roller it will change your life. There are so many medications you can take for sinus issues.

Be greatful you don't have a movement disorder. Because that the shit that will make you kill yourself.

Please dont kill yourself, I tried... I failed. Focus on what you can do today, to heal yourself for your future. Baby steps. You'll make it, and so will most people here.

Its just that sometimes this forum feels hopeless 😔 but that why I came back. I wanted to share hope with people.

Peace ✌️
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did you recover your emotions, love and empathy or do you still have blunted emotions?
 
moerez said:
Im so close to finish it , i have no hope since i see people without Invega dont recover after psychosis, i took invega and psychosis both and recovery for me sounds impossible, i still cant believe what happened to me and the only way is killing myself i hate this situation
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I’m on the same page. Please consider that you only had Invega and no other antipsychotics and that your chance of recovery is much more then lets say myself where I’m taking olanzapine, as I aids with sleep. I made the mistake of taking it and now I don’t think I can recover and can’t easily stop taking it, like you can with Invega. Hang in there - I think you will recover as you only have had Invega. Me on the other hand I’m one step close to death.
 
lukeflowz said:
I’m on the same page. Please consider that you only had Invega and no other antipsychotics and that your chance of recovery is much more then lets say myself where I’m taking olanzapine, as I aids with sleep. I made the mistake of taking it and now I don’t think I can recover and can’t easily stop taking it, like you can with Invega. Hang in there - I think you will recover as you only have had Invega. Me on the other hand I’m one step close to death.
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Dude stop freaking yourself out. Im recovered and on zyprexa and i get no side effects from it. It's nothing like invega imo
 
lukeflowz said:
I’m on the same page. Please consider that you only had Invega and no other antipsychotics and that your chance of recovery is much more then lets say myself where I’m taking olanzapine, as I aids with sleep. I made the mistake of taking it and now I don’t think I can recover and can’t easily stop taking it, like you can with Invega. Hang in there - I think you will recover as you only have had Invega. Me on the other hand I’m one step close to death.
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There are people who recover and they are way less than people who dont, you should be super lucky to be recovered after this poison, i dont wanna be pessimistic but for me at least there is no improvement and im bedridden all the time and i checked with many people that are still suffering from shots after a year or two on reddit, i think it doesn’t matter if you take any other anti psychotic, your brain either get shocked and donr recover or like some people you react good on it and it doesn’t permanently gives you brain damage which in my case im pretty sure i got brain damage and neurons are destroyed unfortunately, im only alive because i dont know what happens for my mom after my death, but i know it eventually comes :(
 
I Keep hearing we got God clones in the world now. Im on seroquel but it dosnt do anything for my voices. It just makes me sleep.

I hear God Jesus and Mary came to earth and now there in outerspace. They left clones behind on planet earth but they all left. Also i hear over a billion people wenr to outerspace
 
Gdvffh said:
I Keep hearing we got God clones in the world now. Im on seroquel but it dosnt do anything for my voices. It just makes me sleep.

I hear God Jesus and Mary came to earth and now there in outerspace. They left clones behind on planet earth but they all left. Also i hear over a billion people wenr to outerspace
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Honestly to me this sounds like psychosis. You may need something besides seroquel for the voices
 
silenthill said:
i've never really had good memory because i hit my head a lot and even sustained a TBI but it didn't get worse after invega. it's always been the same all my life. 👍
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how long did it take for your nasal congestion to go away? I don’t have a runny nose, I just can’t breathe deeply
 
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moerez said:
There are people who recover and they are way less than people who dont, you should be super lucky to be recovered after this poison, i dont wanna be pessimistic but for me at least there is no improvement and im bedridden all the time and i checked with many people that are still suffering from shots after a year or two on reddit, i think it doesn’t matter if you take any other anti psychotic, your brain either get shocked and donr recover or like some people you react good on it and it doesn’t permanently gives you brain damage which in my case im pretty sure i got brain damage and neurons are destroyed unfortunately, im only alive because i dont know what happens for my mom after my death, but i know it eventually comes :(
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What scares me is most people get early signs of recovery by now and I’m nearly at six months with no signs.
 
I hope that in a month from now, some improvements come. It’s been month after month and nothing except my jaw doesn’t clench anymore and I can speak a little better. Anhedonia, akathisia and the pressure in my head is dominant. I’m just not quite sure what to do. This anxiety is killing me
 
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